I Don't Understand...
In His arms, I BelongI was with him at the cafe, sitting across from him. The atmosphere was tense and akward, he just sat there and said nothing. I let my eyes wander around the small room, taking in the smell of fresh ground coffee beans and warm pastries. The people there were sitting calmly on the chairs and couches there, sipping on their teas and coffees reading papers and magazines and typing on laptops. I steal a quick glance at my boyfriend, who still hasn't said anything, "What's wrong with him?" I thought. Moving on to look at the other things in the cafe, I was starttled by a loud "BANG" that came across from me, then he spoke.
"We're breaking up." He said coldly. I looked up at him, shocked at how blunt he was being and that he has decided to end this relationship.
"What ar-" I began, but he cut me off with another loud "BANG" from his fist pounding the table.
"Yah, do you think I'm crazy enough to keep dating you?!" he yelled at me. "I'm going to warn you right now that you should just leave me alone, don't even try to mess with me! If you do, I'll KILL YOU!". And with one last glance to my shocked expression of my tear drenched face, he got up and left. "I don't understand...." I whispered as he walked out the door . I sat there humiliated while everyone stared at me, probably wondering what the hell was going on. They even started whispering about the whole scene that just happened, and I heard them loud and clear.
"What the hell was that about?" , "Who was that guy?" , "Did he just threaten to kill her?" , "Aww, that poor girl."
Not being able to handle the shame from all this, I quickly put my sunglasses on and hastily exited the cafe, bumping into a waitress and even walking into the door on the way out. I walked, or more like stumbled, my way to my car crying the whole way there. I unlocked the door and got in, all I could do was cry. Cry and nothing else. All I could think of was "why?" why would he just dump me like that? Just toss me aside and with no explanation, then he threatens to kill me if don't leave him alone? How could I have actually come to love a man like that? That's it! No more, I can't think of all this at once, it's too much for me right now. I started the car and drove out of the parking lot.
As I drove, I didn't no where to go. Do I go and see the girls? No, Dara and Bom unnie would go crazy, and who knows what Minzy would do. Should I go straight home? No, that's even more of a bad idea. YG? I can't. If the Big Bang oppas found out what happened they would go on a rampage, especially T.O.P oppa. Ugh what do I do? Then finally it clicked, I knew exactly where I needed to go and who I needed to see. I took the upcoming cut-off on the highway, greatful that I hadn't drove to far for it to be to late to turn around. I drove all the twists and turns through the familiar neighborhood and
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