Song Janna
His Side of the Story
“I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another man. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.”
― Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun
So here's a oneshot for jerbie18, well I'm going to make it into a short story. I'm sorry, my Joonmyun feels..
hope you like it <3
Inspired by JYJ's In Heaven and Nell's The Day Before
*Chapter point of view is by Suho in case you get confused.
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February 21st.
Year 2012.
Tuesday.
1:43 P.M.
The day of our fourth anniversay.
Yes. You read right.
Me and Janna are now dating for four years.
Janna and I started dating four years ago to this day.
I was so happy and I still am.
I'm planning to propose to her today.
Later this evening.
I already told her we would eat dinner at our favorite restaurant.
I gave her an outfit she could wear so she won't have a dillema today, I just want this day to be happy for her, with no worries.
I already bought an engagement ring. An opal ring. Diamonds are to common and opals used as engagement rings are unique, just like her.
I wasn't sure at first if I would propose to her.
But then I thought, four years Joonmyun, that's how long you've loved each other.
You've already graduated, you and Janna have stable jobs.
You're a journalist and she's an editor.
Song Janna, she's your everything.
So I agreed with myself. Oh my that sounds so weird. if Janna were to find out I was talking myself into---
Oh sorry.
Where was I?
Oh yes.
Song Janna.
The girl of my dreams that became reality.
I love her so much.
Let me tell you more about her.
Song Janna.
22.
Born on May 14, 1990.
Editing Assistant at a local newspaper.
In a stable relationship.
Has a beautiful family with a caring mother and a loving father, two brothers named Jisun and Taekyung.
I already met them. They were so kind to me. I met them on the third day of our relationship, I didn't want to keep secrets from her family. She did otherwise for mine.
I met her bestfriend long before that and I asked him if it was okay if I courted his bestfriend.
He said it was okay.
I was so happy.
Luhan approved of us, the hardest critict, the bestfriend.
I asked him the day before I asked her.
She said yes.
I was so happy.
And now I get to ask her if she would like to be by my side,
today and forever.
I hope she says yes.
i hope it sounds just like the 'yes' she gave me four years ago.
She had that smile on that I love so much.
She was so happy.
And I could see that happening on our wedding day.
I could make her happy.
today and forever.
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