To those who didn’t know my story, don’t bother yourself to read about my boring story, let me kindly sum it up for you.

I had a crush on Kim Heechul, before he even become a member of Super Junior on the first day I met him which is at a coffee shop when I was doing a part time job. After that, I had literally chased him for almost six years. Within the six years, I had to endure with his mean remarks and cold attitude towards me. But I was too foolish to really care about it. Until…

In 2011, MBC We Got Married had paired me up with Super Junior Choi Siwon. Not to sound conceited or anything but Siwon oppa had fallen in love with me. Meanwhile, as I had stopped chasing Heechul oppa because of my very tight schedule (City Hunter, Chinese comeback, WGM) only then he had started acting weird. It turned out that he actually had liked me for a while but he didn’t want to strain his friendship with my oppa, Yunho who was one of his best friends. As you guys had known, Heechul oppa treated his girlfriend really bad. He’s awkward. He didn’t know how to show his affection.

After a while of confusing actions, attacks from the anti-fans, kiss here and there, we were finally together. We were officially a couple on June 11, 2011, after our performance in SM Town in Paris. Romantic, isn’t it?

But it seems like our relationship won’t really last.

It has been more than a year and we fight frequently. Our relationship has become strained ever since he joined the army. Both of us were too busy and it seemed like I was the only one who wanted to keep this.

Sigh. What a life. I actually wonder what I have ever done for me to be condemned like this. Don’t say I’m a drama queen, I only want to love and be loved, but it looks like for this story, I have to suffer too.