Nightmare

I will protect you

-6 months-

I was walking hand and hand with Gikwang. We were smiling and laughing

" Hey __________" Yoseob came to hug me along with the other guys

" Hey guys" I said smiling

" Hey why did you guys have to come as I was having a good time with _____ie " Gikwang pouted and crossed his arms like a little kid

" haha sorry dongsaeng but I knew ______ longer and I want to have some quality time with my best friend" Doojoon said and wrapped his arms around my shoulder

" No fair I want to spend time with _______ too" Yoseob pouted cutely and hugged me arm

Pretty soon all guys were hugging me

I just laughed and looked over at Gikwang who was glaring at the others

" Hey what part of MY girlfriend don't you guys understand " He sad and pulled me out and back hugged me

" You guys are too funny, I can spend time with all of you.You guys wanna go to the mall or something?" i asked looking at all of them

" sure. Wanna go now before the rush starts " Hyunseung suggested looking at his watch

It was 11am now

" Lets go then" Dongwoon said excitedly and grabbed my arm and ran with me to the bus sop

" HEY DONGWOON COME BACK WITH MY GIRLFRIEND" Gikwang creamed running after us with the other members runing behind him

Dongwoon and I just laughed and we ran faster

That day we went into all the stores in the mall and tried on numerous clothes 

 

-1 year-

" close your eyes Jagiya" Gikwang said and once I closed my eyes he guided me somewhere" Gikwang where are you taking me" I asked feeling uneasy

" Just  trust me where almost there" he said 

After 2 more minutes of walking we were outside I shivered as the cold air hit my bare shoulder and legs

GIkwang hugged me to keep me warm

" Ok now you can open your eyes" he said

When I opened my eyes I was greeted with candles in a heart shape, in the center of those candles was a picnic basket on a pick and red blanket, heart shaped balloons that said 'Happy 1 year Anniversary' and a guitar

I was tearing up I was so touched

" Why are you crying? Do you not like it??? Aw waeee don't cry please" He said panicking 

" No I'm touched that's why I'm crying " I said whipping my tears away

He sighed of relief and kissed my tears away

" Now let's eat and enjoy ourselves tonight" he said when we broke away from each other

I nodded

" Thank-you Gikwang, my one and only love " I said and pecked his cheek

" Hehe anything for my baby " He said and winked

  I blushed

" Happy 1 year anniversary GIkwangie" I said and laid on his lap

" Happy 1 year anniversary baby" He smiled and kissed me

 

-1 year and 3 months-

 

" Hey Jagi do you want to do something today" I asked hugging his arm

" No" he said and started walking to the door

I ran after him

" G-Gikwang what's wrong? Usually you would be all happy and-"

" Oh just shut up already with that. I'm going out with the guys now bye" he said and left my house

"... Gikwang what's wrong with you now. You used to be so happy with me 2 months ago now you can't even stand to see me" I said and started to cry

Only Seohyun and Sulli knew what was going on now not Oppa or my parents they still think I'm in a happy relationship with Gikwang but that is  the complete opposite

 

-1 year and 4 months-

 

" Gikwang can we meet up at the park near my house in a half an hour" I said in a serious tone

GIkwang groaned and said " Fine" Then hung up

I stared at my phone for a while shedding tears

 

I walked to the park and waited

And waited...

And waited...

 

We we're suppose to meet and hour ago so I decided to call him up again

" Yeah" i heard

" Did you forget" I asked in a sad tone

" Urg why do you want to meet up at this hour no anyway it's almost 10 " He whinnied

" It's serious, we have to meet NOW you better be here in 15mins or I'm coming over" I said

" Fine then" he said and hung up 

I looked down at the grass 

" It's for the best "

 

" Ok what do you want" he said as he approached me with arms crossed

I just stared at him with sad eyes 

" well?' he asked 

I looked at my feet and took a deep breath and said " Let's brake up"

I looked back a him he had a shocked look on his face

" _______ no please don't do this to us" he begged and sat on the bench that I was on, grabbing onto my hand

I stood up and pulled m hand away "I'm sorry but it's for the best" I said and turned around going to walk home but he pulled me into a hug

he turned me around and yelled" No ______ please don't. We can work it out. It's been 1 year and 4 months and your just going to throw that all away?!"

