Color coding:

Light Green : Sehun

Blue - Luhan

Violet - Tao

Purple - Kris

Red - Xiumin

Orange - Suho

Brown - D.O.

Sky Blue - Kai

"Seeing us like this"

  Seeing you everyday makes my heart want to die. Why? Because you weren't there for me, you're with the girl. The girl that stole your heart that was meant for me. But why do I still feel a love for you when you already left me. Leaving me with this pain, that is called heartache. Why? why can't you love me Luhan?? is it just that I'm scared??? To tell you the truth??? But why can't you feel this love? And what is this love?

~ One sided love ~

When Mama era passed by we're so close to each other. Laughing, smiling, even drinking bubble tea and doing more things that we love than that. But why does it have to be this way. Wolf era came and you weren't the hyung that I used to know. Is it because of the girl? Why do you have to change? I felt like you're ignoring me. I know the worth of the girl to you, but why can't you weigh the right amount to hang out to each one? It's like you've thrown me away. I already accepted the fact that you can't be with me...but why does it really have to be this way. Ignoring me...not noticing me...It really breaks my heart to accept it all. Am I really your bestfriend hyung? I know that I'm self-centered for you...It's just hurts me alot....I don't know how to handle this anymore...and I really wished to tell you this especially when I'm gone...is that...I love you hyung.....Saranghe <3

Sehun's POV

As I stared in our balcony, It is always the same. Our dorm is so noisy and playful at hand. But the only thing that changed is my love for Luhan hyung. The love that always rings, the love that always sings, the love that always speaks, the love that always listen from my heart. But now it really became different, a feeling like hell. The love that you will never want, the love that merely kills you, and will leave you nowhere. I know love is a delight, but when you used it right. But mine I don't know, I only know that I love him and nothing more.

"Luhan ge~! Kris ge is bad!!!"

"Why?"

"No I'm not. Come on babe"

"He tells me to call him oppa but I'm a boy"

"O.o Hahahahahaha"

" :'( Xiumin hyung~!"

Kris and Luhan : XD

"Hahahahaha! Whew~! I need to stop this now. I'll go check him now and say sorry"

"Okay, Bye~!"

After that scene with them, Luhan hyung saw me staring and said:

"Oh Sehun...Hey! You look like like dead and--"

as he approches me, I stepped back

"Sehun, what's wrong?"

"Nothing hyung just....nothing"

"Come on Sehun let's talk"

"No hyung it's just"

"Let's go!! I'll buy you bubble tea"

"Bubble tea?!?! Let's go!! :D"

Later

*Sehun still facinated with the bubble tea*

"Hey Sehun-ah"

"Hmm?"

"Now adays...Why do you feel so awkward around me?"

"Uhhh"

"Sehun"

As he said my name again he approached me and started to cup my face and I started blushing

"Hyung not here....many fans will see us"

"Then let them see. Korea's alright with skinship. Am I correct?"

"Neh hyung"

And he caressed Sehun's face while asking that question

"Hyung do you still want to play (Love) with me?"

"Yes Sehun. I still want to play with you. Why not?"

"Because I think I will be a bother with your girlfriend because you have to take time for me and her"

"Aww....not really Sehun-ah"

Then he hugged me tightly

"I won't leave my lovely dongsaeng"

But you already did

"Thanks hyung"

What will I do next? I kept on burning inside. The feelings that I want to show that I can't. He doesn't even love me right? only the girl...the girl that stole his heart....the heart that was meant for me. Why Luhan? Why can't you feel my love for you? Am I alone in this sophisticated love? I'm so hurt....My wounds that would never heal and the scars that would never fade.

End of POV