It was 6 in the morning when I only got 3hours of sleep and have to wash myself up and head to my photo shoot with video recording . While waiting for manager Bbong , I made breakfast for the Unnie and made sure they have their blankets on , not wanting them to catch a cold at this season of time . Before leaving with my manager I wrote a note for the unnies to have their breakfast .

In the car with manager Bbong , he asked if I need anything later or help in something . Bluntly I answered him ," wake me up when we arrive ." I quickly close my eyes and took a quick nap .

Half an hour later , " Kim ah ~ we are at the carpark already ," he patted my shoulders lightly as I open my eyes and took my bag with me , follow him from the back .

As we entered the studio , there were many room and the stylist suddenly took my hand and brought me to a room full of make ups . Looking at the mirror surprisingly after she put make up on me , my face look so different with make up on . After 15 minutes of putting on fake eyelashes and some expensive cosmetics on , I went to the changing room . And saw the clothes hanging all over . Looking at the paper that was pasted on the mirror , the concept for my shoot is innocent , young and chick girl next door ! My jaws almost dropped as I don't really go with innocent young girl before . Looking through the clothes , the stylist told me to quickly change into a very black short fluffy dress with a white big ribbon behind attached to it at the back . After putting on the dress I put on very high heels in silver with white .

" unnie how high is this high heels ? " i asked while waiting for the stylist to help me put on my accessories and did my hair .

" 3CM , wae ?" she looked at me through the mirror as she saw my expression was in deep shock !

" nothing , its my first time wearing this kind of heels " I confessed .

" done ! Shall proceed now and be careful . Don't fall while walking ." she advised as she walked out with me .

Before wearing the heels manager oppa would keep looking down to talk to me but now I'm at his height already ! he looked at me and smiled with his bright teethes showed at me . I giggled as I approach to a white background . I listened to the photographer , he taught me the poses that I needed to do . And for 3 hours I changed to different outfits , make ups with accessories and listen to the photographer without any mistakes .

" thank you for the hard work !" I thanked the studio people and went out to the car with manager oppa . We were then headed out to the company building . " going to the practice studio . Your recording is at the practice room . Do you want me to buy for you your late lunch ?" he asked and replied him , " you don't have to . "

When we arrived at the practice room there were the staff crew and Yang CEO . He was talking about the concept with the stylist unnie .

" here is the star for today ," he introduced me to her as I bowed to her . I was then brought to the changing room and changed to a dancer concept . With shorts jeans or back at home we called it hot pants and long & sleeveless thin tshirt with a leather jacket , not to forget , I put on a black high heels and bangles and long necklace . While putting on a make up the PD passed me a script .

" this is a well written script , is followed according to Mr Yang orders . I was told to pass down that just read it and he will explained it afterwards . " he said as I looked and memorized the script . They gave me another few minutes for me to memorized it . It was not that long nor short , so I am able to memorize it fast eventhough it's in hangul . Before I started the recording my unnies and G-Dragon oppa came in to give some support , I smiled to them shyly as I stepped in to a blue background set .

" cue ! " the camera PD told me to start off .

Like the script mentioned I took a few deep breaths and continue with a smile ," annyeonghaseyo ! Yong Hyun Kim imida . 15 this year . The maknae of the new 4 member girl group from YG Family . I'm incharge of dancing and sub vocal with rap ."

" cut ! " he smiled as I did well , without any mistakes . He then came to my side and told me that to dance for just 3 eights so the viewers able to see my main talent . I nodded and my manager Bbong passed me my iPod to choose a song . I went to shuffled and picked a Pussycat Doll 's When I Grow Up and the media crew took the chorus part and put it on to the speaker . I asked for few minutes break as I drank up a vitamin water and did some practices just like what I always practice with the song as the others were looking worriedly as I am not used to dance with high heels .

" I'm done ! Let's continue ! " I said cheerfully . I walked to the set and get down to my position . I said few prayers before the music played . And as soon the music played with the camera on . I started to dance to the chorus . Not knowing I made a mistake I stopped for awhile .
" mianhae . Can we redo again ?" I asked .

" sure sure " the camera PD accepted my request and took a sip while I try to practice again for few times . " I'm ready , will do it once and right " I said .

I started it all over again , and like what I said i did it once and it was beautiful . Once I ended the recording , I went to the small screen to monitor myself . It was a little embarrassing though looking at myself talking and dancing .

" do you want to redo it or something ? If it ain't satisfied you ," he asked and i answered politely , " it's a nice shot . And it really impress me ,"

As soon as the recording finished and I changed to my clothes , I went to the recording room where the unnies have went while I was changing . I knocked to the door and saw that the unnies are practicing for the debut song . I bowed and went to seat on the sofa .

" oh your here already ! Good , coz I need to talk about something ," our Yang CEO came in . Then my unnies came to sit by my side . Teddy oppa and G-Dragon oppa also stopped their work for a while .

