I stood at the bottom of the house and stared slack mouthed. He lived in a huge half white brick half glass modern house. I started walking up the white stone path and raised my hand to knock. The door swung open and i nearly fell through. " ChanYeol said you would be here " He widened the door and allowed me in. I shut it behind me and took in my surroundings. Everything was clean and white. I followed Kris up two flights of stairs and along a huge corridor. Once i was in Kris's room i noticed a huge difference, it basicaly threw me on my arse at how much of a change it was. His room was a deep purple as was his covers, everything else was a mixmatch of colours. He and i both sat on purple beanbags. " so whats up? " he questioned. I took a deep breath and repeated my trained script. " Dont play Tao. Please, he is a good guy and a brother to me. I dont want him to get hurt the way i have. Please dont hurt my brother " My words had become begs at the end but i didnt care. Kris sighed and smiled kindly. " I never did take to my parents wealth, " Wait what?? , " My mother has been with the wrong guys many times and it pains me each time i come in to find her crying. I despise those scum of the Earth. I'm not playing Tao, BaekHyun. Im working out my own feelings to ensure that i dont break his heart even more " He was crying now and i realize he meant what he was saying and that his words made sence. I asked my next question in a very soft tone and in half A heart beat he replied. " And do you like him? " Eyes glistening he nodded. " So much " He looked back up at me and i wiped a tear away. I sighed and hugged his head as he had now slid into a fetal position below me. " You gotta tell him...or show him " Kris looked up with a confused look ironed to his face. " And how do i do that? " he sat up and hugged his knees, ankles crossed and listened contently.
Tao's p.o.v " Theyre what? " SeHun asked open mouthed. LuHan hugges him consiously to hold something. BaekHyun stood infront of us all with Kris and ChanYeol on either side of him. " They are trying out. We need more rappers and they both rap! Plus Kris could help us put english in our raps so Tao and Kris can work...ChanYeol will be helping me with....homework " Lay rolled his eyes. " Oh give it a rest we all know you are in the honeymood stage! " a few of us laughed, BaekHyun hid himself in a blushing ChanYeols arm and me and Kris just stared at one another. Half an hour later ChanYeol was rapping like a freakin boss in the studio. Once finished we congradulated him as he joined us. " You next Kris ! " Beak beamed. He nodded as Kris gave him a look. He leaned down to my ear and whispered. " Listen close " and i did. I stare at him mesmerised by his words and movements. His words were filled with such passion it made me tear up. Oh boy why ya do this to me Make me think of you uncontrolably Gotta say i kinnda love it But that love fills my heart and it
Feels like its gonna explode if i dont get this outta my mind I guess what im.tryna say boy is Will ya be mine? Kris finished looking dead on in my eyes. The others were silent as if they knew that this rap wasnt in a Korean song. It wasnt in an English song. Hell it wasnt even in a song! It was Kris's rap. Kris's rap, to me. Everyone filled out slowly into the ajoining room, me and Kris giving them no notice. The door shut but we stood staring for sometime. Kris rubbed the back of his neck and smiled to himself. " So um...what ya say? ". He shiffted awkwardly. I sighed. " Kris i can't - " He cut me off there with his hand. "Its okay i dont need an explanation " i sighed once more frustrated. I held out my arms. " C'mere ya tit " i said jokingly. Kris hugged me i could tell he was going to cry. I pushed him back slightly. He stared at me and i could no longer hold back. I kissed him, slightly more rough than he did a few days ago but i needed to get the message through. I slid my tounge in his mouth and we played around a little. My hands were placed on his chest and abdomen, his on my waist. I pulled away and rested my forehead on his. We were both panting as we had been kissing for a while. " can i speak now?, " Kris nodded lazily. , " I can't believe you would do something like.that for me. I mean writing a rap just to get me? Although the rap could use a bita work " i grinned as did he. " Cheesy right? But does that mean youll be mine? "
He quoted his rap and i nodded. " Yeah " he looked confused. " wait! Yeah it was cheesy or Yeah you will be mine? " i thouht for a moment looking up to my left sweetly as if it were s hard decision. " Both " i said warmly. Kris smiled and kissed me again. The guys behind us cheered. The teacher walked in with two tall boys in tow. One was lankey with chestnut hair and a goofy smile. Ect... They were late again. But that didnt matter because the happiest thing in my life could not of arrived sooner. He sat infront of me, turning and smiling at me. I smiled back at him. He was mine. My life. My love. My boyfriend. My Kris.
