"...I-" 

Never did I think that I would be back in this position with him. Lying on top of him, I was once again trapped staring at his milk chocolate like eyes. His fluffy hair was slightly disheveled from the fall, an expression of surprise on his face. Everything about him is the same... but one thing. Something that I want back more then anything. His loving attitude toward me. His warmth, smile, words, him- Kibum. The position is one we would love, except it's different. His arms aren't around me. 

"Key, I-"

Someone cleared thier throat- forcefully. I pushed myself of the man.

"I'm sorry..."

He picked himself up, dusted off his clothes gently, and enterwined fingers with the other female next to him. The happy couple began to walk away, out of the little coffee shop, where my and Kibum's first date was held. The woman glanced back at me.

"Honey, do you know her?"

"...no. Just another fan."

It was as if a dagger had been cut through my heart. Key smiled and pulled her closer by the waist, whispering something in her ear as the bell on the door sounded their exit.

...for being an idiot to ignore you in such horrible matters, not understanding how demanding you schedule is. I didn't mean to get into an angry rage... 

I tried swallowing the lump in my throat.

...and break your belongings...I'm sorry. I was lonely, I really am. Take me back.

Tears streamed down my face. Sad excuses, all of it. It was too late, Kibum was gone, and I deserve this punishment.