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6 month had passed
the doctor said the tumor grow worst faster
eventhough they've tried their best
they say i can't survive long..
and i don't dare to tell taemin...
from the day and taemin know i  have tumor in my brain... the nurse that i usually talk to tell me that he come to the hospital everyday.. if i'm asleep he'll look at me through the window...even if he knows it's not a visit time he'll beg this nurse to let him look at me..

once i ask him why he do it.. he say he's too afraid if i leave him suddenly
yesterday, he took a mini toy piano & play my favourite song.. river flows in you by yiruma

days passed quickly... i get worst and worst....
the doctor say that i dont really have many times left...
one afternoon, taemin come to visit me

"taemin ah~ i want to go to the one tree meadow" i try my best to speak clearly
he smile
"i think you're not allowed to go.." he my hair? no i'm bald now... he my head gently

"i have no more hair now... you can't it now..." i force myself a smile
he dont say anything

"c'mon.. i really want to go there.." i hold his warm hand

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we sit under the tree... i lay my head on his shoulder he put his arm around me.. probably to make me feel warmer

i feel very comfortable...  i feel a bit sleepy...  i close my eyes

"hwa-ah~ don't leave without my permission ok?"
i open my eyes to reply him.. but, what i saw is taemin hugging my body

I'M DEAD

"hwa-ah~ answer me.." he shoke my body slowly..
"taemin! i'm here!" i try to talk to him...
but it's useless i'm gone.. i can't answer him again..

"hwa ah!!!!!!!~~~~" he hugged my body tight and cry..
i never saw him like that..

my tears fall
"taemin.. don't cry..don't cry... " i say even if i know he can't hear me

he cry harder and keep calling my name

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today is my funeral my body's in a coffin wearing a white dress....
taemin walk towards my coffin..taking a bouquet of white roses...
 he kneel down infront of my coffin... i stand beside him... as a spirit

he cried.. his eyes were red..
"yu hwa... i can't believe this happen so fast.... we even promised to marry.. but now, you left me all alone.. " his tears fall to my coffin
" let me be with you one second... only one second... " he continue

he pull out a single rose from the bouquet...
"99 roses for you hwa.." he say as he walk to the piano..holding a single rose
"komap taemin~" i say as i walk beside him

"yu hwa?" he look around

oops he heard what i say..
i remain silent

"yu hwa.. listen.. i'll play your favourite song.. " i nodded , sit beside him and tear...

when he started to play.. i cry even harder.. i don't want to go.. i want to be with him..

his tears fall again
"uljimayo taemin ah.. uljimayo...." i say.. i dont care he can hear me or not..

he nodded... and wipe his tear..

after a while... they carry my coffin out from the church and walk to the graveyard
i know when the time they buried my coffin... i'll go.. forever..
i stand beside taemin looking down as they buried my coffin.. i cry.. or i can say we both cry..

"yu hwa let's meet again next time.. i love you.. i love you...don't forget me" taemin keep saying that sentence again and again

they start to buried the coffin with soil.. i look at taemin.. mom and dad...
my feet start to dissapear,my tights, my hands..

"taemin saranghae..." i whisper to his ear

he hold his necklace tight and tear harder..

the end............

author's pov
from that time, taemin try to smile his best even if she want to cry.. wherever he goes.. he will bring the ring in his pocket... and if he remember yu hwa.. he'll hold it tightly and cry...inside his heart.. eventhough he's smiling outside..



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thank you for reading....

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