song: Going to You - Yoon Jong Shin (With Kim Bum Soo) (i don't really like the song...but this is to be connected with next chapter's song n events in the chapters. so...xD)       Believe me, more than anything, I want to go to you. My feet just wouldn't let me.               "Yah! Heechul-ah! Why didn't you answer your phonecall?!"   "Well, am I not answering it, right now? Why? What happened?" The urgency in her voice suddenly alarmed him.   "Hospital! Come quickly. Chulhee, she~"   And that was all he needed to hear before he turned off the call and stormed to the hospital without even changing clothes or taking off his wig.     When he reached the children's ward where she's staying, her bed was empty, and his heart thumped harder. Noeul sounded frantic in her phonecall. Sure, he didn't answer a call when he was talking to the supposedly rich mama's boy just now. But it was an unknown number. How would he know it's about Chulhee? She was supposed to be alright, wasn't she?     "Where...Chulhee? Where is Jung Chulhee?!" He frantically asked the nurse at the children floor's information counter, who eyed him suspiciously.   "Uhh, you are?"   'Crap. I forgot to change.'   "Her...relative. Where is she?" He suddenly became self conscious of his feminized voice. Somehow it felt like the medicine he took for the voice was slowly losing effects. It's been a few hours since he drank the substance so the effects were bound to be worn off at any moment now.   Thus, he felt thankful that the nurse simply showed him a direction to follow instead of asking more questions. Though he would be angry if the nurse treated other strangers with the same carelessness.   He went inside a room that he never noticed before and roughly pushed open the door to a darkened room. Before he could find any switches, the lights went on.   "Surprise!!!"   '.'   .   What's this supposed to be about?'     But whatever it is, he knew it's bad, the word surprise. He always knew he hated surprise for a good reason.   "Op...opp...pa?" He wondered why Chulhee seemed so shocked though. What was so wrong about...   Oh, he knew what. And he wasn't the only one. Noeul swooped in and turned his body to face back to the door where he came in instead of inside the room where his clueless innocent little sister was waiting for him. Him, not her.   "Uhh, hahaha. Sorry Miss, I think you got the wrong place" Noeul tried to push him out of the door, with the cringeworthy lie attempt.    "Op...pa? Why are you wearing dress and long hair?" The sweet, small voice innocently questioned.   He sighed. Of course Chulhee would know it was him. Who were they trying to kidding? This is no ordinary ten year-old kid. It's the kid he raised like his own child, the kid who probably knew him more than she knew her ownself. How was she supposed to not notice him even with the horrendous disguise?   He turned himself back to face her with an awkward smile, despite Noeul's effort to salvage the situation. He knew she wouldn't succeed.   "Ac...Actually it was unnie's fault. He lost a bet, and unnie made him wear this as punishment. But I didn't know he would really carry out the punishment. Yup. Please punish me, young lady for embarrassing your oppa." She pouted with her best exaggerated sad face and surrendered herself in front of Chulhee, making Heechul smiled bitterly to himself at her quick thinking to help him. He didn't consider her angel for nothing.    "Really? Wow...Oppa would never let anyone make him wear like this. He must really like you that much, Unnie."   Heechul froze in shock. Did little Chulhee knew something he never told anyone? Nobody's supposed to know. Not even her.   "Y...yeah, of course he does. I've never met anyone who disliked me yet, muhahahah."   It was good Noeul was so dense to brush it off like that. Or was she really dense. He mentally slapped himself. Why should it matter? It's not like he would dare to take any chances if even there's any. He's dirt poor to even manage his own life. He couldn't afford to destroy her future. His angel.   "So, oppa, how should we punish Noeul unnie?"   "Hu...huh...p...punish?" 'Crap. What am I going to say? That she should be punished for covering up for me?'   "Wait. Let me go change this fugly girl things first and then I'll be back with the punishment." he winked at both girls, making both squealed before exiting the room in diva-style walk.   "So, Unnie, what do you think of Oppa? Do you like him too?"   "Huh?" Her eyes widened at the small girl's question.           "Oh, Siwan-ah, come join us. Yah, it's so fun. I haven't played this for sometime already."   "It's...it's alright, Halmoni. I'm tired. I want to go sleep." He dismissed himself. "Please carry on and have fun, everyone. I'm sorry. I'm going in." He bowed with a pleasant smile he didn't meant towards all the elderly; his own grandmother and a couple he had never met all his life but could easily guessed who they were. A young lady seated near them at the boardgame table smirked towards him. He coul