Will you ever look at me?

Browsing the net.

Looking at every pictures of him you came across with.

Enjoying the details you’re reading.

Taking in all the things you’re seeing.

There’s a background music playing from your ipod.

The song is one of your favorite.

It’s him singing “My Everything“

Unknowingly, a tear escaped from your right eye.

And then you began thinking.

◀YOU▶

I’ve been cheering for you since you were a trainee.

Always looking at you from afar, hoping that one day you’ll turn your gaze to me.

Since then, I took an oath.

A promise.

To give strength to you when your tears threaten to fall.

To be your crying shoulder whenever you need someone to lean on.

To be with you forever specially when you feel alone.

I promise to you I’ll always be here.

I’ll be everywhere you want me to be.

If you look in front of you, I’ll be there smiling at you.

If you look at your side, I’ll be there guiding you.

If you look behind you, I’ll be there supporting you.

If you look above, I’ll be there looking out for you.

If you look on the ground, you’ll see foot steps beside yours; I’ll be there taking each and every step with you.

Wherever you look at, I promise I’ll be there.

I’ll never be gone.

If only you knew.

I’m always here patiently waiting for you.

The littlest things you do make me smile.

When you cry a single tear I knew I’ll cry too in no time.

When they talk bad about you I make sure that will be the last one or else I’ll tear them off alive.

It’s funny how I’m being so protective over you.

I’ve seen you hurt a lot of times already and I don’t want you to be hurt again.

So if someone will try to hurt you, I’ll block them along the way.

I’ll take all the pain.

I’ll take a bullet for you.

I’ll even catch a grenade.

But the sad thing is reality is far different from my dream.

You’re a star and I’m just somebody.

You’re so high compared to me.