Kai is a transferee student from Kirin music school, he has this arrogant fell, and I don’t like him.

One day i planned to annoy him by telling him that i like him and by making him uncomfortable by making lustful gestures, but in my surprise he actually bought my joke and begun to show everyone that he feels the same way too,

By the way my name is DO,

I kept this joke running until I fell in love with him, this time it’s not a joke, i always say cheesy lines and end up blushing.

Every time I’m with him i fell special, even if i know that there is no chance for this love to grow deeper,

One night i texted him, and our messages became more serious:

Me: kai? Do u even get irritated when i tease you??

Kai: no, why??

Me: i don’t believe you,

Kai: it’s not wrong to show your feelings, but I’m not used to hold other guys hand, i mean if it’s a joke it’s very  ok with me, i’m not against it but i only see you as my friend, but your funny, im sorry if i had to tell you this after a long time, i gathered courage and find ways to say this to you in a good way, bcause i dnt want you to get hurt. Sorry

Me:  i got your point, i have to admit that i reached the limitations on expressing my feelings, and because of that i made you uncomfortable, im so sorry, thank you for being honest. I wish i hadn’t start something that would hurt me in the end.

Kai: you don’t have to say sorry, i understand

Me: you know what i really hated you at first, and they say that first impression always last, but i would like to disagree in that notion

Kai: disagree? Y?

Me: because my first impression about you changed.

Kai: hmm...  friends??

Me: its better if we stayed as classmates, then it will follow..

Days pass ..  Kai and I acted as if nothing happened

i really hated myself, i wish i hadn't started this joke.