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Junsu’s POV

“Sunbae…”

“Oh, sunbae…”

I just bow my head little. ‘Wow, I never thought I’ll be this famous?’ I asked myself. I giggled.

“Omo?!” my smile grow. “Yoochun ssi!” I run after him.

He just look at me for awhile and leave me behind. I pouted. I look at his back, just knot smile. I go after him again.

“Annyeong, Yoochun ssi…” I greeted him.

He sighed. “What do you want?”

I shook my head. “Nothing, I just wanna be with you…kekekeke” I giggled.

“Whatever.” He increase his pace. I almost left behind but I stop because Jae Hyung called me.

“Junsu ah!” the beautiful namja called me. He hugged me. “Junsu today you look so cute!!!” he rubbing his cheek to mine.

I laughed. “Eu kyang kyang!!”

“Boo, you always say that everyday…” Someone said.

I smiled. “Yunho Hyung!” he ruffled my hair.

“But, it’s true he looks so cute today.” Jae Hyung pouting. Who would’ve thought a Kim Jaejoong like this? When the first time I know him, he’s like ice princess. Oopps, I better never called Hyung that. He doesn’t like it.

“Jae Hyung looks so beautiful today. ^^” I said. Yunho Hyung sweat drop sees Jae Hyung gloomy. I tilted my head.

“Su… I’m a man, I’m not beautiful.” He said to me.

I blinked. “But, Yunho Hyung always said that to you. You didn’t complain, Hyung.”

Jae Hyung stunned. Yunho Hyung laughed.

Yunho Hyung patted my head. Jae Hyung pouting with blush on his cheeks.

I look at my watch. “Omo! I’ll be late! Hyung I must go now!” I go to my English class.

“Don’t forget have a lunch with us, arasso?!” Jae Hyung said.

“Ne, Umma!!” I .

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During English class I look at the window see another class PE. I sees Yoochun playing basket ball with his team. Sees him already make me happy.

Yup, I love his since the first year. I meet him when I looking my class. He help me to find my class, he’s so kind right? Not only that, I ever see him helping a little kitten in river bank. I saw him smiling toward the kitten. Omona, he’s so handsome!!!

I giggled but Eunhyuk shake my tight. “Hyukkie, what happ-“

“What’s so funny, Mr. Kim?” ask Mrs. . . .

I smiled nervously. “No-nothing, Seonsaengnim.”

She back to her place. I sighed relief. “Gomawo, Hyukkie…”

He shook his head. “I know you must be think about that guy, right?”

I just smiled widely.

He sighed. “Su, don’t fool yourself okay? It will hurt you…” He look at me with sad.

Bells Ringing.

I hugged Hyukkie. “Gomawo, Hyukkie… I’ll be fine.”

“Hyukkie…” Someone called Eunhyuk.

I push him lightly. “Go, your fishy already come!”

“Y-yah!” He blushed.

I go to the roof. I see Jae Hyung, Yunho Hyung, Minnie, and Yoochun already there. “Mianhae, I’m late…” I sit between Yoochun and Minnie.

“Gwaenchanayo… Let’s eat!” Jae Hyung made us a lunch box.

I look at Yoochun.

I took something in my bag lunch. “Here, Yoochun ssi… I know you like this chocolate!”

Yoochun open the box and eat one of it. It make me happy!!^^

We have a lunch together, it’s so fun!!! I wish I never leave this moment……

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No one POV

“Bye Su! Bye Minnie! Bye Chun!” Jaejoong said while he back home with Yunho.

YooSuMin wave back. “Bye Hyung!! See you tomorrow!!” Junsu said.

Junsu back home. He live with his parents and twin brother, Junho. Junho is Junsu manly figure while Junsu got feminism figure.

“I’m home…” Junsu said softly.

No one answer.

Junsu sighed. He went to his room. When he passed the library, he heard something. He open the door a little enough to see. He sees his parents laughing with Junho between them. Junsu felt hurt. He went to his room silently.

He buried his face on the pillow and crying.

“Junsu why you not like Junho? You should like your brother!” Mrs. Kim said.

“Junho we are so proud of you…” Mr. Kim said.

“Junsu can you do anything?! Junho can do better than you!” Mrs. Kim said.

“I’m so disappointed with you, Junsu…” Mr. Kim said.

Junsu crying harder.  ‘Why? Why? Why everything always to Junho?!’ he asked in his mind. ‘What’s my fault? I just wanna be loved…’ Junsu praying. He crying until he fall asleep.

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Jaejoong lean his head on Yunho’s shoulder. “Yunnie, I felt so sorry for Su……” Jae said while he played Yunho’s finger.

Yunho kissed Jae’s head. “What happen, boo?”

Jaejoong’s sighed. “I wonder how long he can show that fake smile……” He mumbled to himself.

Yunho lift Jae’s chin. “Why you said like that, boo?” he asked with frown.