I pulled away from him " I love you Gikwang honest but fort he 3 months you have ignored my calls, text, always said you were busy when I wanted to hangout with you, no more hugs or kisses, when I called Dongwoon to ask him where you were one day he said that you leave early and come back late so he thought you were with me the whole day for the past 2 months. Then I called Hyunseung and he thought we broke up by now. Do you know how much that hurts GIkwang? Do you know that every time the phone rang I would jump to see if it was you but ended up being disappointed that it wasn't? I gave your chance but this was the last one you made me sit here for over an hour. You blew it, now we are over" I said and took off our coupe ring and place it in his hand

He laughed " You were just my toy for the past few months it was fun _______ but I'm afraid you can never leave me" he smirked

​Oh no...

" NO GIKWANG GO AWAY PLEASE AHHHHHHHHH" then everthing went black and I woke up in an abandon warehouse

( click here to see what happened in the warehouse if you don't remember from chapter 5)

 

 

 

 

" ________-ah? Jagi! Wake up its just a dream please" I heard Sungyeol's voice 

I open my eyes. I'm in the bedroom. It felt so real...

" yah! " he said snapping me out of my thoughts 

I looked up at him and tears threatened to come out of my eyes

He pulled me into a hug

my tears came down hard

" Me. Gikwang. back in time. Beast a-and" I stared

" shhhhhh it was all a dream I'm here it's ok shhhhh" he soothed me

" b-but"

" Don't just stay quiet " he said softly 

I sat there with Sungyeol comforting me

After a good 15 mins I stopped crying

i was about to fall asleep like I usually do after I cry but Sungyeol tried to keep me awake

" Yah no falling asleep this time we need to talk" he said 

I looked down

" Please tell me what's wrong " he said looking at me concerned 

I told him about my dream, start to finish while sobbing 

" Aw jagi don't worry he's not going to get you back on my watch. You love me not him, don't you?" He asked and looked at me with soft eyes 

i pecked his lips " of course I love you or else you wouldn't be my previous choding boyfriend "

" That's my girl " he smiled and pulled me ino another embrace

" Let's o to sleep now ok"

I nodded and we layer back into the covers and fell asleep in each other's embrace

I love you my Lee Sungyeol  

 

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WOOHOO double update :) Sorry i haven't poosted in a while I didn't have any insparation for this fic in a while. Well i hope you enjoy these 2 chapters^^

 

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MyMark #1
Chapter 37: Please update soon!!! I just started the story and already finished. Hoping for more!!!
BestfriendsAngelBABY #2
Chapter 35: Please Update Soon Author-nim
xiaohope #3
Chapter 35: Please updte soon
xiaohope #4
Chapter 34: Please update soon
mariamae
#5
Chapter 34: oh my gosh im so happy your back author-nim *throw confetti*
does this mean that your back for good?
im with your on those issue
specially about kris so sad except the dating part. sorry*raise two fingers* peace haha
MingMingMingMinggyu #6
Chapter 32: *sobs* GIKWANG GO KILL YOURSELF!!! I WAS LIKE OH MAYBE HE'S OKAY AND JUST DEALING WITH SOME STUFF WHEN HE WAS AVOIDING HER BUT NOOOOOO HE WAS JUST A JERK AND HE FREAKING UGHHHHHHHHHHHH
inspiritdawn
#7
Yes I like this very much. :D
MingMingMingMinggyu #8
Chapter 30: Wowowowowow U-Kiss DONGHOOO <3 I miss him *sobs* and Xander too omfg haha anyways ZE:A I love them but I hope they lose (SORRY ZE:A U KNOW I LOVE U) and freaking Gikwang agsjdkskns but I kinda wish I knew more about their past together.......... I mean like why can't he just move on and let it go...
afiercesong #9
Chapter 1: Aw. I liked this.