Khun’s POV

This was not right. I just couldn’t believe what  I saw.

Today I was very busy. Preparing our comeback, our new programs, and whats new now? The reality show? Oh god I wish I were not me. I wanted to go home. I meant, my hometown. In Thailand I needn’t  to face the hectic schejule. All I needed to do was gathering with my family, talked to them, shared our stories and no more worry. I almost always felt like this everytime I got tired. I loved my members and my job right now. I had many reasons to stay in korea with many strength and I had one more reason to keep. I didn’t want leave korea because of someone who made me crazy right now. But sometime, yes only a several times, I just wont to be me

I came to my room immedietly just after me and others members come to our dorm. Its 3 AM and I must sleep. I just had been scolded by someone on my phone because I said I haven’t eaten yet. I was too tired not to sleep and didn’t have time to eat, but JunHo saying was annoyed me. When we were On the way to our dorm,  His suggestion made me to watch some fancam from somewhere.  It was about f(x) thing I guessed. When I saw that, I felt my heart stop beating

I saw kyuhyun was staring to my ‘wife’ when Someone sang a line “I love you” and the reaction from my ‘wife’ made me more upset. She was shy. The shyness face when she always was with me, the face which always appeared when I told her many compliment such as she is pretty.

JunHo knew that before and he just wanted to tell me without made me sad. He couldn’t help but tapped my shoulder and didn’t say anything. Wooyoung acted the same, he didn’t say anything and grabbed my phone so he could closing that page. Everyone exept our manager – because he was driving – gave me a sympathic . i thanked to them by giving a fake smile and said “yeah I just need a confirmation from her, mybe tomorrow? Ah she’s busy now, mybe I just need to wait for a week” and I closed my eyes to keep my self down from anger and such a uncontrolled  emotions.

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I told to myself to sleep, but I didn’t know my eyes opened and opened again.

 I was alone in my room now. No one mentioned something relating to my virtual wife. They wouldn’t want make me more upset

I got up and decided to go to rooftop where I played piano for vic a couple weeks ago. I didn’t know but my legs brought me there.

I thought this is the time I must stopped developing our relationship. I meant, we weren’t dating yet, but mybe in progress to be like that. I heard the rumor about vic with chang min. now with kyuhyun. What’s next on xxxx-toria things ? I was mad. Of course who’s not?! Is this the true?! I wont believe it.

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Vic’s POV

I knew this is too late. 3 AM wasn’t the right time to meet someone in his dorm. I would get punishment from my manager because I left the practice, but I couldn’t help. I just saw myself with someone in one of those fancam which is focused on us and I felt ugly now. I never expected those fancam would make a top up news about us. I thought I was doing right. Being friendly with your closest friend was right, but why people misunderstood this ?

I came to khun’s dorm and Chansung told me he wasn’t there and he didn’t know where he is.

“I think he is very sad” Chansung said as if it was the first time he saw her brother liked that

“he misunderstands something, yes that’s why he is sad”

“so you should make it clear. Go and bring him back, girl! I didn’t know you would do any ‘scandals’ with other male..right or not I wont believe your words till you make it clear. We’re tired , you know. And you made us more tired “

This was ther first time I saw Chansung mad at me. I didn’t know how to react but just said “ok thakyou “ then I went .

All I could think right now is the rooftop. That the place where I said to him I like him – for a second time in the filming -  and we got the most memorable event there. In front of the staffs and our PD who always told us not to be too much romantic. He knew our feeling and we just didn’t be allowed to show that because that would be …. ‘too much’ as he said.. we couldn’t get what he means but we’re following that request

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Khun reassuring himself  Vic wasn’t his GF so he hadn’t to be so jealous. It was her worls. He watched over and over again that fancam. His heavy breath was the only sound in there. He was very disappointed. He looked in to the sky and tried to calming down himself.

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He saw a star and he asked “tell me the right. I love her, and from what I have done now, is it wrong to love her?”

Suddenly, someone hug him from the back. It was like a dejavu

Khun surprised and looked back,.It was vic

“no. I think it is right , khun”

“whats right? I saw you with .....”

Vic cut his word and said “that’s why I am here now. I want to tell the truth”

“its obvious vic. He likes you and you likes him. Everybody now. I am an always-stupid-man who fell in love with someone because from a show. I think I should stop right now”

Khun pulled himself and wont stare at Vic’s face anymore

“I like you khun. You know that. Always have always be”

“than make me believe it”

Suddenly khun stand and turned around. Now his face was a centimeter from vic’s

Before he said something, vic said first

“can you see into my eyes?”

Khun’s quiet made Vic  a little sad, she was about to cry now

“I can’t believe you” a no doubtful voice coming out from khuns and it made Vic frozen. she covered her face by her hands

“what do you want me to do now? I tell you, I don’t like him!”

“stop saying that!” Khun shouted and he got a slap on his cheek

“please wake up khun! I tell you the truth”

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Khun went down from his chair. He was asleep and the sound from his back made him more surprised

“khun what did you do ?” Victoria couldn’t stop laughing, her hands in his arm now. “you slept in a cute pose and your face was funny. is your dream make you scare? ” she forgot the reason she was here for a second

“how long were you here ?”

“mmmm one our I think”

“why didn’t you waken me up? Haizzz, you…” suddenly Khun remembered his anger and made a serious face

“why you come here? Where is your real ‘oppa’ ?”

“who do you mean ?” She pretended she didn’t know and moved closer to him

Victoria’s face was just about 10 centimeters from his “my oppa is here” and suddenly kiss him fastly. Vic turned into soo shy but she kept it by smiling to him

Khun got surprised by vic’s acted. He didn’t expect that before.

“what are you doing?”

“does it not making you believing me than I like you? Should I cry to make you happy or should I kiss you again?”

Vic smiled with a very fast moved expression in her face from shy-blush-angry-cool and she made khun laughed

“ I think the last one will be very accepted” how can I angry to her any longer? Even our fight just in my dream.

“Vic, this is my last question and after you answer, lets pretend nothing happened between our one year show. I wont fall too far. Are you like me for real or just for that show?”

Victoria face became more calm and her eyes dropped “yes, I like you.  I LOVE you KHUN! Not for a one-saturday-of-the-week- show, this is from my heart”

“so what is this?” Khun pointed out to the fancam

Victoria rolled her eyes “Khun, we-are-just-friend. We are just in the same company. That’s why we are so close. why don’t we forget this thing. Do you more believe in people opinion –who is random and you even don’t know who are they – than my words? I’m confessing right now. .ok I tell you again..i love you Nichkhun” Victoria’s face became red and she was a little bit frustrated

Khun took a deep breath. His face become more relax and he moved closer to Vic. He starred into her eyes and found a sincerity.

“I believe in you” and he hug her tightly then kissed her  forehead

For a while, they just hug each other and didn’t say anything.

“aaa oppa, please play a song for me just like we did it on wgm”

Khun smiled at her  “I didn’t bring the piano dear”

“then lets sing a song for me then”