愛せない 愛したい – TVXQ – 05:51
JongKey/OnKey (one-sided) | 181 words

Kibum smiled as Jonghyun practically fell into the small café, his hair still an array of neat spikes, even in the unruly weather conditions.

“Hi there.” Kibum said amusement in his voice, to which Jonghyun snickered and placed a sloppy kiss onto Kibum’s defined cheeks.

Jinki squirmed in his seat, a feeling that reminded him of sickness running through his body at the sight. Jonghyun was his best friend and Kibum was, was well – he wasn’t sure what Kibum was to him other than his best friend’s boyfriend. He did know that he was a bad person for falling in love with him though and he watched as the loving couple giggled all over each other, and he felt ashamed at his thoughts. He felt so disgusting for placing himself in Jonghyun’s place, for wanting what was not his to want.

And when Kibum’s eyes flickered over to him, his heart throbbed painfully in his chest.

“Are you okay, Jinki?” Kibum’s gentle voice asked; genuine concern on his features.

“Yeah.” Jinki laughed a fake laugh that ripped his heart open even more.