BATTLE OF THE VISUALS: SANDARA PARK VS KIM JAEJOONG

Kpop fandom went totally upside down when 2ne1's Sandara Park and JYJ's Kim Jaejoong posted a picture in twitter accusing each other of cheating in a Wii game.

In the picture, contrary to 2ne1's fierce image, Sandara is wearing a girly outfit enhancing her superior appearance. Netizens praised Sandara for her youthful look despite almost being 30. Her flawless skin, gorgeous face and beautiful smile made the hearts of her fans flutter.

Meanwhile, Kim Jaejoong is looking like a true to life prince with his chic fashion.  His flawless face and handsome features surely made every fangirls went to heaven.

It was reaveled that 2ne1 and JYJ will endorse Wii together. Sandara and Jaejoong will formally kick start their campaign followed by the other members in the future. Please look forward to their upcoming TVCF which will be revealed soon.

Check out the hot reactions of the netizens to their tweets.

[+3564  -26] Jaejoong oppa is my bias and I am very particular with the girls who are working with him. I don't want some irrelevant and flirty female idols being associated with him. But with Sandara Park, I have no objections at all. Sandara is one of the few female idols who is naturally beautiful and with nice personality. I hope they become good friends.

[+3013 -14] Are these two human? I had goosebumps while looking at their photos. How can a mere mortal be as beautiful as them? I've checked their pictures years ago and they never change. I think they are vampire. I will call them vampire couple starting today.

[+2458 -36] Wii is lucky to have these two as their endorser especially Sandara Park. They go out of their way to promote the product. I'm sure it will be sold out. PR Director Sandara Park daebak!!

[+1475 -103] Are these two dating? I've read a fan account before that they saw them in a cafe. If it is true, they will be the most superior visual couple.

“Woo woo woo, Vampire couple...say what? Junsu was teasing Jae after reading the article.

They can't still get over the fact that Jae has finally meet the “Sandara  Park” personally. They have been aware of Jae having a crush on Sandara ever since they saw her on Gummy Noona's music video. Jae has been bugging Top to introduce him to Dara but he will just tell Jae to leave Dara alone. Top has hinted that Dara is no longer available but that didn’t stop Jae from admiring Dara. His feelings over Dara intensified when the girls have 2ne1 TV. Dara noona's personality is just so adorable. You can really tell that if you're with her, there will be no boring moments.

“So what can you say about Dara noona Hyung? Yoochun look at Jae like a giddy fangirl. It’s been a while since they saw Jae this happy. And seeing him this happy, they can't help but feel happy for him too. He noticed how Jae's cheeks blush a little with just the mention of Dara noona's name.

“She's actually very nice. Top was right all along, she tends to be awkward with the new people she meet, but if you get to know her more she will show you her bright personality. I'm very lucky we hit it off like a long lost friend even if we just meet that day.” a faint smile appeared on Jae's handsome face as he recalled his first encounter with Dara.

He was called at C-Jes office for a meeting regarding his new endorsement. They have been endorsing Wii since 2012, and he was informed that for this campaign, the company decided that he will be working with a female idol. He secretly wishes for the female idol to be Dara but with the concept of the CF he is sure it will never be her. Their group doesn't conform to the typical cutesy and girly concept of girl groups. 2Ne1 is all about being fierce, badass and cool. 2Ne1 is all about women empowerment.

“Who will be the female idol that I will be working with? I asked my manager out of curiosity.

“Hmmm, it's a secret for now Jae. All I can say is that you will surely enjoy working with her.” My manager gave me a teasing look.

“Only if she's Sandara Park.” I told my manager before turning my attention to the script.

“Be careful what you wish for Jae.” I don't know what's so funny with what he said because he was laughing so loud. Maybe he was just teasing me.

I have been very vocal of my admiration towards Sandara to the people I am close with. The last time I've seen her was during MAMA 2009 when they handed our trophy. Although my mind was in chaos because of our problem with SM, that didn't stop me from taking glances of her. My eyes were automatically drawn on her.  I've watched the Fan cam of that moment and I got giddy when I saw that from the camera angle, it looks like we are standing next to each other.

When I arrived in the shooting location, I was informed that my partner is already in her dressing room. We were not able to introduce to each other formally yet so I have no idea who she is. At the back of my mind, I was still hoping that it would be Dara. The production assistant came inside my dressing room telling me that we're about to start shooting. When I step out of my dressing room, I saw someone step out of the other room too. I turn to look at her same time she turns to look at me. Imagine the shock I felt that moment when I saw Sandara Park right before my very eyes.

She has always that power over me. Even if I was just looking at her pictures, my heart would be thumping so fast. When I am watching her fan cams especially those uploaded by OMG Sandar, my heart squeezed with delicious feels. Every time she looks at the camera and smile and wave to the fans, I felt like I am the one she was looking at and smiling at. Every move, every step, everything about her is just perfect it’s creeping me out sometime. I'm afraid how Sandara, a girl who doesn't even know me personally can make my heart beat so fast.

I saw her standing in front of me and just like me; she seems surprised seeing me here. We smiled awkwardly at each. I can feel that she is trying to be not awkward beside me so being a gentleman, I introduce myself to her. She also did the same and she even congratulated me on our successful concert in Japan. I guess this is the moment that I have been waiting for. I decided to thank her for attending our concert.

I saw her bit her lips and shyly smiled at me. It took all my will power not to grab her and kiss her right at that moment for all the people to see. Doesn't she know the effect she has on the people around her? She has always been pretty despite of the hideous hairstyle that they style her but today she just look so  glorious. I remember how people are saying that people who have beautiful soul gives off a certain glow. Looking at Dara right now, I can tell that she is not only beautiful outside but more so inside.

