So its been 3 years. Its been so long since ive been here in LA. I really miss Korea. Im thinking about moving back, they gave me a job opertunity that pays very well. Im gonna need more money since i have two children. My beautiful lovely Jaesun and Hanna. I love them both to death. Hanna is very quiet just like her father, but she looks just like me. But Jaesun looks like his father, Leo. But the complete opposite, hes just like me loud and hyper. But i love them both equally. They have a Aunt that comes over everyday to play and babysit them while i work. Angela is just like a sister, shes really thier when i need help. And a great uncle, Zico. He keeps spoilling them. Everything they want they give them the puppy eye look. He just cant say no. I told them to stop they did but just do it sometimes now. I told them about the job, they said if i go, they wioo to. How cute! But i agreed. So were on our way to the airport now. "Yah, oppa. Hoe much longer?" Angela whined. He ignored her. "Yahh!" She yelled. "Aish, women let me drive! Well get thier when we get thier!" Zico argued. I sighed. "Stop shouting, Jaesun and Hanna are sleeping." I whispered as i patted thier heads. They looks back and smiled. I smiled to. We finally reached the airport after 1 hour driving. I woke up Hanna and Jaesun. They still looked sleey. Zico took Hanna in his arms and carried his bag and hers. I picked up Jaesun and picked up my bag, i asked Angela to take Jaesun's bag since it was small and she did. We gave our tickets to the lady and she let up get on the plane. I walked in and try to find our seats. I found our seats i put Jaesun in the middle seat. Hanna was now fully awake and sat by the window next to her brother. I sat at the end by the passway. Next to me was Angela and Zico. I smiled. I had and extra backpavk for snacks just incase they got hungry. "Hanna, want a sandwich and a juicebox?" I asked her. She looked at me and smiled. "Neh umma." Hanna said. I opened the bag and handed it to her. She ate happily. I offered chips to Zico cause Angela was already asleep. He took them and smiled. It was for a fee more minutes till the guys bring the food to eat. Jaesun just woke up feeling hungry. "Umma, im hungry." Jaesun rubbed his tummy. I giggled. I took out a sandwhich and a juicebox for him. He took it and ate it. I smiled and patted his head. "Umma?" Hanna called me. "Yes Hanna?" I looked at her. "Are we gonna see appa?" She looked excited. I felt as if something was stuck in my throat. "Yeah umma! Are we gonna see appa?" Jaesun asked. I looked at my too precious kids. "A-ah, neh. Umma will tell appa to see you." I lied. They both looked at eachother and high fived. I felt bad, i dont want them to meet thier father. Hes an idol, and idols cant date fans. I sighed. I really dont know what to do. What if i run into him? How am i going to tell him i have kids? And thier his? Maybe he wont reconize me. Yeah, lets just hope. All they need right now is my love, ill play the role as a mother and the father. I just want them to be happy. Not heartbroken cause they wont be able to see thier father cause hes busy with his schedules. I sighed once more. ~~~`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanks for voting guys! I update soon as i can! But i also left early from school so i had time~ ♥ I hope your enjoying it so far! ♥♪