//Nicole's P.O.V//

There's something about her, I don't know what, that makes my head pound so hard. My palms to sweat and my blurry vision whenever I see her wide smile. She's absolutely beautiful, nothing compared to the other members. No offence, but that's how I feel. I can only see her. I don't understand this feeling, the pounding of my heart  inside my chest, itching and leaving a lustful feeling in my heart. All thoughts set aside, I blink my eyes as I roll over to my left side in the blue futon I lay in, head rested in my hands as I stared at the white wall I faced this night, like every other night since last Saturday. And images burn through my mind of Hara, her embarrassing moments and sometimes her serious, but I love them all. And her voice... Oh, her voice~ 

I sighed, knowing for the fifth day in a row, that I wouldn't be getting any rest again. I'm not sure if I should blame Hara or not, nut everything about her- what's wrong with me? I hit the sides of my head with my bare hands, eyes rolling back as I moved onto my back and stared up at the ceiling. "I am so messed up..." But how could she like me back? We're both girls. Is that even right? I sigh again, causing the other members to grunt in their sleep. I merely looked over, and as I stood, threw the blankets off and rushed to the dorm kitchen where I grabbed myself a drink of water. Wasn't the best water I've ever had, but it'll do. As I close the fridge door, I freeze and look over to the sounds of sleepy steps coming from the bedroom. "Nicole?" The familiar voice sent pink rising to my cheeks and I gulped, "Yes, Hara?" I made a quick smile, trying to dodge conversation. The more I heard her, I would fall into a state of bliss. Oh, it's already happening.."Getting a drink?" I looked up from my state and nodded slowly, nervous actually. "Yeah, you too?" Hara shook her head with a gentle smile, a smile I loved most because it was honest and oh so genuine. "No, no." She yawned, arms spread. "I heard someone in the kitchen. I guess I caught the culprit." She giggled softly and I smiled back, hair at the back of my neck standing. "I'm just about to sleep so-" my eyes widened and goosebumps ran along my arms as I stopped in mid sentence,  bewildered.

"Well then," a pair of lips met my cheek in an instant leaving a trail of whispers in my ears. Maybe I'm tired and I was exaggerating a bit, or its just a dream, but I think Hara just kissed me on the cheek. Did She? I pulled my hand up to my burning red cheek, dumbfounded. Hara smiled and as her hand combed through my hair, exhausted as she was, she wobbled. "Goodnight, Nicole." She turned and left my stunned, standing in front of the kitchen. She's daydreaming, she's got to be. The devil on my shoulder whispered harsh alarms in my left ear, while on my right the Angel was asleep, unaware of my situation. I finally cleared my throat after a while, remembering my state. And after that, well, I never really did get any sleep. Not like I would anyway. Not after... that. 

The next morning I awoke, not even remembering if I fell asleep or not. But it was a normal day and it was only me and Hara left at the dorm, alone, for a few more hours like usual. But now it felt different, awkward really, now after what happened- I smacked my cheek and stood from the room, heading into the kitchen where breakfast was made by the leader as always, sitting down to eat. I glanced around, wondering where Hara was. And my prayers were answered, because Hara arrived from the bathroom with a groggy look. "H-Hara, can I tell you something... personal?" I got a strange look, but Hara Sat down and decided to listen. "What is it?" I bit down on my lip, trying to force out words. "I-I think... I'm in love..." as the words fell out, I looked up to Hara who had a strange look, shocked really, a new face I haven't seen. But yet, I could see hope or hurt in her eyes. "With... who?" She asked. I shrugged, struggling. "No one really, just someone I've liked for a while now. They don't realize it though.." Hara nodded, staring at the table. "I see, that's good." She stood then, and made a drink. And for the whole day, each and every other member came home for the news and it spread like wild fire. But it was weird, a stingy pain in my chest when Hara told me she hoped I was happy with that person. Will she ever know?