Jae peck Yunho. “I can’t tell you, Yunnie…… Su didn’t allow it…”

Yunho kissed Jae’s eyelids, note and lips. “That’s okay, I understand…”

Jaejoong hugged Yunho. “Gomawo, Yunnie… Saranghae…”

“Nado, boo…”

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Yoochun live alone at a big apartment. His parents and brother live at ia. He put his bag on his desk.

Pluk!

He sees a box of chocolate from Junsu fall from his bag. He sighed. ‘When he will give up?’ he wondered.

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Junsu always visit Yoochun at library during his free time. He always give Yoochun same chocolate.

“You know, if you give this chocolate too much I’ll get diabetes…” He said sarcastically.

Junsu just smiled. “But I don’t know what I can give to you, I only know you like this chocolate……” He said with grinned.

Yoochun bragging the table. “STOP IT!! I’M SICK OF YOU ALWAYS STICK WITH ME!!!”

Junsu flinched from Yoochun loud voice. “But…… I just wanna let you know I love you, Yoochun ssi……” he said with tiny voice but enough being heard by Yoochun.

“BUT I DON’T LOVE YOU!! I HATE YOU, YOU KNOW THAT!! STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!” Yoochun leave Junsu stunning at library not realize the latter sad expression.

Junsu stand like statue with tears fall into his chubby cheeks. His cry become sobbing. “I should know it will happen…”

Jaejoong enter the library. “Su? Why are you in here?” he asked.

Junsu didn’t answer.

“Su?” Jaejoong approached the smaller guys. His eyes widened seeing Junsu crying. He hugged him and buried Junsu’s face in his neck. He tried to comfort the smaller guy. “Everything will be alright, don’t worry……” Jaejoong try to assure Junsu.

Junsu shook his head. “No… never… I never deserve love… no one love me… no one, not my parents, Junho, even Yoochun…” he crying so loud.

Jaejoong bring Junsu to his house.

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After crying, Junsu didn’t talk too much. When Jaejoong ask him, he just smile weakly, shook his head, or nodded.

It’s killed Jaejoong, he knew Junsu’s cheerful gone because of his best friend. ‘Why you reject an angle like him, Yoochun? I don’t get it…’ Jaejoong wondered.

“Hyung…… I must go home, it’s already late…” Junsu said. His eyes swollen, red because crying.

Jaejoong worried if Junsu went home by himself. “I’ll fetch you…” he ware his jacket.

Junsu shook his head. “There’s no need hyung…… I’ll be fine…”

Jaejoong shook his head too. “No, I insist you…”

Junsu give up. He let Jaejoong fetch him to home. He want to be alone, his heart still hurt. Time goes by, they finally arrive in front of Junsu’s house. Jaejoong back to home and Junsu enter.

He sees his parents sit on the couch in living room. “Umma? Appa? isn’t it late? Why both of you didn’t rest?” Junsu asked with innocence tone and expression.

Mr. Kim and Mrs. Kim still silent.

“Umma? Appa? Gwaenchanayo?”

Mr. Kim slapped Junsu’s left cheek so hard.

Junsu eyes widened, he stunned. He touch his red cheek look at his father with teary eyes. “Ap-appa……”

"What did you do to Junho, huh?!" Mr. Kim spats. "What did you teach him?! He never back home this late?! Don't make him become a useless and a bad son like you!!!"

Every word that his father said to him stabbed his heart. He look at his mother who's cry silently. 'Am I really that bad?'

Ting tong!

Mrs. Kim get up to open the door. “It must be Junho…” she sighed relief when she sees Junho in front of her. “Baby, you make us worried…”

Junho hugged his mother back. “Umma… I already an adult now…” he smiled. “I want to introduce someone.”

Mrs. Kim look at Junho’s back, she smiled. “Get in…”

Mr. Kim sees his wife with Junho and someone he didn’t know. “Junho, where are you going? You make us worried…”

“Mianhae, Appa…” Junho look at his twin. “Hyung! Let me introduce someone!” he pulled Junsu to sit beside their parents.

It make Junsu felt uncomfortable.

“Umma, Appa, Hyung, let me introduce my lover.” Junho bring his lover.

Junsu eyes widened. He can’t believe what he sees. Now, his heart breaks into pieces completely.

The person bow. “Annyeong, Park Yoochun imnida.” Yoochun introduce himself to Junho’s family.

Junsu tried to smiled for his brother. “I’ll make a tea then…” he said. But his parents did respond him.

“Please Hyung! ^^” Junho the one respond him. Yoochun busy with the twin’s parents.

Junsu make tea for everyone and delicious cookies. When he bring it to living room, he stop immediately. ‘Am I really unimportant to this family?’ he sees his family so happy with Yoochun.

He put the tea and cookies on the table. He went to his room.

“Hyung, where you wanna go?” Junho asked. Their parents didn’t care still talking with Yoochun.

Junsu tried to smiled. “I wanna sleep, good night all.” He didn’t get reply from his parents only from Junho.

