Then, the bell rang for recess, I stood up and cleaned my garbage and just walked out of the cafeteria. I saw Kyuhyun and his friends having a happy time, laughing and laughing. The more I look the more it depressed me, I quickly went to Sooyoung and hurried outside

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Seohyun's POV

 

I just stood near the door with Sooyoung and just kept on looking and then looking away from Kyuhyun

 

*He always forgets about stuff, he always forgets to come back when he said he'd come back, he always forget. I guess that our friendship is worthless, he cares more about his other friendships with other people than ours. I really shouldn't have been with him last year. My friends were right, he's a liar, and I shouldn't have like, no wait. I shouldn't have love him* I thought 

 

I just look straight ahead and then straight to the ground non-stop and being dumb-founded just like a zombie. I didn't even look at Sooyoung once but I bet she's staring at Donghae again. I just kept staring straight then down, straight then down, that I didn't even notice that Kyuhyun was actually looking at me too

 

Kyuhyun's POV

 

I kept on looking whenever Seohyun's not looking at me then I keep looking away whenever Seohyun looks at my direction. I really wanna go and talk to her but where ever I go, my friends follow me. So I can't really hang out with her since this grade started

 

The bell rang and then me and my friends walk inside the school. I said goodbye to all my friends then I went into theaters class. And again, I saw Seohyun sitting in her seat already

 

"Okay class. Since we already practiced with our vocals and we already practice the songs, we are going to practice the song that both of you chose and sing it together" the teacher said

 

All of us were surprised, when I looked at Seohyun. I saw that she was excited and very surprised at the same time

 

"Yah, you excited?" I whispered to Seohyun

 

"I'm excited and surprised" Seohyun said without looking at me

 

"Okay, now everyone! Get with your partners!" the teacher said

 

I got with Seohyun, then she said that she had to ask our teacher something

 

"Seon-saeng nim? After this duet, will each of us going to have a solo?" I heard Seohyun say

 

"Hmm...........now that you say it. Let me think about it" our teacher said

 

"Okay seon-saeng nim" then Seohyun bowed

 

"Okay...........do you wanna start now?" I asked

 

"What do you think? It's theater class now and we're suppose to practice our song together, so of course we're gonna start now" Seohyun said coldly

 

"Okay....." I said quietly

 

Then, Seohyun started

 

"I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed"

 

As I heard her beautiful voice, I kinda dozed off and didn't even know when it was my turn

 

"Kyuhyun ah! Go!" Seohyun said

 

"Oh, mianae" I apologized

 

Seohyun's POV

 

Kyuhyun then sung his part, and his voice was just everything I could describe. Beautiful, wonderful, angelic, powerful, etc.

 

"I've been having all my hopes and dreams away

Just incase I'd ever need'em again someday"

 

Finally, it was the chorus

 

"All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

Oh wo~~~"

 

We sang and sang, I couldn't believe that Kyuhyun would ever have a voice like that and how he somehow love to sing, well, I think

 

"Okay everybody! Go back to your seats, we will go to the theaters stage that's actually in the gymnasium. Okay, everybody! Let's go!" the teacher said

 

Everybody  went to the gymnasium then they stood there and talked to their partner, I stood there with Kyuhyun and I clearly didn't feel like talking, all I wanted to do was to practice 

 

"Okay my fellow classmates! We are here in the gymnasium to practice on stage!" our teacher said

 

Everybody wooed, I was obviously happy, non-stop

 

"Okay, everybody quiet down. I have a list here, and I'm going to call who is going to go first" seon-saeng nim said

 

Seon-saeng nim called numerous of groups from our class, then she finally called me and Kyuhyun's name

 

"Seohyun and Kyuhyun, come on up!" seon-saeng nim called

 

"Okay, don't be scared okay? Pretend that no one is here, just us" I told Kyuhyun

 

Kyuhyun's POV

 

While i was walking towards the stage with Seohyun, she whispered, "Okay, don't be scared okay? Pretend that no one is here, just us"

 

"Okay" I nodded

 

The music started, then Seohyun began to sing

 

"I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long~

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on~" she sang

 

"I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just incase I'd ever need'em again some day

I've been setting aside time........

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind" I sang

 

While I was singing, I can hear her beautiful, most wonderful voice through my voice. It was so clear that I can hear it the way I want it to be heard. I just loved the way how she sang. We sang and sang, till finally, our song was over

 

"YEPPEO!!!!! JUST BEAUTIFUL!!!!" the teacher said

 

Everybody else clapped too

 

"Both of your voices just blend together and make a VERY VERY GREAT milkshake!!!" the teacher said 

 

"Well, seon-saeng nim, we all should thank you for teaching us with our vocals, that's how we could sing" Seohyun suddenly said

 

"Hehe, but I want to thank all of you guys for really trying, if you guys didn't try, we wouldn't have such beautiful voices" seon-saeng nim said

 

"Hehehe" everybody giggled

 

"Okay. Now everybody, let's take a 5 min break" our teacher said

 

Great, I can talk to Seohyun for 5 mins, this shouldn't be a bad talk

 

"Hey Seohyun" I said

 

"Hi" Seohyun said still not looking at me

 

"So...........since you've been away from me between the lunch and recess. Have you thought of an answer yet?" I asked

 

Seohyun's POV

 

