It's going to be ok

I will protect you

Sungyeol POV

 

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPP

urg it's time to get up for school

I look over at ________ stirring in her sleep because of the noise. Hm how cute

I lean over to her ear and whisper " Jagiya~ it's time to get up for school"

I rolled over so her back was facing me and humbled something I couldn't understand

" Jagiya~" I shook her gently

She turned over and looked up at me " 5 more minutes Oppa?" 

I couldn't resist saying no to those beautiful eyes and her cute pout

I chuckled and leaned over to kiss her temple and said " Ok 5 more minutes but after that we have to get up arraso?"

​She nodded and cuddled back in my chest

During those 5 minutes I was looking at ______ sleeping peacefully

I traced my finger over her eyes to nose to cheeks and then her lips

I looked over at the clock and the 5 minutes have already gone by

" It's been 5 minutes Jagi" I said 

She slowly opened her eyes and looked up at me

I smiled and kissed her forehead, then her nose, then her cheeks and finally her lips

I felt her smile into the kiss

" Ok let's get ready for school" she said when we broke apart

 

 

As we were walking to school ________ looked distracted so I stopped walking

She realized I stopped when I tugged on her hand that I was holding and said " ________ what's wrong"

I looked up at me then looked down again

I cupped her face in my hands and made her look at me " Tell me what's wrong please?" 

" What if he comes back but this time kills me?" she asked with a shaky breath

I knew she was thinking back at her nightmare and to the worst that can happen

I immediately pulled her into a hug " I wont let that happen ok? I haven`t I told you that before he gets through you he needs to get through the guys and me first. Don't you ever think such things again ok"

She looked down and  nodded her head

I tipped her chin up to look at me and kissed her soft lips then pressed my forehead against her's

" I will always be by your side, I will never leave you"

" Promise?" she asked holding out her pinky

I locked our pinkies and said " I promise"

​" thank-you Oppa" She said

" anything to keep you safe"

She smiled and we continued the rest of the walk to school

 

 

" ________________!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " Sulli and Seohyun screamed and ran towards _________

" Hey guys" she said and hugged them

" Do you wanna go out today after school??? We haven't been out in a while, you have been spending too much time with Sungyeol" Sulli pouted

" Yeah you stole our ______ away from us" Seohyun said and hugged pulled ________'s hand out of mine -.-

________  giggled

" Sorry girls you have to reschedule your hang out because our parents are coming back home tonight and they want to have dinner with all of us there" Sunggyu-hyung said coming out of nowhere

 

...parents...Hyung and _____'s parents?!

 

Woohyun-hyung saw the panic in my eyes and patted my back " Don't worry choding everything will be fine but just remember you screw this up with their parents and your dead "

my eyes went big

......

_______ came over and held my hand " Dont worry Oppa they will love you"

"Are you sure about that?" I asked 

" Come on Sungyeol get a grip. It's not that bad and plus you have all of us with you" L said 

" Yeah it not that big of a deal, trust me I've met many girls' parents" Woohyun said 

Sunggyu walked over to Woohyun and smacked him on the head " Playboy"

" Ow! Hyung~" He pouted and held his head

"Anyways are you all free?" Sunggyu-hyung asked 

We all nodded 

" Good come to my house at 5:30 to discuss things and bring your clothes you will be changing at my house" 

" So I'm coming back home?" ________ asked 

Please say no Hyung please say no

" Yes _________-ah your coming back home " Hyung smiled

I pouted " Aw but I like keeping _______" and I hugged her by the waist

She giggled " Don't be sad ok I'll come over to see you and you can come over to see me anytime you want"

Gosh how am I so lucky to have such a cute girlfriend 

" Ok can you guys stop with the cute fluffiness I'm going to throw up"Sunggyu said

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​" Well guess we better get going to class see you guys later" Woohyun said and we all parted ways

 

 

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IM BACK~~~~~

Sorry for the confusion *90 degree bow* I got caught up in school work and exams and when I was going to post chapters but my cousins suddenly came over... sowy... This summer I will try to post as many chapters a week as I can 

And...

 

OMG THE COMBACKS THESE PAST 2 MONTHS!!!!!

 

 

and other issues have happened these past 2 months too...

( I apologize in advance if I offend anyone, this is just my thoughts on the 3 issues )

first Kris's lawsuit, the Baekhyun and Taeyeon dating and then Park Bom's drug smuggling 

 

When I first heard about Kris's lawsuit I was very scared. I cried for 5 days because I was concerned for his health and for the rest of the members. I don't want him to leave but if he isn't happy with what hes doing then I will let him go. i really want him to stay in EXO because the pictures and videos of EXO now the members don't look like themselves. They look confused, distracted, sad and exhausted. I hate to see idols like that. All we can do now is wait and believe in Kris, support his movie and the other member's activities. It's ok Kris, take time to get better. If you do return to EXO just comeback healthy and happy ok?  We are one remember that guys. We laugh, cry, smile, argue, fangirl, hurt and support each other as one. Leave the fandom if you want to, I'm not going to tell you what to do but if you want to come back that's it's ok too I will gladly welcome you back. FIGHTING! 

