I'm trapped

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Henry just debuted with the song trap alongside with Kyuhyun and Taemin.

Somehow Zhou Mi feels left behind, misses his close friend and somehow feels jealous, because he feels like he hasn't achieved anything.

 

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Zhou Mi's POV is navy blue, Henry's POV is dark red.

 

 

Foreword

Zhou Mi waited for Henry. He was pretty worried about the younger one, who just debuted in Korea. He knew, Henry hasn't slept a lot these days and he trained very hard and more than ever. The maknae lost a lot of weight and in the eyes of the Chinese man, his friend looked somehow sick and not healthy anymore. These chubby cheeks, which he loved to pinch so often, were replaced by deep hollows and the eyes of the younger one were puffy and had dark circles.

But somehow Mi was jealous – he never had it easy. Even though his start at SM company was like a dream – a friend recommended him at the casting with a video and 2006 he could already sign his contract. Not even after a year of training he was allowed to debut with Super Junior M and since then his dream didn't seem that perfect any more. Zhou Mi had to battle with the 'Only 13' campaign alongside with Henry.

At first he didn't like Henry. In his eyes he was just a stupid, silly kid. But they had to stick together as the 'unwanted' SJM members. He became friends with Henry after a very emotional concert – Zhou Mi and Henry stood together on stage and anti fans started shouting that they didn't want to see them. So they left the stage and when they entered their room, Zhou Mi couldn't hold it any more and started crying. 'Why us, Henry...?' he asked and looked up to the Canadian boy, who took his hand. 'It is not our fault, MiMi dage... It is not our fault. They are just... stupid anti fans. We should just ignore them and do what we do. We should just stick together and trust each other. I believe in you. You are a great singer.” And then Henry hugged the taller one tightly and kissed one of his tears away. And Zhou Mi was touched by this behaviour and started to like this stupid little kid.

They started to meet often, even though the promotions were done. And they even shared a dorm room. Even though Zhou Mi was often annoyed by the mess Henry made in their room and of course, they often argued – but still, the nice moments were predominant.

A few years later the leader of SJM, Hangeng, left SM and this was a huge backlash for the whole Super Junior family, especially Henry and Zhou Mi, even though they never mentioned this in front of the other members. And still, they had each other and decided to swear to each other that they would never do something like this, without the conscience of the other. They became best friends and even though they still had to face a lot of hate, they were happy.

After a few months Zhou Mi decided to become SJM's new leader. He asked SM if he could take this position, but they didn't allow him that. He wasn't the oldest, he wasn't loved enough by the fans and of course, the members didn't respect him enough – he fought a lot with the managers, but they didn't give him the permission.

Again, Zhou Mi had dark thoughts and this was another backlash for him. Henry still was by his side, supported him and consoled him. And the Chinese man really needed it and valued their friendship more then ever.

Every now and then MiMi tried his best to become the leader of SJM, but never got the permission to and sometimes he was still sad about it.

While Perfection era Zhou Mi wanted his own solo, but Henry got a solo song on the album. He was a little bit jealous but still he congratulated him, encouraged his friend. And they were closer than ever before.

As you can see, Zhou Mi was pretty desperate. Even though he got his solo at breakdown era, he still had the feeling he wasn't loved enough by ELF and still didn't become leader of Super Junior M, even though this was his big dream.

And Henry? Henry was loved more than ever – after Perfection era he gained more and more attention and was everybody's darling. He really enjoyed being the youngest and his popularity has risen a lot.

And June 2013 Henry hit the tip of the ice mountain – he got his own mini album, his own solo. And even though he would have loved to share this moment with his beloved friend Zhou Mi, he sang his song 'trap' with Kyuhyun and Taemin.

So, how could Zhou Mi not be jealous? Everybody loved Henry, at least that was Mimi's feeling. And even though Henry loved it in the beginning, he now looked only sick and seemed to need to have a break. In the chic man's eyes the maknae didn't appreciate it. Of course this was only jealousy slopping over. But he had this feeling.

And Zhou Mi waited like forever. And Henry came very late, at the moment Mr. Chic was sick of waiting and wanted to go.

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gdragonlollipoplove #1
Chapter 1: sounds cute <3 update soon!~
onepiecenaruto
#2
Chapter 1: awww <3 it's kinda angsty and cute at the same time lol. and it's so awesome ^^ hope you update soon~ hwaiting (;
LovelaceStranger #3
Chapter 1: AWWW ZHOUMI!!! Don't be mad at henry Q___Q
MissMaknae_F #4
Woah! So exciting! Gonna support this.. Daebak!! \m/ <3
mikahina #5
wow nice foreword authornim, it
sounds like a good fix becaus ep have read about lots of Henry fics but not one from zhoumis pov and feelings, hope you update soon! fighting!!