I took a couple of glances out at the window and tears started to come again.....

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Seohyun's POV

After the actitivites that we were doing after lunch, I still couldn't get over of what happened to Kyuhyun. I saw Seung Gi and Seung Gi saw me

"Hey, I heard the news about.........Kyuhyun" Seung Gi said

"Y-yeah...." I said trying to hold the tears back 

"You okay?" he asked

I shook my head and then I hugged him and the tears came down again

"Seohyun ah, everything's gonna be alright. It was just mouthwash" Seung Gi said rubbing my back to make me feel better

"I know, but seeing him like that just.........I didn't know what to do. I couldn't help him, and I didn't even say anything to him when Jessica and the others were caring about him so much, it was like I was not caring about him, ignoring him...." I sobbed

"Well, he does needs some little space when he's not comfortable. Nobody can crowd around him once he's feeling uncomfortable, he needs space. So, it's good that you gave him some and just let him rest, while the others just crowded around him. They really care about him, that's why they were crowding around him, but he also needs some space" he said

I wiped my tears and said, "Yeah, maybe you're right. So are you saying that it was right for me to just not saying anything and leave him some space unlike the others?" I asked

"Yeah Seohyun. That's right" Seung Gi said

"Thank you Seung Gi, for everything. Neomu kamsahamnida" I thanked

"No problem" he said and then the bell rang to go inside the cafeteria to eat

We were eating in silence, everybody at my table didn't speak a word

"Jessica, eat" Sunny said

"Ani....." Jessica said

"You have to, or you'll starve" she said

Jessca didn't say anything then just took a bite. I was eating my food slowly still thinking of what happened. All of a sudden, Sunny started to cry

"Sunny ah, why are you crying?" Tiffany asked

"It's just............" Sunny said

"Stop crying now or I'll slap you. Now stop!" Jessica said loudly

I just looked at them

"Yah! What are you staring at?" Jessica suddenly asked me

"Jessica, everybody would be looking at you when you say that" Yuri said

"Are you helping this b*tch?" Jessica asked

"A-ani.....I'm not helping anybody here cause no one really needs help" Yuri said

"Whatever. Eat guys" Yoona said

Everybody went back to eating and then when we were all done eating, the instructor told us to pay attention. She told us that we should rest and then our dance will start nce we hear the bell ring. Everybody rushed outside and into their cabins and some into the washroom. I went into my cabin and just took some clothes and a hairband and changed in the washroom. Almost everybody was the washroom, after I changed I put on my hairband and looked into the mirror, then Jessica, Sunny and Yuri came in

"We should take a picture" Sunny said

"Sure" Jessica said

"Seohyun, you wanna join?" Jessica asked

I was surprised at what Jessica asked

"M-mwoh?" I asked blankly

"I'm being like this to you right now cause I don't want anything else to ruin my night" Jessica said

"O-okay" I said then we took a picture 

We all went outside and then the bell rang right on time. We went into a room that was in the cafeteria and the room was dark since it was like a dance club. Everybody was sitting down and the teacher had trouble with the music, then finally we had music but it kept on lagging

"When are we gonna have music?" Jessica asked under her breath

I just stood there and the music was finally back on! But sadly, Nick had to hold a cable to keep the music on. Then a friend of mine just came up to me and asked if I wanted to dance, I was use to her silliness cause she usually acts silly all the time, I just didn't speak and she was "mad"

I danced a bit with some of my friends, I also dance with Jessica........... But all in all, it was a fun moment. Then it was time for the slow songs. I just sat in a corner just watching some people slow dancing, it was romantic actually watching only two people slow dance to a romantic song. I looked out at the window thinking about Kyuhyun again, then I started to cry again. I was silently crying in the corner while slow songs were on. I was crying and wondering how Kyuhyun was, and I was still wondering why he's been avoiding me these days, not hanging out with me these days. The more I thought of it, the more I started to cry about it

Then Yuri came up to me and asked, "Seohyun, what's wrong?"

I just shook my head

"Tell me. I'm your friend" she said

Once I heard that I thought, *Really? Then why don't you hang out with me anymore?*

"You wouldn't care" I said with my head near my knees

"Yes I will" Yuri said

"I miss Kyuhyun. I'm sad because Kyuhyun's gone, gone home" I said as tears began to come down again

"Don't worry, he'll be alright. We all miss him too" she said

*Then why are you guys having so much fun?* I thought

Then, another friend of mine named Hayley came

"Omo, Seohyun ah, what's wrong?" Hayley asked

"It's nothing" Yuri said

"Oh, okay" she said

I looked at Yuri then at Hayley

"Hey, let's go dance" Hayley said

"I'm okay..." I said and giggled a bit

"C'mon! Don't be such a party pooper" Yuri said

"Fine" I said and got up and we danced

We were giggling and stuff, my mind was still on Kyuhyun but I had to live this day anyways

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Chapter 34 guys!! :D

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