"So...........since you've been away from me between the lunch and recess. Have you thought of an answer yet?" Kyuhyun asked me

 

*Oh yeah......about if I still like him..........what should I say?!?!* I thought

 

"Um............what question?" I lied

 

"The one about if you still like me, or maybe even love me still?" he said

 

"Why do you want to know?" I asked curiously

 

"It's just a random question" Kyuhyun said

 

*BWOH?!?!?! It can NEVER EVER been a random question, it's about love. It can't be random!!!* I thought

 

"Random?" I asked looking at him

 

"Yeah......" he said

 

"If you talk about love or crushes or relationships it can NEVER be random!" I said furiously

 

"Whoa, sorry. I didn't know" Kyuhyun said

 

"If you don't know then why do you keep dating? No wonder people our age break up so easily, it's because NO ONE EVER REALLY KNEW WHAT LOVE MEANT!" I said loudly this time

 

"And what do you know about love? Huh? What do you know about love?!" he said loudly

 

"I know that love. is when a person falls in love with another person because of who they are. Not what they look like, that person, will do anything for them. Cry for them, be there when they're in trouble, support them or maybe even suicide for them. They can do ANYTHING! But, some loves are complicated. Just like one of them, when a person loves another person but the other person thinks that they're INVISIBLE! Even when that person is with them, that person can cry, and think about the other person ALL NIGHT thinking, 'Why do I still love him/her even when they treat like I'm invisible?' well, I found the answer to that question! Which is because, the person really has fallen in love with the other person, for their true personality. And not for their looks. That person can't FORGET the other person but she/he can't even face that person face to face because........the other might think you're weird for loving him/her, so that's why that person is trying to stay away from that person she/he loves. As much as she/he wants to be there right beside you and talking or hanging out with you, they can't, because they are caring about what their lovers are thinking" I said with some tears in my eyes, and not noticing that seon-saeng nim was actually hearing every single word I said

 

"That's how you feel?" Kyuhyun asked

 

"I would lie to you about my answer but, it's not gonna take me anywhere that's gonna make me happy. So, yes. That's CLEARLY how I feel, but I know that you STILL won't DO anything about it! Just like last year! Think Kyuhyun, think about how you treated me last year, and how you treated me now. Think about it, doesn't it seem like it's totally different? And just to let you know, I cried because you this year" I said

 

Kyuhyun's POV

 

I really couldn't believe what I was hearing from Seohyun, I never heard such big words from her, especially big words about love. Now, I think about it, that's how she really felt, and how she said that I won't do anything about it............I don't get it......what does she mean by that?

 

"Okay, let's go back up to the classroom now" the teacher said

 

When we got back up into the classroom, everybody just scattered around desk and places and when chatting, and then I heard seon-saeng nim call Seohyun

 

I saw Seohyun walking over to seon-saeng nim

 

Seohyun's POV

 

"Yes seon-saeng nim?" I said when I walked over to my teacher

 

"So, you asked me if we're going to have a solo after the duet right?" the teacher asked me

 

"Ne" I said

 

"What song are you thinking of singing?" seon-saeng nim asked me

 

"Uh..............."By Myself" I said

 

"The English version or Korean?" she asked me

 

"Korean" I said

 

"Ohhh, I can see why you chose that song" she said

 

"So you heard every single word I said to Kyuhyun?" I said

 

"Ne, sorry if I was eavesdropping" the teacher said

 

"It's okay. I've been thinking that somebody or most of the people would know eventually, so I don't really care if you heard it" I said calmly

 

"I've chosen to sing "By Myself" because I love the vocals and they meaning of each lyric" I said

 

"Yeah, I've noticed" seon-saeng nim said

 

"I've been practicing it to" I said

 

"Oh, I would love to hear it if you don't mind" she said

 

"Well, then can I use my light voice to sing cause I don't want anybody else to hear it" I said

 

"No problem" the teacher said

 

"Na honjaseo sarangeul malhago

Sarangeul bonaego honja ssaheun

Chueoge gyeopgyeobi nunmuri maeyeo

Meon gose isseodo geudae haengbokhagil

Naui sarangeul gaseumgipi mudeoyo~"

 

"Wonderful, just wonderful" she said

 

"Kamsa seon-saeng nim" I thanked

 

It was the end of class and it was time that everybody went home, I was packing my stuff and so were others, but oddly. I didn't see Kyuhyun, barely anyone was done packing their stuff and going home but Kyuhyun was nowhere in sight. Guess he went home already

 

While I was walking home, I went through the park

 

 

"Na honjaseo sarangeul malhago

Sarangeul bonaego honja ssaheun

Chueoge gyeopgyeobi nunmuri maeyeo

Meon gose isseodo geudae haengbokhagil

Naui sarangeul gaseumgipi mudeoyo~"  I sang

 

I was singing and singing, but I didn't notice that someone was watching me...............

 

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Sorry if this chapter is pretty long, but hope you guys enjoy it, comment and/or subscribe ^^

 

 

Just to let you guys now, this has clearly not happened AT ALL. especially my saying in the gymnasium in front Kyuhyun, that long paragraph, is really truly how I felt the whole time, but I didn't say it in front of my crush, but I wish I did :P And most of these chapters are not really, like it didn't happen in my life, but the meanings about love in this chapter is what I truly felt and thought