A doctor came into my room and approach Jessica and Yuri-ssi. Why is he here ?

 - We're sorry we can't save her...

I know i'm mean to you but don't worry, she'll be fine someday..!?

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Taeyeon POV

 

- We're sorry we couldn't save her...

- YOU COULDN'T SAVE HER ??? WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU ? ARE YOU A REAL DOCTOR ???? I was very upset to him but inside, i feel like i want to cry as a baby TT.TT

- I didn't finish my sentence yet, and YES i'm a doctor. So I was saying that we couldn't save her FROM BLINDNESS !! Suddenly I felt relieved to know that she didn't die.

- She's blind now ? Is she alright after this ? 

- Don't worry cousin, my sister will be fine but she needs to rest for the whole month here.

- You're her brother ? I didn't know Chaerin-ah has a brother ?

- She don't know either. She don't know I'm her brother because I had a fight with my parents the day of her birth and after I left the house and my sister too. I feel guilty for leaving her like this and for living a hell since that. 

Chaerin has a brother ? It explain why he seemed so familiar to me , but why can't I remember her,Chaerin, WHY ?

- Will you tell her that you're her brother ? If you don't then I'll do it ! Where is she now, I need to see her , she may answer all my troubles and questions.

- She's not awake yet and her state is stable but still a little weak. She'll wake up tomorrow if all is fine ! 

- I don't car, I'll go see her now even if she's ont awake, I want to be by her side just to look at her if I remember her !

- Good idea, follow me i'll show you her room . You too Yuri, you're the most close with her since THAT , I think she would like to see you first .

- Can I come too ? I want to see if she's fine now ?

- Yeah~ , why not ? You're Jessica right  ? CL always talk about you , how mean you are with her *laugh* ! I'm Choi Seung Hyeon.

- CL ? Is that the surname you gave to her ? It's pretty ! 

- Uhmm...ye-yeah ! Follow me , I'll guide you to her private room.

Private room, is she a V.I.P. here ? Why don't get I a private room for me too ? *pouts*

- A PRIVATE ROOM ??? 

- Yeah , she come here often for her disease, she has a really rare and hard asthma if she don't come to her check up every month she can die. So now she has her own room with all her drawings

- You keep all of them ?

- She draws ???? O.O

- Yes and she's a genius in painting and drawing ! But she doesn't show her painting to anyone except Yuri and me.

- Yeah, she can even sale them for a lot of money ! She's very talented but did you keep this portrait ?

- Yes, but she doesn't want to see it ! It's amazing how this person looks like an angel... Now that I think of it , Taeyeon you look like that painting, that angel... I'm maybe wrong but you'll see this portrait one day if she really trust you hard ! 

I'm TOTALLY confused now... Did she paint me as an angel ? The doctor stop us in front of a room called "CL" , yeah her brother surname her like that.. Cute ! Ehhh???? What I am saying ??? Stay calm Tae, stay calm...

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In the room "CL"

 

I slowly push the door and finally come in her room. There were a lot of drawings and paintings all over the walls . And there, on the bed, she's sleeping. This is it, I RECOGNIZE HER !!!!!!!

I sat down on the chair near her bed and watching her sleeping.

- We'll leave now, you can stay here if you want but don't forget to take your medicine .

- Yeah, thanks. I'll watch her now.  They already left the room. I take her hands in mine and decided to leave. But before I could do anything, I felt her hand move. SHE'S WAKING UP !!!

 

- Who's here ?

- It's me.

- FUNNY ! I can't see, I'm blind, so who are you and why are you here ?

- I'm Taeyeon. 

Suddenly, he eyes grew bigger, she froze in place .

- K-Kim Tae-Taeyeon ?

- Yes.

- Leave.

- Uhhh ???

- Leave this room and leave me alone, I shouldn't be weak, I shouldn't be there. Can you please help me to stand up and leave please ?

- NO , the doctor said you need someone and stay for a month there.

- Call Yuri please.

Why is she crying now ? Why do I want to hug her ?

- Okay, but only if you let me hug you

- BWOOOH ??? No way , you can't hug me, I'll fall for you again if you do it and I don't want to get hurt anymore so please don't do it.

She stand up but fall on her knees. Normal since she's still weak because of the operation. I quickly catch her and took her in my embrace. I'm hugging her, why do I feel so good now ? WHY?

- LEAVE ! LEAVE ME PLEASE ! but, just for a goodbye, can you please k-ki-kiss me on my cheeks ?

- Uh ??? Who said i'll leave you ?

- It's not you who is leaving but me , and sorry for my request, It's okay if you don'- Before she could says anything I was kissing her... on her lips. WAIT ? ON HER LIPS ? WHY AM I DOING THIS?????????? 

She stayed a little bit shocked with the sudden action but she finnaly responded to my kiss and I FEEL SO RIGHT , SO GOOD, I want to kiss her more... but before I could even deepen the kiss , she pulled away and ran out of me.

- See you in heaven.  It was the last thing she said before going out of her room.

- Waiiiit , I'M SORRY, don't leave me ... not again.  I searched for her in the whole floor , I finnaly decided to give up and rest on the roof of the hospital. I was now on the roof , I was going to sit but I heard a sobbing sound , I quickly turned to find Chaerin, in front of me, crying all her heart...Why am I hurt too see her crying. She stood up and walked to the edge of the roof. 

- Goodbye Tae-tae. She was going to sit but I manage to catch her , don't ask me how because I don't know either, and hug her immediatly. 

- I said that I won't left but I didn't say that you can go. How a blind person like you can go to the roof. You wanted to watch the sunset ?

- Are you mocking me now , first you kiss me then you hug me and now you're saying that you want me to stay ? 

I don't know what to say, I'll just leave tomorrow, I can't "see" you again, not after what I did to you, didn't you read the letter ? 

- Yes and even if I have amnesia my heart beats for you , I think I like you but I don't remember you neither why I like you but my heart say it.

- DON'T SAY THAHT, YOU'RE wrong, you don't like me, you're just happy because you remember me nothing else, please don't say that. And she ran away from me, again, I let her go until I remember that she's blind, I ran to her but when I wanted to catch her, I slipped and pushed her in the stairs -I didn't do it on purpose- . Now seh is falling down the stairs and I'm watching her, I just couldn't do anything. She stops downstairs and was bleeding seriously from her head...

 

 

- DOCTOR , A DOCTOR PLEASE, HELP ME !!!!!!!!!

 

 

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I'm sorry , this chapter is so sad but the next will be a happy chapter so don't worry. Will Chaerin still be alive......................................................................................Y.E.S ! 

Thanks for reading and see you maybe tomorrow !