Jun didn’t know what had gotten into him as he crashed his lips with Rasa’s. No one is watching, he thought. Well, only Ao wasn’t, but that was already enough. The others were pretty much staring. Some shocked, some proud. They parted, and Jun could see Rasa was still surprised, to say the least. His eyes were wide open.

“W-What did you…?”

Jun could feel the hate already. That stuttering was hitting him like a kick in the guts and his eyes got immediately teary.

“I-I love you”, he said as he made his way out of the practice room, running, leaving Rasa behind, shocked.

“Jun!” Rasa shouted as he was about to run after the kid, when J-Hyo held his arm.

“Leave him alone. He needs to calm down first, and we’re still in the middle of practice”.

Rasa kept staring at the door as he took a deep breath and nodded. Then E-Den took his arm and lead him to his position. Rasa didn’t struggle. Nor did he notice he was being dragged. His mind was not in the dance studio, but in the bathroom where Jun was most likely crying.

King clapped in front of his face to snap him out of his thoughts, and Rasa calmly did, looking at him as an idiot would. He was clearly still out of this world, and King shrugged it. E-Den started the music and Rasa looked at the mirror, waiting for the dance to start, when Jun came back and joined them. His eyes were puffy and red, and he couldn’t help but notice the teardrops on his shirt. His heart ached at the sight, but he couldn’t do anything, as once the dance started, Jun showed no signs of weakness, and danced along, giving his best as always.

When it ended, however, Rasa sighed in relief, and made his way to capture the boy’s arm, but he skillfully ran out of the room again, afraid of how Rasa would treat him. The older one ran after him, ignoring the maknae’s calls, and eventually caught Jun, and dragged him to the storeroom.

Jun’s heart was racing with fear and confusion. He had never thought Rasa would lock them in a small dark room. He felt him pressing their bodies close, and using his hands to search for the light switch. His body felt hot and weak from the touch, that he almost gasped at the loss when Rasa moved back to the other wall, which was only a few feet from him. The room was still dark, but his eyes were getting used to it and he could see a silhouette across him was panting and leaning back.

“The light switch is broken” Rasa said once he gathered his breath. Jun stayed still, staring at him. Their eyes met, and oddly, he could sense something new from his Hyung. Lust, perhaps? He wasn’t sure, but it didn’t scare him anymore, as his body seemed to be asking for more heat, which was driving him insane. And as if Rasa could read his thoughts, he pressed their chests together, and half closed his eyes. He was observing the luscious lips Jun had. Lips that he had felt moments ago, and was dying to ravish. His hand carefully placed on the side of Jun’s neck, maybe to keep him in place.

He could feel his breath on his face, but Rasa couldn’t. Jun had either forgotten how to breathe with all this heat, or he was holding his breath nervously. He could feel the weight of the other pressed against him as he leant closer and brushed their lips. His eyes shut at the feeling and his knees would’ve let him fall, if he wasn’t stuck between the wall and the guy he loved so much. Rasa moved his hands to Jun’s sides slowly, sensing no resistance, and kissed him. It started gentle and full of love, but quickly turned into a hot make out session, to the point where Jun would’ve been shamelessly if he had already forgotten where they were.

He let Rasa take control of the kiss, letting him explore every corner of his mouth with his tongue. He wanted more, and couldn’t help but hold his shirt tight. Rasa broke the kiss and stared into his eyes as he let them breathe. They could easily lose themselves in eachother’s eyes.

“I have something to tell you” the older one started, with a shy smile forming in his lips. Jun was no longer scared, he ought to hear those words. He knew exactly what Rasa wanted to say, and he couldn’t help but grin in anticipation. But just then, Rasa’s cellphone rang, making both guys groan and look away.

He picked up, “What is it?”. His hand gently grabbed Jun’s chin and made their gazes connect, as he listened to what J-Hyo had to say. He was screaming through the phone saying that the manager was mad that they ‘ran away’ and that they’ve been waiting for almost twenty minutes since the two left. He sighed, “We were having an important talk, we’ll be right there.”. With that he hung up and turned his phone off, before pecking Jun’s lips again.

“I love you too, Jun”

Both chuckled at the moment, and then Jun started kissing him again, feeling a sudden tightness downstairs. And from the way Rasa shakily pushed him away, he knew he wasn’t the only one.

“L-Let’s go home first. The guys are going out for dinner, we could stay at the dorm”.

The younger one smirked and made his way out of the storeroom. At this point, Rasa couldn’t care less about Jun’s age. He didn’t care if it was a sin to do these things to him. He was going to hell for loving him, anyways, so the least he can do is enjoy while he can. He wasn’t forcing Jun to do anything. The two of them… They really loved eachother.