That feeling was new to her soul. Something she would look forward to. All the painful hours of the day rewarded by fun and laughter. She thought for once she was finally living as a teen. Imagining the future, enjoying the present, and never regretting the past. But all that changed when she made one little mistake. Never thinking of the sensitivity of the other person who showed her this new feeling. Trying to reach him repeatedly but failing to do so, for he was too far. She fell too deep, and he had ran away after shredding her paperthin heart. Those nights were she listened to him as he spoke on the phone. As her feelings became unbearable because of his words and the sound of his voice. But now, he is mute, no longer appearing on her recents. Like a lifeless body hanging out with the wrong crowd. She doesn't understand her state anymore. Unable to speak, incapable of movement,no yearns of hunger, no signs of emotion, sleeping and crying most of the time,  just as if she was in a coma.