After everything at YG I went back to my apartment and it was late so I changed clothes and went to bed knowing tomorrow I start my training. The morning came without waarning and my alarm went off and I got up and showered then I put on some pink distressed skinny jeans and a black tank top. For acessories I put on a silver necklace and matching earrings and put my hair up and put on some black flats and head off to YG to start my training and I knew i would be training uder BIGBANG which made my exictment 100% more better. I started my car and I had forgot I had put a BIGBANG cd in and then Fantasic baby started to play and I sang along. then I pulled up to YG and I parked my car and went in. When I went in to my surprise Taeyang was waiting on me which made me smile and my face turned bright red and he saw that and smiled more.

"Good morning, newbie." he said looking at me

"Please take care of me." I said bowing

"Call me Taeyang." He said

"Taeyang." I said

"So cute." He mumbled

"So what are we going to do first?" I asked

"First, we will see how your dance skills are." He said

"Taeyang your rushing her." Daesung said

"How am I rushing her?" Taeyang asked

"You should at first give her a tour." Daesung replied

"A tour?" I asked

"Well. you got to learn about your new surroundings." Daesung replied takiing me by the hand

"Daesung! Wait! I can't keep up!" I said

We went on a tour of YG and then we came to a studio and I saw the name and 2NE1 was on the door adn I heard them sing and in my mind I saw me becoming great like them but I still had away to go. Being a trainee is okay but once your around all these singers and dancers it makes you realize that they had to do the samething you have to. But with training under BIGBANG I know I can be great just like them....just as long as I don't fall for one of them. But being around Taeyang I'll have to be careful.

Once GD saw the three of us come walking in and Taeyang had his arm around me we were just talking and laughing and Daesung was joking around with us too but once I saw Jiyong i broke free of the guys and ran to hug him and he didn't expect it but he hugged me anyway. We sat down and we talked about the kind of style we wanted me to have and we discussed diffrent types and we decided on for now a good girl image which I had to show through my music which I could do. We started to work on the lyrics for my first song and writing a song with Big Bang is quite fun we would throw out ideas but then someone would counter it with a diffrent idea and so on but eventually we settled for a song about finding love again and so we began the writing process. It took us about 2-3 hours to write the song and get the music right, then we got to the recording process. Once it came time to sing I saw Taeyang watching me and so did G-Dragon but I closed my eyes and went to my happy place and sang my heart out.

"That was amazing!!"  Taeyang said

"Thank you." I said

"You didn't look scared at all." He said

"Believe me I was terrified." I said

"Really?" He asked

"Yeah totally." I replied

"Well, for new girl  you were pretty awesome."  He said opening the door and handing me my bag

"Thanks. I am learning from the best." I said

"Want to grab a bite to eat?" He asked

"Sure." I replied shyly and bit me lip and I felt my face turn red and I heard him laugh

"Your cute when your shy."  Taeyang said.

"What?" I asked

"Nothing!" He said shyly

We went to a nice little resturant to eat and we talked and we both learned a lot about each other. I told him my dreams and he told me his dreams. He asked me about my friends and family and the schools I went to. Taeyang often smiled which made me feel all warm inside and I caught myself smiling too. And for that moment I forgot all my pain and heartbreak and felt like I smiled for the first time in a long time. we finished eating and headed back to YG. Once there we started working on some more songs for my debut ut I still had a while to go before that.

"WHERE WERE YOU?!!" G-Dragon asked

"I took her out to get a bite to eat." Taeyang replied

"G-Dragon, calm down we are just friends." I said

"Oh really? Would 'just friends' go to lunch togeather?" He asked

"Yes, they would." I replied

"Look, try not to fall in love, Kaya."  he said puting a hand on my shoulders.

"I got to go write some more songs." I said

"Okay, have fun." G-dragon said

"Always." I said laughing

I walked back to the studio only to run into T.O.P, I bowed to him and he bowed back and smiled at me.

"What are you doing here?" T.O.P asked

"I'm going to try and write some songs but I don't know how good they will be." I replied

"Well I'm sure you will write a great song." He said patting my head

"Are you leaving?" I asked

"Yeah, I got dance practice with the guys." He replied

"Try not to get hurt and tell the other guys that to." I said

"You got it. Bye." He said leaving

"Bye-bye." I said as he shut the door

I pulled out my notebook and my pencils and started to write some lyrics and I countinued to work on the song until I had it perfect. I began to sing the lyrics of my song and it sounded amazing. You would think being a trainee you would at least have some help to write the song but for my first time to write a song by myself i did pretty good I just hope that the guys like the song. Once I was finished writing I decided to go find CL and show her the song I just wrote so I got my notebook and went to find CL. I walked down the hallway until I heard music coming from one of the rooms and being curious I went in and I saw CL and 2NE1 working on some dance moves.

