Reality

Description

Had a KaiSoo feels attack so I wrote this short one-shot on an iPod. Enjoy.

 

Credit to h a n e u l graphics layout for the amazing poster.

 

Foreword

The raven haired boy extends his hand and I hesitantly place mine in his, slightly afraid that if I dare to touch him he won't really be there, like he's just a figment of my imagination. This all feels like a dream but he's really here sitting next to me and it's unbelievable. In the back of my mind, my conscience is screaming at me to let go of his hand and not trust him again but I automatically spurn that thought as he gently tugs on my arm, urging me to sit in his lap.

As I do so and get comforatble with my back against his chest I feel him sigh with satisfaction, but I don't hear anything. With slightly furrowed eyebrows I suddenly feel relaxed in his presence, his arms oh-so-carefully wrapped around my waist trapping me in his warming embrace.

It has always been like this. We hold each other as if it were our last moment, and if we let go, either of us will disappear. With that thought, I never wanted to.

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Titania_42 #1
Chapter 1: Jerk. I can't believe I read this.
Told you I'm senitive. I teared up ><
myna92
#2
Chapter 1: omg!! this is *sob* iam so *crying*... huwa.... so real!..!!!
YellowGoyangi
#3
Chapter 1: THIS IS SO SAD!!
But so perfectly written T.T
Omfg I love this.
My new favorite Kaisoo oneshot~
lizryan #4
Chapter 1: THIS IS JUST SO PERFECTLY WRITTEN.
I really really love the way you describe how he was feeling inside.
I certainly know where it was heading but being the in denial me, i refuse to believe it.
But then yeah, reality hurts huh? /sigh
I feel so so bad for my baby soo.

This just made me sad.
But don't get me wrong, I love it!
I really really do ♥
Great work dear!
Blinkeu_21
#5
Chapter 1: thank u for sharing
allikay
#6
Chapter 1: WE ARE ALL IN DENIAL
im sad now
HEART BREAKING
okay i am going to explain everything i felt

As it began and you described all their actions and all, i was debating since the foreword whether this was real or not. A fluffy cloud embraced my mind as i read, and i experienced calm ,yet still with the ponderings of the real version of their situation.
As you changed pov and wrote about the doctors, i mentally praised myself (this is true lol) because i had come to that possible solution. Not that he was a mental patient, but that he was mental at all. And the sensation i earlied had, disappeared and was replaced with a coldness and a reality. It made me really anxious! D:
But then you went back to kyungsoo's pov and my mind once again found calm. Until this came "...grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me off the bed." BAAM REALITY!

I guess that i myself also want to rely on illusions, somehow e.e
Awesome work! :')