It has been your usual routine, crying your self to sleep.

People may think of you weird because of how affected you are about Donghae.

They don’t understand a thing and never will.

For you it’s not just a fan loving an idol.

It’s you loving Lee Donghae.

 

 

 

◀YOU▶

 

 

♬♬This song is dedicate, to the world’s biggest fan club. The ELF, my girls, my angels♬♬

 

“Yeoboseyo?“

“Yaaaah! ______ eodiya?“ You’re supposed to be here already. Get your moving. Ppali!“

“Hana! Relax! I over slept okay. I’m on my way.“

“They’ll be here soon, you better be quick. I’ve saved a good spot for us. Ppali!

“Arasseo ajhumma.“

Before she can say anything ang blubber out I hung up already.

 

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I made my way outside and waited for a cab.

It didn’t took me so long and I’m now standing not too far a way in front of this very special building.

 

 

Many fangirls.

Holding banners.

Readying their cameras.

Hoping that they’ll see their idols.

 

 

I slowly approached the crowd.

Composing myself as I become one of them.

Memories flooded my mind.

Flashing pictures of me looking at him.

Standing in front of this same place.

I couldn’t utter any words.

I just looked at him hoping that he’ll look me.

 

 

Now I thought to myself, will I be able to call out his name this time?

Will I be able to say even just a simple, “Hi“?

 

 

A sudden shout interrupted my thoughts.

“Yah! ______! Here! Come here!“

There in front I saw Hana, my bestfriend.

She had been beside me ever since.

We’ve known each other for so long already and nothing can break as apart.

We’re ultimate partners like bread and butter, spoon and fork, cake and ice cream and etc.

She knows how much I love Donghae.

And she supports me all the way.

 

 

“OPPPPPPPAAAA! ANNYEONG OPPA!“

“OPPA SARANGHAE!“

 

 

I look at where everyone is looking.

And there I saw him.

Going out of the car with them.

I’m now tongue tied.

At a loss for words.

My mind is nowhere near functioning.

Once again, I’m lost.