SuHo's p.o.v A pressure on my chest brought me out of my not quite sleeping state. I groaned lazily and opened one eye only to be attacked by D.O who kissed me focefully. It was flat and meaningless. About a month ago we would have been smiling loving. He thought i was stupid, i laughed at him inwardly. He is the stupid one. D.O and Kai had started seeing each other three weeks ago, i seen them. They were in a coffee shop notoriously known for coupled. I had been walking past and happened to look in and.saw them. They sat in a booth up the back, holding hands. Kai was clearly the man as D O's whole body posture screamed obvious gay. They then kissed moments later and i left in a rage. At school he acted as if nothing was happening but i knew they touched each other during lunch. I spoke to my childhood friend, ReyoWook, who happened to be my first Kiss back when i was 12. He had agreed to help me work out my own uality as he had already came out as gay but had no feelings towards me at all. It was then i found out i was gay. But once i found out D.O was dating Kai behind my back i spoke to ReyoWook. He had told me to talk to D.O but i couldnt face it so he sent KyuHyun and HeeChul to go undercover and see if it was only a one time thing, it wasnt. I couldnt bare to break up with him even though i knew what he was doing even though i knew i should. I groaned and sat up. ' Screw you brain ' " Whats up? " we were sitting on the bench at school so i had to turn my head to the side. D.O's large round eyes had lost their spark when he looked at me. It pained me to see him so happy with Kai yet still holding onto me. I glanced up and saw Kai staring down at me, is gaze wasnt hateful but it wasnt inviting either. I glanced back at D.O who was expexting an answer. " Ah its nothin " i sighed with a smile. D.O looked confused for a moment but shrugged it off. I saw Kris and Tao walking past, their hands intertwined, they looked happy. They had been dating for only two weeks but they already had the maturity of LuHan and SeHun's relationship. I sat foreward with my elbows on my knees, my fists enclosed together, and pressed my thumbs to my lips. Kai sat down and patted my back. " Dude, somethins up. What is it? " i could tell D.O was shaking hais head and.sharing looks with Kai. " I know you two are dating " I said simply, my voice had no indecent tone. Kai and D.O gasped and i pointed my attention to D.O, his already large eyes even bigger but they werent on me. I kept calm as i stood and looked into his eyes that were now on me. " Be happy with him, " i then turned to Kai and my stare became threatning. , " If he cries over you for any negative reason, i swear to god you wont have the balls to take him back " i ended up spitting my words at him but i didnt take notice as i walked away and met up with ReyoWook who had seen and.heard the whole thing. He patted my back wordlessly. I smiled at him, he frowned amd cocked his head to the side. " We can both be happy now " He laughed at me and slapped the back of my head. " Oh by the way, my cousin is transfering here today. He is in your homeroom, would you mind showing him around? " I nodded and followed him inside to the teachers office where ReyoWook introduced his waiting cousin. " This is Sanduel. Hes your age and i arranged for him to be in as many of your classes as possible. I hope thats altight " He scratched the back of his head nervously. I had to laugh at the older boy, Sanduel did aswell. " Its cool - " I started but ReyoWook intervined " I mean i just thought it would be better having you do it ya know? " i held up a hand and laughed once more. " I said its fine dude, get to homeroom " although my words were aimed at ReyoWook i still had my.eyes on Sanduel. He smiled back at me as we both took a seat
Outside the office. I swung my legs like a child. Sanduel sat quietly but still his eyes were still on me. I fought the urge to place a hand on his thigh and failed. My hand moved with no intention of stoping. We both froze as it rested there and i was unable to move it. Sanduel cleared his throat and spoke awkwardly. " um, i want you to know this now. Im...uh im gay " He scrunched up his eyes as if he were afraid i were going to hit him. I sighed, smiled and squeezed his leg. " I am too. The rest of my friends are too, no one cares anymore " Sanduels mouth hung open. I felt the need to impress him so i added casualy. " They got used to it after all us band members started dating. I was dating D.O but him and Kai were secretly dating so we broke up " I hadnt intended on using the pity card but i did and there was nothing i.could do. Sanduel shook his head and gave me a pittied look. " How could he do something like that to such a nice guy? How could anyone do that? It disgusts me. Why comit yourself when you have feelings for another? " his words were serious. I smiled and agreed. The teacher came out and explained that i would show Sanduel around the school untill he got used to it. I was sooo excited.
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