As he close the door, the tears fall into his cheeks.

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Yoochun POV

“Umma, Appa, Hyung, let me introduce my lover.” Junho bring me to stand beside him.

I bow slightly. “Annyeong, Park Yoochun imnida.” I introduce myself. I see Junsu eyes widened. Well, I didn’t surprise. I know it from the start.

I got a good impression from the twin’s parents, but something weird in this house. Junsu like never exist in this family, their parents only care about Junho. I only know Junsu’s cheerfulness, bubbly, not this side.

“Junho can I go to restroom?” I asked.

Junho nodded. “Just go to upstairs, turn left pass two room, that’s the restroom.” He explain. I nodded.

I go to the way Junho tell me. I pass two rooms, but I heard something to the second one. I came closer and press my ear to the door. I heard someone crying, I see a name plate hang on the door with dolphin motif. Junsu

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No one POV

Jaejoong went to Junsu class, see Eunhyuk chat with Donghae. “Eunhyuk ssi, did you see Junsu?”

Eunhyuk shook his head. “No, he didn’t presence today.”

Jaejoong frown. “Gomawo, Eunhyuk ssi.” He look at Donghae and bow a little and leave the class. He goes to the roof meet Yoochun and Yunho.

“I can’t find him.” He said while catch the breath. Yunho wipe the sweat on Jaejoong’s forehead. Jaejoong smiled. “Gomawo, Yunnie…”

Yoochun didn’t say anything, he left the couple alone. But when he want to open the door……

“UMMA!!!! JUNSU!!!  Changmin said. His face so pale, tears already fall. “He…… he try to kill himself……”

YunJaeChun shocked with Changmin said. “No, Minnie… It’s not funny!!” Jaejoong scolded Changmin.

Karam rubbed Changmin’s back. “No, we see it. We found him already pass out, his face so pale and many blood.” Karam shivered.

“Where is he now?” Yoochun asked. His expression can’t be read, but his eyes can’t lie. He worried.

“Seoul Hospital.” Karam said.

Yoochun left them.

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YunJaeMinRam arrive sees Junsu’s parents and Junho waiting. “How is he?” Jaejoong asked Junho.

Junho shook his head still crying softly. His parents so sad.

The doctor came out from the surgery room. She look at the parents.

All of them approached her asking how’s Junsu. “Doctor how’s our son?” Mrs. Kim asked with tears.

The doctor shook her head. “I’m so sorry, we tried the best.”

Mrs. Kim crying louder. “NO!!” Mr. Kim hugged his wife and cry softly.

Junho enter the room. He sees his brother sleep for eternally. He approach and touch Junsu’s chubby cheek. “Hyung……” silent. “Hyung… please…… wake up……” Junho cried. Yoochun tears fall in silent. He didn’t know what to do now. He sees Junsu face, he’s so pale, his pink lips turn into blue. He kiss Junsu’s lips for the last time.

Yoochun back to outside sees Jaejoong crying in Yunho’s embrace. Karam comfort Changmin. He sees Junsu’s parents talk with the doctor.

Mr. Kim give YunJae and MinRam a letter and he give Yoochun too. “the doctor said she found it in Junsu pocket.”

Yoochun open the letter he found a ipod. He plug the headphone and play a video in there. When the video played, he sees Junsu smiled.

“Annyeong, Yoochun ssi…”he greeting at Yoochun. “I wanna sing a song for you, Yoochun ssi… remember the song that we sing together with YunJae hyung and Changminnie?”  the music played. Junsu closed his eyes with smile waiting his turn.

Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai

Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai

Aitakute mo aitakute mo

Matteru kara tada wasurenaide

Yoochun hands trembling. Tears want to fall again. Junsu sing with his heart like he give a last message for him.

When Yoochun turn to sing in the video, Junsu smiled softly and his cheek flush. During intro, Junsu begin to talk again. “I love your voice Chunnie…… your voice so deep but soft, it make me safe when I heard it” when Yoochun and Changmin turn, a tear fall into Junsu’s cheek.

Kaze ni natte sotto tsutsumitai

Kimi ga iru sekai ni sugu tonde yukitai

Aitakute mo aitakute mo

Matteru kara matteru kara

He sing duet with Jaejoong voice. Yoochun realize during that Junsu crying. After the song end, Junsu smile sadly. “Thank you for everything, Chunnie… with this song I feel like I’m being loved.” The tears fall more. “Good bye, wasurenaide, Chunnie… Aieru…”

The video end. Yoochun crying harder now. Now he only can regret, he regret never admit his feeling toward Junsu, he regret always make Junsu hurt, and he regret didn’t by Junsu’s side now. ‘Aieruyo, Su…… wasurenaide…’

The end

(A/N: YAY! I made one shot YOOSU!!! and it's the first time I make character death and sad ending!!!! WOW! btw I need your comment about this story please^^ Kamsahamnida^^/)