Bless Me For I Have Sinned

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Jong In fell in love with Kyungsoo but Kyungsoo isn't sure of his feelings.

He had come up to a decision, that both of them would get hurt.

 

Both of their lives would change.

 

Both of their hopes would differ.

 

Both of their hearts would crash.

 

And both of their souls would be rip.

 

 

 

 

Foreword

 

"Everybody's journey is individual. If you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with a boy..."

 

James Baldwin says.

 

 

 

And so Kyungsoo was, he had chosen the path less taken by a lot of people but neither him the Righteous one and the him the Emotional one could decide for his life.

 

He is torn between two decision he couldn't take for granted.

 

He has to compromise but he can't.

 

 

 

 

Kim Jong In, the broken one.

For him, world is a rotten place that is full of hypocrites but, Kyungsoo revived his hope that the world isn't that bad after all.

 

But what would he do, if his only hope loses hope for the both of them?

 

Could he fix his self without Kyungsoo by his side? or,

 

Will he self destruct?

 

 

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

This fic might contain religious sensitivity.

The topic will be handled with care.

Pictures and names used aren't my property.

This is purely, fruit of my imagination.

Updates would took long but I am starting my draft now.

Any concerns, just PM me.

It wouldn't contain so don't expect hot scenes but KaiSoo moments will be enough.

First Rated M ff so please bear with me.

Thanks.

 

 

please do check my other fic...

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/520877

 

 

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XiaoYuHan #1
Chapter 1: Wow! Such heart-breaking story. I cried dramatically in the end. Thank you author.
IMissYouuuu #2
Chapter 2: Natatawa ako na nalulungkot kasi mas naiiyak na ako sa mga stories kesa sa mga usual tragic stories. <//3
DO_squishy_SOO94 #3
Chapter 1: Woah...this story really makes me think deeply...*speechless*
ErryBerry04
#4
Chapter 1: this is the saddest story that i read! nice story author-nim, it makes me cry T____T
uikaxxlockheart
#5
Chapter 1: authornim, here's your review:

http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/637627
lympoun
#6
Chapter 1: omg. i can't anymore. this is probably the saddest thing i've ever read. ;-;
RiCa1826 #7
UNNIE POST MO ITEI SA LJ PLEASE? PLEASE? T.T
RiCa1826 #8
Chapter 1: UNNIE. WHY? WHY. WHY!? T___T

I teared up so early in the morning. I-- JUST WHY!? T___T /sobs in the corner </////3
imrslau #9
Chapter 1: "Hyung could you just leave something a bit of you to me?Ill die without you.You are my everything"
NOOOOOOOOOOOO ;;
"Jongin stand up,you are still you without me,and I am still me without you.Lets try to live without us"
-ugly sobbing at "live without us"-

"At the top of it,he discovered he has cancer of the liver--stage 3"
WHY DOES HE ALWAYS HAVE TO DIE?!KILL SHIWON INSTEAD PLEASE ;;

-quotes the whole letter-
I.DO.NOT.WANT.TO.CRY.I.WILL.NOT.CRY.LORD.PLEASE.DONT.MAKE.ME.CRY.
oh but I cried again ;;
this is wonderful I love you for this ;;
A few grammar errors here and there (And I will be more than hapoy to beta this.lol)but the plot was faaaaaab and yeah I kind of quoted tje whole story and Im lame I know Im sorry ;;
I love you <3
see you on 18 so I can worship you
-okay done bye-
imrslau #10
Chapter 1: "Wherever he goes I go,wherever I go,he goes"
ATE CLENG SRSLY WHY DO WE HAVE TO DO ALL THIS DRAMA?!WHY I--/stabs myself
"I wont.If I let go of you,youll just run away and leave me"
WHY WHY CANT WE UNDERSTANDDDDD this stings.Makes my eyes hurt ;;
"Wishing at the first place...he wish hadnt fallen for him"
Wrong grammar ng slight pero--KYUNGSOO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO UPRIGHT YOURE MAKING ME CRY ;;
"I wont get tired in telling you how much I love you.I love you hyung"
Clingy!Jongin I-- /weeps with an ice cream in a corner

and wow love-hate relationship with jjong here...rawr.

"I thought we promised wherever you go I go;whwrever I go you go,Hyung dont you love me?Why are you neglecting me this way?"
Ate Cleng dont you love me?Why are you hurting me this way I-- </3

"Wrong?When was loving became so wrong?Everything is perfect to you hyung.Why this?How can you say that the perfect love I have for you is perfectly wrong?"
WHY DO YOU KEEP ON HURTING PEOPLE KYUNGSOO WHY--I--/hugs jongin.
This is too much.
"Shut up hyung,Shut up.I ddont in care about your morals.All I need is you"
/sighs in eternal misery
"How could you make me whole again to break me once again?How could you put back the pieces of me when in the end you are just going to take the pieces away"
I--/creys
"How could you make me feel loved when in
the end youre just going to take that love away from me?!"
hsjxiksjdksjdkiskdjdi ;;

-wait,part 2 coming shortly-