My Conscience's Burden

Jiyong's Baby Day
Jiyong and Youngbae entered the car. HaRu still didn't give any response. Even she was annoying, Jiyong felt incomplete if she didn't greet him in that way. But he could resist. Maybe .... Maybe she's still sick.

Jiyong felt so burdened. He felt that HaRu was sick because of his late action to take her in his house .... His fault to give her ice cream .... His weakness in telling HaRu not to eat ice cream .... All was his fault

Jiyong's heart was like stabbed by thousands knifes. It was very hurt, till he couldn't resist his tears falling down. Firstly he cried silently. But crying silently was too hard to do. Taeyang finally heard it

"Jiyong-ah, why?"

"I'm okay, my homie..."

"I know that there's something goes wrong in you. You can tell me, I'll help you"

"Thank you, but ..."

"But what?"

"It's about HaRu"

"Now HaRu is alright, you don't have to overthink like this"

"No, no, this is about my faults to her"

"Your mistake is only feeding her ice cream. Nothing else"

"I - I want to get her into orphanage. How do you think?"

"Aigoo, Jiyong, how come do you ask like that?"

"I - I - I am not sure if I and this girl can make a mutualism symbiotic"

"Absolutely you can"

"I'll get bad effects from her. And that girl will always get her badluck"

"Nothing lasts forever, Jiyong"

"Then when will I get my luck?"

"Why do you always ask when you can't give some efforts? God said 'ask when you've done your tasks'. If you can make some changes in you, you'll get your luck!"

"I will do too much for this girl, for God's sake!"

"Yes, it'll be like that. But you'll get your paid when she's an adult"

"Whatever you say, I don't want to take care of this girl and I want to give this baby to Young Yi noona!"

Taeyang stopped his car all of sudden. He was shocked and mad to Jiyong.

"Jiyong, listen me well" Taeyang's chest was full of sweats, up and down. He tried to control his emotion

"What?"

"Do you love HaRu?"

"A little"

"Then don't give up on HaRu. Your love will increase as the day passing"

"She's annoying, it's impossible"

"God says nothing's impossible. And he also said that belief can grow from a seed into a big thing. Don't underestimate it"

"Since when do you become a priest?"

"No, I am still a singer, but I remember my God. Listen, Jiyong, I know that you are tired and angry because of this baby. You just have to change your routine. This is quite hard, probably as hard as attending schools when we were trainees. But we've not gotten serious problem because of it. And now we can enjoy our life just like this....."

"So you imagined HaRu as training time?"

"Exactly!"

"We are working as a musician now. Then after this I'll become a baby-sitter? What a shame!"

"No, Jiyong, after you think you're enough in maturity, you can get married. You'll become a dad"

"A dad? It's interesting but I don't want to be a dad in these close time"

"Up to you, but I believe you will, one day"

Taeyang drove his car again to the drugstore. He asked for YoungYi's prescription then went down from the car. He did this in order to protect Jiyong from Dispatch.

Meanwhile, Jiyong spent his time to open the messages he had left. All of them were about 'his' baby. Except a message from TOP, which said he would visit Jiyong to give some ice cream. Jiyong panicked

"Aigoo, so HaRu shall meet so many people? How about her first week? Huh ... Then shall a whole world know her next week?"

HaRu laughed. Jiyong smiled.

"Ah, HaRu, do you want to be a celeb now? You're still an underage, not strong enough to resist people's rudeness" Jiyong touched her nose gently.

"Anyway, HaRu-ah, jeongmal mianhae, I am not good enough to be your parent. If you want, you can choose a new parent or even a new house. Maybe you'll like gentle Taeyang ahjussi, or Young Yi noona, YG sajangnim or my members. You'll love them more when you've met them"

HaRu silenced, staring Jiyong deeply. Jiyong didn't get the meaning of that stare. Before Jiyong concluded any meaning of her stare, she laughed

"HaRu-ah, this is important matter! Can't you feel it from my voice?" said Jiyong in cute voice

HaRu laughed louder. Suddenly Taeyang got into the car bringing the medicines

"These are the baby's medicines. You don't have to pay me back, because now she's our 6th member"

"Are you serious?" Jiyong laughed

"Of course. She seems talented"

"Oh yea? Or you've fallen for her?"

Taeyang laughed

"No, I am not. I think she won't go with us when we do recording. But she'll be a good mood-maker with other members"

"Talking about our mood-maker, Youngbae-ah, TOP wants to visit me"

"He must have not known about this baby"

"But it was posted in our LINE group"

"He hates such things, you know by yourself"

"If he checks it ... If his mood says he shall check it, he'll check"

"Just do it and don't overthink"

Finally they arrived on their house. As had been predicted, Seunghyun had been there. "Hey Seunghyun hyong!"

TOP was surprised. He saw a baby in Jiyong's embrace

"Oh my gosh Jiyong, what did happen?"

Suddenly Taeyang, who had parked the car, appeared in front of Seunghyun.

"He got a girlfriend" Taeyang smirked

"Woah, you two seem like a best couple!" Seunghyun laughed

"How dare you all mock me like that! I'll cut your parts on the upcoming album!"

"Aigoo, mianhae, my leader" Taeyang said it resembling woman's voice

"Aa, leader, I know nothing but you punish me.." Seunghyun said it in Taeyang's way. Then he continued in his normal voice, "Someone, please tell me what's going on here.." Seunghyun pouted like a child

"Okay, our real maknae, I will explain it to you ... but firstly let us get into the home" Jiyong persuaded s to have a rest in his house, and the members agreed

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lifeofafangirl
#1
Chapter 11: YAY! HAPPY ENDING! HARU SO CUTE :D
lifeofafangirl
#2
Chapter 9: omg D: where's HaRu??
Hatsumomo #3
Chapter 5: What a heartwarming story, please update soon :) !
lifeofafangirl
#4
Chapter 5: Wait, is this real fact or it's just for the story
xhantashaa #5
Thank you for liking my story ~ >□<
I'll try to update this as soon as I can
xhantashaa #6
Joon Ki should be 15 years old now ^^
Hiro-chan #7
Chapter 5: How old is Joon Ki?
Zuka-chan #8
Chapter 3: aaaaah~ i want to be haru
kristao_family
#9
Chapter 3: Hahaha...lmao...Haru is so cutee ><
I love this story...
Update soon, pls
kristao_family
#10
Chapter 2: Omg...I love this story :) update soon pwease :)