Wet. Warm. Stinky. And golden brown

 

It was POOP. Jiyong panicked. He had neither diaper nor enough money to buy one. He didn't have napkin to sweep the poop. HaRu's pale face made Jiyong even more panic. He took his phone and called Seungri

 

"Do you get trouble with HaRu?" Seungri asked first

 

"Err ... yea"

 

"As had been predicted"

 

"She .... She did poop on my arm"

 

"How could?"

 

"Aigoo, I don't know! Come here fast! I'm near GyeongnamPark!"

 

"I can't now! Besides, it was only small matter"

 

"But the poop is in liquid!"

 

"Oh my gosh, Jiyong hyong .... Absolutely you did sth really bad with that girl"

 

"Send me a car with YG's driver! I was almost caught by Dispatch, don't you know, bloody moron?!"

 

"Ha? Dispatch?! Okay, I will do it now" Jiyong pressed the red button. The call ended

 

-***-

 

5 minutes later, the car came. Jiyong immediately entered the car

 

"Hey Jiyong"

 

Jiyong surprised. The driver didn't greet him in formal greet like usual. But the driver himself surprised Jiyong more

 

"Youngbae??!!"

 

"Hey, Jiyong"

 

"But I told maknae to bring driver, not a warmer"

 

"Seungri had told me about your baby"

 

"Please keep it as secret, Youngbae-ah. You're my best friend..."

 

"But other members knew that thing exactly when I knew it"

 

"What?!!!"

 

"Lil Seunghun told it through our LINE group. Haven't you checked your LINE?"

 

"No. This baby gave me many problems to solve!"

 

"Nah, that's why I am here. Your problem would be added if the driver knew this instead of me"

 

"Up to you"

 

"Now I will bring you to pediatrician"

 

"What if I get recognized and he spreads this?"

 

"I can guarantee that the doctor won't spread it. The doctor's still my cousin"

 

"Ha? I've never heard that before! I know all about you, Youngbae!"

 

"Of course I haven't. She was a disgrace of my family. Rather than I get scolded by my parents because of telling story about her, I chose to keep silent"

 

"What happened with her?"

 

"Having her own baby without father"

 

"Oh..." Jiyong felt like he had a companion

 

"Anyway, why do you so babo, my old friend? She got diarrhea only, I guess"

 

Jiyong nodded. Taeyang who looked at Jiyong through rearview mirror continued

 

"Seungri himself thought that HaRu got digest complication since she experienced hard time on your porch"

 

"I even don't have any thought as far as it. I just called Seungri to bring me a diaper"

 

"Hmm" said Youngbae in uneasy way

 

"Why, Youngbae-ah?"

 

"Why did you disturb Seungri if you know that he's busy for his upcoming album?"

 

"I know that he's busy, but I need his help"

 

"Why should you call little Seunghyun?"

 

"At that time I was panicked, Youngbae-ah ... Dispatch was looking after me and HaRu got diarrhea ... I felt so depended on him in this thing ... I don't think that other members will understand babies as good as him…"

 

"Nah, now you have three more options. Even we are not knowing babies as well as maknae, at least we aren't as poor as you"

 

Jiyong smiled. Suddenly Taeyang said,

 

"We are at the pediatrician now!"

 

Jiyong said to HaRu, "You don't have to worry like other babies, HaRu. The doctor is your uncle's cousin. If she treats you unwell, I will do revenge to her!" Jiyong HaRu's cheek. She gave no response. "Fighting, HaRu!"

 

Jiyong got down from the car. The pediatrician's house seems like a child care centre. It had seesaw, trampoline, and other children's playground stuffs. Jiyong felt relieved. Jiyong asked HaRu,

 

"HaRu, are you happy? Next time, when you're grown, you'll love to play in this place"

 

"This way, Jiyong!" Taeyang instructed Jiyong the door's location

 

At the door, there was an intercom. Taeyang spoke on it,

 

"Young Yi noona, this is Young Bae. Open the door please"

 

The door was opened. A young girl greeted them.

 

"Ah, Young Yi noona, you haven't changed, even you have just born a baby!"

 

"Kamshamnida, Young Bae! Who's him?"

 

"Oh, this is Jiyong, my friend in Big Bang. Jiyong, this is Shin Young Yi, my cousin. She'll examine HaRu. Young Yi noona, Jiyong's baby is sick, so I bring him here"

 

"Ah, arraseo, arraseo ... this way!" Young Yi leaded them to her room.

 

The room even didn't show that it belongs to a doctor. No doctor stuffs around it

 

"HaRu, be sweet with Young Yi noona, and your stomachache will be ended" Jiyong placed HaRu on the bed.

 

Young Yi looked for a while then said, "I will change her diaper first"

 

Young Yi went out for two minutes to get a diaper and a bag of wet napkins for HaRu. After it, she opened it, washed HaRu's by wet napkin

 

"Jiyong, you shall be more careful with a baby girl. Not only clean the , but also her . If you don't do so, she'll have skin irritation"

 

Jiyong nodded

 

"After this, I'll give you prescription for anti-irritation ointment" Young Yi took her stethoschope from a drawer.

 

Then she opened HaRu's clothes a little. She saw HaRu and listened her heartbeats.

 

"HaRu's heartbeat is quite slow. May I know whether there was something before you bring her here?"

 

"I found her on my porch, last night"

 

The doctor silenced for a while, "Last night was raining, wasn't it?"

 

"Yep. You're right"

 

"I can say that HaRu almost died because of cold. Luckily, she was strong and you gave right treatment to her"

 

Jiyong was frozen. He felt so guilty of his wish to send the baby to orphanage. If he had sent her to orphanage, she wouldn't had had unlucky future, but no future! Jiyong felt dizzy for a while. He sat on the baby's bed.

 

"Shall I bring her hospital?"

 

"No, as long as you can keep her"

 

"What treatment shall she have after this?"

 

"She shall sleep a lot, get vitamins and love"

 

"How about the diarrhea?"

 

"You must have fed her something that baby can't eat. What did you give to her?"

 

"Errr ... porridge, mineral water, then ice cream"

 

"Ice cream should cause this. Next time, don't give her ANY ice cream till she's 2.5 years old"

 

"Okay"

 

Young Yi took a prescription book and a pen. She wrote in doctor's handwriting then tore the page which had been written

 

"Thank you doctor noona!" Jiyong gladly took the torn page

 

"Young Yi noona, where's your baby?" suddenly curious Young Bae asked

 

"He had died when I gave birth to him" sadly Young Yi replied

 

Youngbae's expression changed. The conversation kept flowing

 

Meanwhile Jiyong who was only listener of the conversation felt like his conscience being kicked by powerful unseen thing. 'I should have felt lucky', whispered Jiyong's heart voice. 'You had everything many people want but never feel grateful of it. So your visits to church are useless right?' Jiyong felt worse to HaRu, also with the doctor noona

 

Jiyong felt like he wanted to cry at that place. But it was impossible since he was in stranger's house. So, when he felt his tears came, he held HaRu from the bed and moved her body to let her clothes swept away his tears. Before everything came worse, Jiyong said

 

"Noona, Youngbae .... May I go now? I think HaRu shall get her medicine now"

 

"Oh .. I see" said the doctor noona

 

"If it's like that, I'll leave first, noona. See you again!"

 

"See you!"

 

Jiyong went out, followed by Youngbae. Both Jiyong and Youngbae smiled at Young Yi, then got into the car. They went to the drugstore