Feeling

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~PLEASE READ~  if you want to comment on this story PLEASE can you not use God's name to do so.  Jesus, God, Christ, Lord are all titles of the true God and please do not use them wrongly on my fanfic.  thank you all!   

What would you do if the only sun in your life dropped (literally) from your life, never to rise again?  what if the only other person in your life who gives you a reason to live is no longer there for you?  what if the only person who trusts you enough to tell you their life is no longer there to make you feel trusted?  what if your best friend drops out of your life forever?  how would you deal with it?  How would BigBang deal with it?

Foreword

first ever BigBang fanfic about all of BigBang... minus one.  I wrote this story while I had no internet for three months and I really loved being able to live with them and try and replicate their personalities and what I think they're really like. WARNING:  the whole story is SAD!!  I wrote this instead of feeling homesick kkkkk.  I've used some real stuff but it's not in the right time frame or anything; I am Christian and this story is written from a christian point of view. if anything written in here offends anybody well... I'm sorry.  I'm also sorry for the way I've undoubtedly mangled Korean in here.  My knowledge of Korean is pretty pathetic.  mmmm, can't think of anything else.  OH, for those people who know English as a second language, you may need a dictionary for some words >_<.  I'm kind of obsessed (Well I think passionate is a nicer word) about using descriptive English words, which means most of my friends don't have a clue what I'm saying most of the time.  so sorry! :D

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giie_13
#1
Chapter 41: HI YOU!!!
How are you?? How is live? I have already replied at FB...hope to hear from you soon ^^,

Is this near the end? Fiuh!! Kekekeke,,kidding. I hope you'll write another after this one. And once again thank you...I cried last night when I read this chappie.
ILT-DK #2
Chapter 3: The way you described the situation on the YG roof…I got goosebumps reading it and kept repeating in my head “no no NO! Not that…please anything but that!”
I´m going to need a 5minutes break before reading the next chapters…
choiandlee #3
Chapter 7: “I don’t put up with you.  You trust me and that’s an honour.  You’re my hyung and I’m grateful you trust me.  Music is one reason to live and it’s one of my reasons but when a real live person needs you, that’s an even better reason to live.  You give me that.  And I’ll always feel honoured to have your trust.”  

oh god.
giie_13
#4
Chapter 40: Wow...it just wow. I'm not crying this time but definitely heartbreaking, for Bom. How come does he take the other grief but not Bom?

I'd love to read bout little Seunghyun because it's hard for me to imagine. It's quite easy to picture TOP and Jiyong being all miserable coz the lost of Youngbae, but it's hard for Seungri...I wonder why,,,

I really love Ringa Linga <3 but I'm not sure bout Doom Dada...have to listen more. Ah "Missing You"!!! I really looking forward for that song...I love their Falling In Love and Do You Love Me, hope this one even better ^.^
chocolakay #5
Chapter 40: three chap in a roll and i am agree with you. not litterally sick with this story, no but they have to move on.

the way you describe the emotions is so real, and so touching. i am not discouraging you to write. sorry but yeah, time passed and we need to move on right?

i want some daragon here!
until_whenever #6
Chapter 39: omg this is so heartbreaking..thank you for update, i love your story..
Strawberry1299 #7
Chapter 39: asfdljkgadflskaj
Dae~ T.T so sad..

(I find it amazing how well you can portray his dream CX Beautiful writing!!)