Yang CEO sat infront of us . " since just now Kim did her introduction and you know her point in the group , now I going to appoint the leader , "

" really ?" the four of us said it together . I wasn't worried whom is the leader though since we trust each other and we are already like a leader for each other too .

" so , I have been discuss with your oppas here for the last two days . And we have chosen that let Jieun to be the leader . Any opposition ?" he asked .

" nopes . so what's our position in the group and so on ?" Kyuri unnie asked .

" I put Kyuri as main rapper and Hyun main vocal . For the maknae she is incharge of dancing besides that she is is sub vocal and rap " he told us while looking on the small paper on his hand . " for your stage name , Hyun , Jieun and Kim , will use your name as stage name but for Kyuri will be Ri . Since Kyuri and Yuri or Uri doesn't suit you that well for your position in the group . " he continued but I was only interested on the group name only .

" then how about our group name ," I asked .

" I decided on your group name " G-Dragon oppa smiled warmly to my question .

" then what's the name ? " Hyun unnie asked .

" It's G21 ! " he said cheerfully .

" why G21 ?" I asked curiously .

" well you debuting on the last year of 21st century . And the G stands for 2 things , Generation and Girlfriends . If the interviewer asked why G ? The answer will be ' we debuted in the last year of the 21st Century and the generation of 21st century . G also mean Girlfriends . The girlfriends of 21st Century . And i have drawn the logo for you girls ," he passed a paper to us . He drew a letter G and 21 , it looked like an tattoo artist have drawn it .

" well now you know your position and names . Get your songs right . And after that go to the practice room that you went just now for your concepts trial . Then go for your dance practice . I have to see your sunbaes how are they doing right now . I leave you with Teddy , and Teddy , I will meet you there . " our CEO went off with G-dragon oppa . We continued with our last touch of the song . Since its just only 3 songs . The introduction is only singing and very short . We finished it off without any mistakes . For the second is mostly cheerful dance-able song titled ' Me ' . There are raps . And mostly I took charge of the English rap in it while Kyuri taking the hangul parts . Its more to how we want the fans to know us with this song and how girls like us want to take the stage like . Well , for this song there is so many touch up . The raps weren't the right beat . We took quite alot of touch up for it till it really shines . For the second single is a slow but a hip hop song . G-Dragon wrote it and our CEO name the song as ' Chingu ' . From what I see in the lyrics , its a story of girl got cheated by her boyfriend , and didnt know about it for a very long time in their relationship . But her friends helps her to recover her with all those hurtful thoughts . In the song , i was in charge of all the raps . It's mixed with English and hangul , it was a little difficult for me , but they aren't any touch up for my part , Teddy oppa said it was perfect and it was at the right beat . But there were small touch up for the chorus . After hours of making the song perfect , we went to the practice room .

While walking to the practice room , Jieun unnie was all quiet eversince when she was appointed as the leader . Worried about her , I went up to her , holding her hands , she looked at me .

" wae unnie ?" I asked and she shook her head , " tell me what happen ?" I tried and asked again .

Walking slowly she explained ," isn't right for me to get the leader's position . Should it be Hyun unnie ? She is more like a leader . "

I sighed and told her ," everyone is a leader at some point , cheer up alright , there is reason that he chooses you as the leader . " I smiled at her but she didn't smiled back . " aigoo uri Jieun unnie " I did a cute expression and she burst into a laughter ! " there you laughed !" I finally happy for her . And our unnies whom walking at the front looked at us , "those two can't be separated from each other . " Hyun unnie said and we smiled at each other . We walked happily in to the practice room .

" Woah ! " I was so surprised seeing the concepts clothes at the corner of the room .

" hahaha is this a dream ? " Kyuri asked .

We were then looked around with the clothes . They were light white pink dresses . And the ones 2NE1 unnie wore , those bright colours and unique jeans . But for us it's less revealing our skin , since we are still young though . There were high heels and sneakers . With cool Lego rings and diamond necklace . We did few trials for every concept . It was superb amazing to be sponsored by the company . To add on the fun we made the stylist and manager Bbong laughed with our cat walk for every concept we wore . We really had fun cat walking but the serious time came when finished out confirmation of concepts and wad told to go for our concert practice .

We were welcomed by the sunbaes as they gave us our dinner and gave us few minutes to get ourselves ready . And when we were ready , we didn't waste any minute and continued with our practice . Like always practice wasn't that strict at all , whenever we had mistakes we didn't feel down . The sunbaes will make us laugh at out own mistakes . It's really fun too . Without thinking of the time , we ended up the practice late . 

The unnies already fell asleep but I was tossing my body from left to right and right to left . My heart felt so anxious thinking about the concert . I tried to make myself asleep but can't . I went to the kitchen and drank some milk . When I returned to the bed I saw Hyun unnie wasn't sleeping .

" oh unnie your not sleeping ?" I whispered .

" oh dongseng you didn't sleep too ?" she was surprised , and I told her that I am having trouble sleeping before the concert .

We were then sitting together at the living room . I switched on the tv and watch it together with her . I sat down and looked at her .