Forgiving Henry Lau wasn't exactly the world's easiest thing to do. I went through a lot of inner turmoil and "I'm feeling like complete

" type of thoughts. When he left me I thought I was worthless. I thought that he never wanted me in the first place, that I meant

nothing to him.

Now, as I heard what he went through all these years, I feel differently. I actually feel bad for treated him the way I did. He must have

felt hurt and terrible. As I sit in bedroom alone, I have no choice but to think about him. After thinking, I came to one conclusion. I,

Rose Lee, am a .

Yes, I am. I'm going to analyze this from an outsider's point of view. 

I haven't seen my ex-boyfriend for seven years. He ended our relationship when it was at its peak. I was hurt and angry at that

moment, which was completely normal. But that hurt and anger stayed with me for seven years, invading my thoughts and decisions.

My whole life since then had revolved around Henry's betrayal, I refused to let it go. This hatred prevented me from ever loving

another.

By chance, I came face to face with him again after seven years, those emotions of anger and rage came back to me. I was ignorant and

blind to t