She’s staring at me,

I’m sitting wondering what she’s thinking,

Nobody’s talking,

Cause talking just turns into screaming,

I looked up from my magazine to find Kibum staring at me. He’s not saying anything. I don’t say anything either because we both know what will happen. One of us will take it the wrong way and we’ll end up fighting. Again.

And now its I’m yelling over her,

She yelling over me,

All that that means is neither of us are listening

What’s even worse? That we don’t even remember why we’re fighting

“Jonghyun, you never listen! It’s like when I talk you don’t even freaking care what I have to say!” Kibum yelled at me.  
Before I knew it, we were fighting again. It was the fifth time this week when it was only Wednesday.…

So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for

Nothing, crying for

Nothing, whoa

“Well maybe I’d listen more if you didn’t nag me so damn much!” I retaliated.

“And maybe I wouldn’t nag so much if you did anything right!!”

Ouch. I’m not gonna lie, that kinda hurt. So after a few more swears and swings at each other, we decided to go to separate sides of the apartment that we shared. I don’t get it. Somehow, for some unknown reason, we always end up fighting with one another. And then make up.  And then fight again. Whatever. I think it’s been enough time sinc-

“Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

That’s my cue to apologize.

Oh baby, I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now ‘cause I can’t sleep through the pain,

Girl, I don’t want to go to bed mad at you,

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don’t want to go to bed mad at you,

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me, no, no, no…

Sigh. “Listen Key, I’m really sorry. I was being childish by not listening to you.” I said with complete sincerity. He was silent for a while.

“Then… why didn’t you..???” he then asked. Wow. I really didn’t know the answer to that question. He’s always questioning me.

“I... I guess I’ve just been busy and I wasn’t paying attention.”

And it gets me upset, Girl, when you’re constantly accusing,

Asking questions like you already know,

We’re fighting this war,

Baby, when both of us are losing,

This ain’t the way that love supposed to go…

“Busy with what Jonghyun? It’s not like you have a real job,” He always goes there. He’s always telling me to get a real job. “Unless you’ve been busy with a person…” he accused.

“…What? I can’t believe you think I’m cheating on you, Kibum! See! You always do this! I say something and try to solve our problems and you always think I’m doing something wrong!!”
I went on and on yelling and soon enough, he started screaming back. Is this how every relationship is?

What happened to working it out?

We’ve fallen to this place where

You ain’t backing down and I ain’t backing down

So what the hell do we do now?

I remember our first fight. After we made up, we promised that we would work out any problems we ever had together. Well that rule is gone with the wind. Sigh. I’m reaching my endpoint, and I’m positive he is too. I’m worried about us. What am I supposed to do??

It’s all for

Nothing, fighting for

Nothing, crying for

Nothing, whoa

I peeked into the kitchen where Kibum was. He was sitting faced away from the doorway, where I was. I could hear him was crying softly. My heart felt a pang. I hate seeing him cry… I love him so much. I just wish he would notice.

But we won’t let it go for

Nothing, no not for

Nothing, this should be

Nothing to a love like what we got

I was contemplating whether or not I should go in.  I knew he needed to be comforted, but I also knew that there was a chance of him pushing me away. I decided to go in anyway. I went into the kitchen, grabbed a seat and moved it next to his. He rested his head on my shoulder. I rested my head on his.

Oh baby, I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now ‘cause I can’t sleep through the pain,

Girl, I don’t want to go to bed mad at you,

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don’t want to go to bed mad at you,

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me, no, no, no…

“Why are we like this?” Kibum asked, “Is this normal?” He was still crying.

I sighed for the umpteenth time that day. “I don’t know. Maybe we’re just a weird couple. Listen, Key. I don’t know much about relationships. Hell, I don’t even know much about love. But one thing I know is that I absolutely HATE seeing you mad at me. And I HATE going to bed knowing that you’re upset with me.”

Oh baby this love ain’t going perfect,

And just how good it’s going to be

We can fuss and we can fight

As long as everything’s alright between us before we go to sleep

Baby, we’re gonna be…

His crying lessened as he started to speak. “Jjong, I know we don’t have the best relationship but… I want it to last because I love you. It doesn’t matter how many fights we have because I will always love you. I was wrong and I’m sorry.” Whoa. He did NOT just say what I thought he said.

“Wait, wait, wait. Excuse me, I don’t think I heard you correctly. Can you repeat it please?” I asked smirking.

“I’m sorry?”

“No, before that.”

Kibum rolled his attitude filled eyes and wiped his tears. “I was wrong.”

“Ah, it’s music to my ears, babe.” I said grinning.

“Yeah, yeah. Don’t get used to me saying it.”

Baby, I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,

But baby can we make up now ‘cause I can’t sleep through the pain,

No, I don’t want to go to bed mad at you,

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don’t want to go to bed mad at you,

And I don’t want you to go to bed mad at me, no, no, no…

Later when we were going to bed, I decided to ask him. “Hey, Kibum?”

“Yeah, Jonghyun?”

“Are you still mad?”

He smiled. “Nah, I’m not mad anymore.”

-END-

A/N: Thank you for reading! Should I make a second chapter of this with Kibum’s point of view? Hmmm…comment~!

-aSHINeeBigBang