Feelings

Love Alone

Night

Exo K dorms

 

"*YAWN* I'm so sleepy"

"Aww~! Our maknae is tired already???"

 

Then Kai started to tickle Sehun hard

 

"Hahahahahaha! Kai hyung! Stop! Hahahaha!"

"No~!"

"Hahahaha! D.O. Hyung! D.O. Hyung! Tell Kai hyung to stop!"

"Hey! Stop it! So noisy!"

"What babe? I can't hear you"

"Jebal Hyung!!! Chincha!!!"

"Stop it Kai, Please?"

"Okay I'll stop let's go to sleep babe"

"O.o"

 

Sehun's POV

 

As that scene is done. I huff and puff for air but the worst part of the day is that I am going to sleep next to Luhan because Exo M will come in our dorm to have a sleep over. It really irritates me because of my situation. And before they could come here, I talked to my manager to change rooms only for one  day because I need to talk to someone. And that person is Xiumin Hyung,. He's close to Luhan hyung and I want to ask him about the day and such.

 

"Xiumin Hyung"

"Oh! Sehun-ah, what's wrong with you and Luhan?"

"What? You know already?"

"Yup! Actually I kept on noticing you guys and what's your reason to be transferred here?"

"Actually I want to talk to you and it's only for today and"

"And what now? actually"

"I want to know something about Luhan hyung"

"What about Luhan?"

"Does he still love me?"

"Of course he does. You're his favorite maknae"

"No! As in Love"

"What are you talking about?"

"Does he love me more than the girl?"

"....."

"I love him hyung"

 

End of POV

 

Xiumin's POV

 

"I love him hyung"

 

As he said that to me, I didn't know what to do. I don't know what to say. Sehun loves Luhan, so HunHan is real. I'm so at the cliff now. What will I say? I don't want to hurt him if I said something that I don't know that it will hurt him. I don't even want to break their friendship because of what I will say. It's so hard.

 

"Sehun I....I don't know"

"Stop lying that you don't know hyung...just tell me"

"I"

"Please hyung"

"I don't know....you ask him"

 

and he stopped begging to know something about Luhan

 

"It's alright hyung, I don't wanna know"

 

and he walks out

 

"Sehun-ah...I'm sorry"

 

End of POV

 

Sehun's POV

 

As I walked out of the room I would rather sleep in the living room. And yes I've changed my mind.Then later  Suho hyung noticed me

 

"Oh Sehun, Why are you here?" I thought you we're going to sleep in Xiumin hyungs room?"

"It's alright hyung, I've changed my mind. I would rather sleep here"

"Hey! What's the matter? It's like you are going to hate all the Exo M members"

"No. It's just a misunderstanding"

"Really? If you have something to say tell me, okay?"

"No worries hyung"

 

Why does it really hurt me.....Am I not special anymore? Luhan hyung I love you.

 

End of POV

 

Text

 

=Luhan=

Xiumin hyung! Luhan here! Is Sehun there?"

 

=Xiumin=

Nope he went out

 

=Luhan=

Why? is there something wrong with him?

 

=Xiumin=

It's just....He loves you more than more than you think Luhan.

 

=Luhan=

What are you talking about?

 

=Xiumin=

He asked me if you love him and he said to me that he loves you like how could I describe it...uuhhm..as in LOVE word.

 

=Luhan=

Cheongmal? Eotheokke? What did you tell him?

 

=Xiumin=

I told him to ask you and that's the time he walked out

 

Then Luhan is out of words.

 

Luhan's POV

 

When I read the texts Xiumin hyung send me, I was really shocked. That's why Sehun acted weird lately. I should've known. Why didn't tell me sooner.

 

Next day

 

As I woke up I took a fast shower and went out to the living room and saw a sleeping Sehun. As he is sleeping, I went closer to him and cupped his face. I missed his smiles as he smile at me. But by that time he woke up, shocked, and slapped away my hand then I got mad.

 

"What's wrong with you Sehun?"

 

End of POV

 

Sehun's POV

 

"What's wrong with you Sehun?"

 

As I heard that sentence from him, I remembered what Xiumin hyung have said to me : "Why won't you ask him?"

 

"You tell me what's wrong"

"Me?!? But you have a problem with me and I know it Sehun"

"What do you know about me?!?"

 

While we're throwing questions to each other, other members went out to calm us down especially Kris hyung and Suho hyung since they are the leaders of Exo M and K.

 

"Guys stop it! You shouldn't fight. We're brothers right?"

"Yeah Kris is right you should know that"

 

And when that happen Luhan hyung throwed an answer to them

 

"Sehun has a problem with me and I don't know why?"

"Sehun why?" Suho hyung asked

"He-he changed hyung" I cried sobbingly

"What?" Suho hyung hold me closer  to him and hugged me tightly

"He changed hung, he changed. He doesn't acknowledge me anymore"

 

As I say that, tears fall from my eyes

 

"I know that I'm rude about this but I still want him to notice me and--"

"And what?"

 

I looked at Luhan hyung and said

 

"I love you hyung"

 

Then Suho hyung released me with a shocked face

 

"I love you hyung...It hurts me to see you with the girl and I already accepted the fact that you can't love me back but why do you have to ignore me....ignoring me like you give more time to her than me.... I know her worth to you but how about me? Will you just throw me away like garbage?"

"I Don't think of you like that"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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ParkMiyoung
#1
if it's angst you should put the tag in it. it's a fair warning because some people (like me) hate angst