"I can't stand myself anymore" he thought. It was too much of Baro going in his mind. It just take a view of the squirrel to squeezed out a smile instantly in his mouth; listening to his voice made him nervous. "2 years in the group and I keep feeling this way in front of him?" IT was normal to him. There were many occasions when Sandeul wanted to tell him the truth but something averted it, seemed that fate didn't want that to happen.