Pretending..... It's hurt.... A lot... I remember when he kissed me.. he said... " I Miss you " Did he mean that to Ji hyo Unnie?

I feel excited from a kisses which is not meaning for me. He must be Misses Ji hyo unnie a lot and very love her..... *sigh*

And I? Did i love him? Suzy... Did you love that jerk? *cried* I love him.....

Knock Knock !

Suzy : *wipe her tears* Ne...

Joongki : Suzy... can you make me a cup of coffee...

Suzy : Ne.. I'll send to your room..

Joongki : Ok.

               *sigh* Ne suzy... You just his slave... what are you expecting for?

Suzy : *knock The door*

Joongki : Come in....

Suzy : *walk in and put the cup on the coffee table..* Excuse me......

Joongki : *nod*

             He didnt stop me like before...... *tears fall* Be strong suzy.... Be strong..... its okay if he not love you... You just his maid.. his slave.. remember !

*walk to her room*

Beep Beep... (text)

Hi, What are you doing? -Myungsoo-

          Its from myungsoo shi... How he get my number?

Hi, nothing. Surprise.. you had my number -suzy-

Sorry, I ask Fei shi and she gave it to me.. -myungsoo-

Ne, its okay.. -suzy

Do you busy tomorrow?-myungsoo

No. Why? -Suzy.

Great, Want to have dinner with me? -myungsoo-

Okay. sound great. -suzy

Okay. see ya tomorrow. -myungsoo

          I think, i should move on too..... Wait... isn't that A date? i have a date with myungsoo shi? really?

I think i should pick out a dress for tomorrow !

          Get ready to meet Myungsoo shi.... As i walk out.... Joongki was outside...... he saw me...

Joongki : where were you going...

Suzy : I have a date....

Joongki : *surprises* Really...

Suzy : yup... so... bye....

Joongki : Don't be late ! *furious*

        I just walk away.... Its ruined my mood... seriously...

At the restaurant....

        I can't focus... my mind everywhere....... i just keep thinking about him...

Myungsoo : Are you okay? Not feeling well?

Suzy : Aniyo.... kenchana...

Myungsoo : You not like the steak?]

Suzy : I like it... Well... when will you debut?

Myungsoo : Soon.... wanna know our group name?

Suzy : *laugh* can i?

Myungsoo : *nod* Its infinite...

Suzy : Nice name !

Myungsoo : I thought so too...

     Then the mood become to silent again......

Suzy : *sigh*

Myungsoo : Are you dont want to come today?

Suzy : Eh.. no.. Sorry... it just.,... i'm kinda in the mood today....

Myungsoo : Something happen?

Suzy : Well, its nothing... really....

Myungsoo : really?

Suzy : Ne... lets eat....