 

About Baekhyun and Taeyeon dating. CONGRATS!!! I never shipped them together and it took me time to imagine them together but I accepted them being together. Byun Baekhyun I am warning you, if you DARE hurt Taeyeon I'm coming after you!!! But I know you wont have the heart to hurt her but still be a good boyfriend towards her. ARRASSO?! To be honest I did cry too, Baekhyun is my EXO-K bias so it did hurt but the main reason why I cried was because of all the hate they received. Just 2 innocent dorky young byungtae people falling in love getting bashed on. In any fandom you enter you promise to support, protect, save and love the idols no? So why are you suddenly turning your backs on them? I don't think Taeyeon should have apologized for dating someone, I don't think people should have been screaming traitor out to Baekhyun. I feel bad for both of them. I feel helpless that I can't do much for them considering I live in Canada and they are all the way in Korea. I wish to jump through my computer screen to go over and hug them...

 

This is the first time I heard about the drug smuggling because I was only introduced to K-pop in July 2010 and back then I only listened to 2NE1 and BigBang's music. I don't understand why the issue would suddenly blow up if the incident happened 4 years ago. Then again I am only 14 years old and I don't think that I am mature enough to understand these types of issues. What I think is that, if she needs the drug then she needs to take it and if she wants to risk smuggling it into the country then that is her choice. I'm worried on what can happen to her if she doesn't take it. Will she have panic attacks? Will she be ok if she doesn't take it? Will she be in more pain? All these types of questions are going through my mind right now. I'm sorry i couldn't protect you against these kinds of things... Now you are looking at your computer crying at all these comments and rumors. I wish I can burn all those things but I don't know how. But I can promise you one thing, and that is that everything will get better one day. With all the that is going on in the world makes some people lose hope but we must all stay strong to keep this world from crumbling. I will always stay by your side till the end, i promise. 

 

 

 


Dear Taeyeon, Baekhyun, Kris and Bom

 

Please baby, don't cry, we are here for you. It hurts to see the tears fall from your face. I will scream so loud that the paparazzi will go away because can't nobody hurt my angels. I promise to love love love you till the world ends. I hate you haters who are hurting you 4 but ignore them, just run and growl into the moonlight under the two moons, just let out the beast inside you because you are human. You make your own choices and you make mistakes along the way. You are not alone, make that great escape and tell me your wish, I will grant anything you wish for because all my love is for you. I love you all the most when your happy and you smile. You taught me what is love when I was feeling lonely and I wish to return that same feeling to you. I will be your tinker bell  and set fire and crush to all those hateful comments and rumors spreading so that you wake up from this virtual dream so that you can be the best that you are and take the world on. To show those haters that you will make history in this world and that you are unstoppable. I'm missing your smile day by day so please smile once again. 

( I'm sorry if this made no sense what so ever....)

 

 

-the_queen_of_spades

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MyMark #1
Chapter 37: Please update soon!!! I just started the story and already finished. Hoping for more!!!
BestfriendsAngelBABY #2
Chapter 35: Please Update Soon Author-nim
xiaohope #3
Chapter 35: Please updte soon
xiaohope #4
Chapter 34: Please update soon
mariamae
#5
Chapter 34: oh my gosh im so happy your back author-nim *throw confetti*
does this mean that your back for good?
im with your on those issue
specially about kris so sad except the dating part. sorry*raise two fingers* peace haha
MingMingMingMinggyu #6
Chapter 32: *sobs* GIKWANG GO KILL YOURSELF!!! I WAS LIKE OH MAYBE HE'S OKAY AND JUST DEALING WITH SOME STUFF WHEN HE WAS AVOIDING HER BUT NOOOOOO HE WAS JUST A JERK AND HE FREAKING UGHHHHHHHHHHHH
inspiritdawn
#7
Yes I like this very much. :D
MingMingMingMinggyu #8
Chapter 30: Wowowowowow U-Kiss DONGHOOO <3 I miss him *sobs* and Xander too omfg haha anyways ZE:A I love them but I hope they lose (SORRY ZE:A U KNOW I LOVE U) and freaking Gikwang agsjdkskns but I kinda wish I knew more about their past together.......... I mean like why can't he just move on and let it go...
afiercesong #9
Chapter 1: Aw. I liked this.