POV: Daehyun

I don't even know what happened.

All I remember is:

Finding out stuff-that-I'd-prefer-not-to-think-about Going to the doctor's

Going to a bar

Drinking

And now I'm home.

What.

I climbed out of bed to find myself still dressed in my work clothes. Making me question myself even more. 

I didn't even bother to change last night? What the hell even happened last night?

Seeing that I'm all alone in the bedroom, I initially assumed that she's not home. She has a life, after all.

I jumped into the shower, trying hard to knock off the pain stimulating in my head. Damn, I must have over drank.

Then I started thinking over my doctor's appointment. My head hurting even more from thinking about what he had said.

How long do I have? How much longer do I have?

Before I know it, my consciousness began talking to me. Don't judge. It happens. Especially when your head hurts this badly. 

When are you going to tell her?

Not yet for sure.

You do realize that she's going to find out sooner or later.

No she won't.

Why can't you just tell her?

We have a child on its way. I can't tell her now. She has more important things to worry--

What makes you think that you'll still be here by then?

This made my heart sink. I didn't even think about that. I felt my body tense under the warm water, my dried eyes still trying to cry.