"Hey Kaya!" CL said

"Am I interupting?" I asked

"Of course not." Dara replied

"You guys are really good." I said

"How is training with Big Bang going?"  Minzy asked

"Well, I wrote my first song by myself and I don't know how good it is but I think Its pretty awesome." I replied

"We can look at it and help you change the kyrics." Bom said

"Thanks, maybe I should train under you instead." I said

"Tempting." CL said

"But before you guys read this can I talk to you about something?" I asked

"Yeah, you can talk to us any time. Even if it has to doa with relationships." Minzy replied

"Its relationship wise." I said

"Great thats is right up my ally." Minzy said

"Okay, so spill." CL pushed

"Fine, There is this guy who I really like but I can't tell him because I work with him, rather I'm training under him. But I really like him and I get shy around him and say stupid things and I feel one day that I might slip and say I like you. And I don't want to say anything because the only reason I left Califrorna was because I got my heart broke by my first ever love and I'm scared of getting hurt again." I said

"Girl, don't be afraid to let go of your past because look where you are. Your in Seoul and miles away from the heart break you know and you have all of us girls behind you." Minzy said

"So waht is this guys name?" CL asked

"Dong Youngbae." I replied shyly

"Youngbae?" Dara asked

"You like Taeyang?" Minzy asked and I nodded

"He is one lucky guy to have a girl like you crushing on him." CL said

"But you can't tell him or any of the Big Bang members." I said

"You have our word." Minzy said

"Now lets take a look at your song you wrote." Bom said giving me an encouragaing smile and I handed her my notebook.

We spent our time fixing up my lyrics and adding some to it because as we talked about my song I asked them if they would sing with me on it and they all said yes and then we asked the President if we could work togeather on this and he said yes. So we began to rewrite the song so that everyone had a part to sing then Big Bang came down to 2NE1's dance practice room and we were working on some dance moves for my song then when I looked up at the mirror I saw Taeyang and the others standing there while we worked on dancing and my cheecks became red and Minzy came to stand by me and I calmed down.

"So what are you girls doing?" Seungri asked

"As you can see we are in the middle of training our new trainee." Dara said

"She is training under you girls now?" Daesung asked \

"Yes, she is and she is doing amazing for a trainee." Bom said standing on my other side

"Aw, that means we won't get to see you in the studio anymore." G-Dragon said

"You'll still see me around here so don't worry." I said laughing

"So you really are training under 2NE1?" Taeyang asked

"Yeah and besides you guys were my first ever Kpop idols I met in person and that is an experiencs I'll take with me forever." I said walking up to him

"Your really cute, you know?" Taeyang asked

"Thanks." I replied smiling

"Okay, you guys can go. We got work to do." CL said rushing the guys out

"What was that, Kaya!?" Minzy asked

"What was what?" I asked

"You walked close to Taeyang and he called you cute and you just said Thanks!" She replied

"I can't really say anything when I'm around him." I said

"Okay, what you need is a shoping spree." Minzy said

"But I don't have much money on me." I said

"Don't worry, we got you." She said

"Well, lets go!" Dara said

So we left YG to go shoping and of course 2NE1 was immediatly reconized but they some how doged their fans and we made it to the mall and then we begane to shop. We found a lot of cute things for me to wear and they also found them some things to. We went to so many stores and  bought a lot of things too. Then we went to go get some coffee and then we went to my apartment to hang out and once we got there we saw a dozen roses laying at my doorstep and we all freaked out a little but I saw a card by the flowers and I picked it up and read it and it said: How can I say this so it doesn't sound so creepy-like so here we go...Kaya ever since we first met at the airport when you came to Seoul, you've always been on my mind and I can't foucus on work or anything but its you. When I talk to you I feel like I might say something stupid or silly but I build up my courage to talk to you. You will always be on my mind. ~Youngbae. we walked in to my apartment after I read the card and I put the roses in a vase full of water and I hung up and put up all my clothes and went to met this girls in the living room.

"Roses from Taeyang?" Dara asked

"I know and that was so sweet of him but How am I supposed to reply to that?" I asked

"Just show him you like him." Minzy replied

"DId I meintion I don't know if I want to love again because I scared of getting my heart broke." I said

"Fine we will meet up with the guys and then you can tell Youngbae that you like him." Minzy said

"Okay." I said

"So get ready and wear that new white dress we just bought you with the ballarina flats and do something with your hair and try not to wear to much make up." CL said

"I'll stay and help her." Dara said

"Really?" I asked

"Yeah." She said smiling

So the other 3 girls felt and then I got changed into the white dress we bought and then Dara helpped me with my hair and make up. We decided to curl the bottom of my hair and we choose light make up. Once that was finished I looked in the mirror and I hardly reconized myself and I turned to thank Dara for her help then we went ot go sit in the living room and we talked.

"Thanks Dara for all your help because I don't think I could pull this off myself." I said

"No problem, Kaya." She said

"I'm so nervous about meeting Taeyang even though I've already met him." I said

"You'll surprise him when he sees you standing on that bridge waiting for him." She said

"Wait what?" I asked

"Oh no I said to much." She replied

""WHat do you mean me waiting on a bridge for him?" I asked

"We weren't going to stay with you. Its up to you to tell him the truth." She replied

"Okay, I'm really nervous now." I said

"No worries, Teyang won't be able to take his eyes off you once he sees you." She said

"But what if I get my heart broke again?" I asked

"Then we will be forced to teach him lesson." Dara said