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Yujungpov/

I woke up in the morning.
I dreamt of Nichkhun.
Talking about Nichkhun, where is he?
I missed him so much.
Doesn’t he miss me?

” Yujung-sshi, you’ve got a visitor. ”

Oh, maybe that’s Khun!
She lead me into a room and seated on the couch was a familiar man.
Intae, Jung Intae, my brother.
I do remember him but he’s not the person I’m dying to meet right now.

” Yujung-ah, how are you? ”

I just sat quiet.
I want Khun.
How hard is that?

” Yujung-sshi, he’s your brother, do you remember? “

Yes, ofcourse I do.
How could I not remember who this guy is?
Sure I do.
But why is he here?

” Yujung-ah, Khun’s not here anymore. Please, wake up. Our family misses you. ”

He brushed my hair with his long, rough fingers.
I ignored him but I realized he said a name I was dying to hear.
Khun? He said Khun didn’t he?

” Khun? ”

I asked him looking at him now, right into his eyes.
He heard him sigh and he pulled me into his embrace.
He rubbed my back and kissed the crown of my head.
He moved in towards my ear and whispered, his voice soft and patient.

” Yujung-ah, Khun’s gone. He’s dead. ”

I push him away from me and yelled at him to shut the up.
He looked down to his feet and I pulled up my feet and hugged my legs, trying my hardest to hold back my tears.
How could he even say that?
He knows so well how much I love Khun.
He knows even better how much Khun loves me, why would Khun leave me like that?
Those words my own brother said was nonsensical.

From the corner of my eye, I eyed him standing up and he placed a piece of paper into my clenched fist.
Once he got out of the room, I mustered the courage to open that paper up.
It was a official death letter that says that my Khun, Nichkhun Horvejkul, is dead.
You could imagine how hard my heart broke.
But I chose not to believe it.

Tell me, was I supposed to believe a piece of crumpled paper or Khun’s love?

I tore that damn piece of thing and threw it all aside.
I sat on the seat, quiet.
I wasn’t thinking.
I was waiting.

And while I was doing so, a man came through the door and came to take a seat beside me.
I looked at him.
He was one of the doctors.
I saw his name tag and I read out his name.

Daniel Chae.

Danielpov/

I sat by her side and I studied her reaction to me.
She was improving I guess since she noticed my presence.
She looked up at me and I smiled.
She looked away.

She looked so angry and sad and disappointed.
I desperately wanted to take away that pain from her.
She is suffering enough, she don’t need any more pain to carry.
If I could I would take everything on her shoulder and carry it as my own.
I didn’t know it would be this hurting to the person you care for in pain as well.
If I knew this is how it was gonna flow, I wouldn’t have even bothered about her.

” When the person you love dies, where do you go? “

I heard her sweet voice say and I look towards her direction.
Did she really say that?
She sounded normal now.
But she asked me a question.

Where would she go?
She asked me if the person I loved died, where would I go.
I would probably just stay where I was and wait for her.
If I love her, I don’t think I can move on without her so I think I would wait for her.
Or maybe I’ll just go crazy. I mean what else can I do.
If I love her, I could never just simply forget her, what would that make me?

” Exactly. ”

Her voiced trailed as she left the room which now felt despicably empty.

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