Tiffany's POV

It's been two days since the Break up with Taeyeon. 

And it's been two days since I refused to see anyone, . . . . . . . even Siwon. 

I locked myself in my room, hoping and praying that everything is a dream. That the guilt wasn't there, that the pain I inflicted on Taetae was just in my imagination, and that Taeyeon. . . . . . . . . . Taeyeon was here beside me. 

I keep repeating to myself that i'm stupid, dumb, jerk and blind. . . too blind on what I have done to the person who really should have own my heart. 

I was too late. 

I know.

But I wanted to give it a try again.

I want to make it up to Taeyeon. 

I wan't to tell her that even when I was seeing Siwon behind her back,

She was all I thought of.

Even when I kissed him for the first time,

She was all I thought of.

Even when I held his hand and hug him,

She was all I thought of.

Even when I started dreaming of a perfect wedding, 

She was all I thought of.

The month that we were together, 

She was all I thought of. 

Every second.

Every minute.

Every day.

Kim Taeyeon was on my mind. And I can't help but feel that i'am falling for her. 

I tried shaking off this feeling away by spending less time with her and more time with Siwon. 

But she was still the one I thought of....

"Please, give me a last chance to love you again," I said to no one. 

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I went to work the next morning so that I could see Taeyeon and tell her everything. 

Ask her for forgiveness.

Beg her to listen to me.

And make her mine again,

this time free from any devious plans,

free from pretentious acts,

free from all the Lies that I have made.

All we have to do is to  Love each other., without thinking that this is only a game.

* * * * * * * * * * * * *

I entered the office and everyone turned to look at me. 

I was puzzled though, 

all of them has tears in the corner of their eyes,

some were even crying, they were mine and Taeyeon's closest office buddies. 

I was even more curious when all of them were facing Taeyeon's office. 

I slowly made my way there, 1 step at a time.

but before I could enter the room, Sooyoung, Taeyeon's closest friend, dressed in a black polo , which was far from our office uniform, went out of Taeyeon's office, carrying a box with her things on it. 

I looked at her, getting more confused. 

Was Taeyeon really leaving? Oh please, No . . . . .

"S-soo? what's h-happening? W-where's TaeTae?" It almost sounded like a whisper, I was trying to hold back the tears that is threatening to fall any minute. 

She gave me a small smile and held my hand softly, and then she said : "Come with me TIff, I need to show you something." 

She didn't gave me a chance to answer and just pulled me while she carries the other box on her other hand. 

She led me to her car on the parking lot and drove to where ever she was taking me.

* * * * * * * * *

I was asking her a couple of times already as to what was happening and to where we were heading,

but she would just simply give me a weak smile and continue driving.

We were already far from the city, looks like were going to a small town kilometers away from Seoul.

* * * * * * * * *

It was almost noon, 

The road we were taking was so familiar to me. 

I tried recalling bits and bits of my memory, remembering this road and as to where it leads to. 

And then it hit me. 

" This, is where Taeyeon grew up. This is where I first met her." I mumbled softly, shocked as to what I discovered.

I looked at Sooyoung, she, as usual, gave me a weak smile with a small nod.

"But wh----" I didn't finished what I was saying when the car came to a stop, near a Maple Tree. 

The Maple Tree where I met Taeyeon for the first Time.

Sooyoung opened the door for me and walked ahead of me, to the small hill where the Maple Tree was.

My heart was beating fast, I don't know what is happening. I'm afraid. Afraid of what lies behind that Maple Tree.

I took baby steps towards the tree, Sooyoung was already there, looking at something, or someone.

When I came to a stop and stood beside the tree, I saw something 

A new grave with  . . . .. .. . . . . . . . Taeyeon's name on it. 

My whole world came crashing down, 

I met Taeyeon again, but this. . . . .

This is too much. . 

I fell on my knees, I couldn't hold myself any longer. . 

"W-What H-happened?!?" I said, tears uncontrollably falls down my pale cheeks. 

"Brain Cancer. Stage 4." Sooyoung said lifelessly. 

"What? S-since w-whe---"

"Years ago, but she stopped her medication when the doctor told her nothing could be done anymore. She was given a Month and a half to live and she wanted to spend it  . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . with you."

"You mean, that 1 m-month when we w-were t-together? but she seemed fi-----"

"Fine? It's because you didn't pay any closer attention. She was pale, much paler, she had severe headaches, but you weren't there to sooth her, she was skinny, because no matter what she eats, it wouldn't get her anymore nutrition. That was the indication that she was dying, but rather than fighting for her life at the hospital she spent it ,... her last chance on life to love you. I ask her, begged her to go back to the hospital to fight for her life, but she insisted on being with you." Sooyoung was now crying ,trying her best to explain everything to me. 

"She died thinking that you would love her."  my conscience said, and that made me cry more. 

I couldn't stop crying.

All the while Taeyeon, 

Taeyeon was sick,

And I was being a to her.

Why? 

Why do you have to take her? 

You could have taken me istead.

Why God? 

Why?!

Ah. Then I realized.

This is the punishment I had to face.

Taeyeon's death was. 

"I couldn't have my Last Chance to Love you." I said as I carress Taeyeon's tomb, letting my tears fall freely on her resting place.

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how was it? should i write an epilouge? 

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