After talking with each other for some time, our relationship became less awkward. I love how she shares her ideas in our shooting. She is not only beautiful but intelligent as well. Her passion towards her craft is very admirable. I also noticed how despite being serious on her work, she can still find something to smile about. When people around us became moody, I noticed how she would effortlessly crack a joke making everyone laugh and happy. This girl, you can't find her anywhere. Sandara Park, a girl with beauty, brains, good personality and most of all a girl with a beautiful heart. This girl is one of a kind. Now that I was given the chance to be friends with her, I will do my best to nurture and treasure that friendship.  Deep in my heart I know that I want to be more than friends to her. But for now, let me enjoy this new found friendship and let's see where this will take us both.

A light slap on my face awakened me from my reminiscing.

“Aigo, hyung you really got it bad huh!” Junsu was laughing at my startled face. I saw Yoochun patting his stomach while laughing.

“This is the first time I saw Hyung blush...is it goin to be the end of the world?”Yoochun added.

“You!! I pointed at them while trying to threaten them.

“You are not going to eat dinner with me tonight. Get out of my place right now.” I was trying to get rid of them. How dare this two make fun of my feelings? Just wait until you meet the girl who will make you feel what I'm feeling right now. I will definitely enjoy my time laughing at you.

“Heol, we will tweet Dara noona that you are mistreating us. I heard that I am her bias in DBSK before.” Junsu retorted. How dare this boy threaten me and how dare he say he is Dara's ideal type.

“Dream on Junsu! Last time I check Dara's ideal type is a flower boy. And who among us is the flower boy?” I am starting to get annoyed with this two, really.

“Dream on flower boy! Well last time I check Dara noona's ultimate ideal type is the godly “Won Bin.”

Beat that flower boy.” I saw Yoochun and Junsu high five each other while laughing out loud. Okay, okay that does it. I grab their collars and pull them towards my door. I opened the door and push them outside. I can still hear their irritating laugh; huh those two totally ruined my day.

“Kyyyyyyaaaaahhhhhh!!!!! Loud shrieks can still be heard on the phone despite the fact that Dara already put the phone away from her ear. The one who’s screaming like a sasaeng fan on the phone is Bommie. Yes folks, Bommie is such a crazy girl.

“Oh my goooshhhh Dara, you lucky bish. Are you one of the sacrificial s offered to the Gods in your previous life to get a chance to work with the “Kim Jaejoong”? Bommie was speakng non-stop.

“Palli, I want the details Dara...(munch munch munch)” I heard Bom munching her dearest corn.

“Nothing much happened Bom, Jae and I just shoot the CF and that's it.” I'm so tired of explaining myself now. Minzy and CL also called me to get the juicy details of my meeting with Jae. Even the YG people are teasing me about it.

“Jae...as in Jae only..no Jaejoong sunbae? Just wait for it, at the count of one two three here it goes..

“Kyaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” there goes Bom's secret for hitting her high notes.

“Santokki come on give me the details.” Bom can be very persistent if she really wants to.

“Bom I told you, we just shoot and that's it” I can hear Bom's brain formulating something evil and I was right.

“Dara, give me the details now if you don't want me to tweet Jay your picture where you are kissing his posters during our pre-debut days.” I was so right. Bommie is evil, very very evil. Tell me, why is Bommie my best friend again?

“Bommie....” I wasn't able to finish what I was supposed to say because she cut me off.

“Dara, I am in front of my laptop now and searching for that picture. Okay I saw it. I am in my twitter now ..” This girl is really scary. Pabo Dara, why did you have to make yourself suffer. Come on just give her the details and spare yourself from humiliation.

“Alright, alright, I'll tell you now. You listen carefully woman because I will never repeat it again. I am so tired of telling it to all the people.” And so in complete details, when I say complete I have to describe her how my heart beat, how my cheeks flush, I mean every little details of our encounter.

“And there.” I lie exhausted on my bed after telling Bom everything.

“Kyaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Santokki!!!!! Oh my gosh girl, you have to make a blog about it. “When Fangirl meet her Idol Oppa.” Imagine all the hope and inspiration that you will give to all the fangirls out there.” Bommie was talking non-sense again.

“Bommie, stop it, why are you being like that?” My cheeks are heating up from too much embarrassment. Now I'm regretting why I let Bommie know about my fangirling over DBSK. She is using it against me now. Whenever she wants something from me, she will always remind me of the crazy things I did for DBSK. I decided to change the topic by asking her about her whereabouts.

“So how are you doing now, Bommie I miss you so much?” It's true; I am missing them so much now. Although Bommie is a certified bully, if I will be given a chance to choose a bestfriend in my next life, I will still choose Bom.

“Oh Dara, I really wish we'll have our comeback now. I miss singing and performing for our fans.”

I can feel the longing in Bommie's voice.

“I know Bom, I know. Oh, I think you will also be doing the next series of promotion for Wii, I'm not just sure though who among Yoochun and Junsu you'll be paired with.” I told her about the good news.

“Hmmppp...I hope it's Siwon of SuJu.” Bommie has a crush on Siwon for the longest time. It's a pity though that we are not joining in variety shows so we are not able to mingle with other idols.

“You'll have your time Bommie.” Of course everything happens in the right time. I waited for how many years to personally meet Jaejoong, so I wouldn't be surprise if one of these days Bommie will meet Siwon too.

“So what are your other plans now? Are you busy with something? Bommie has always known that I get so bored easily and I hate doing nothing.

“I am attending acting classes in YG. I really want to pursue acting after our comeback Bom. Hopefully I can also make my other dream into reality.” Acting has always been my first love. The satisfaction that you get every time you emerged yourself into a completely different person is very rewarding. Some people say that acting is very easy. What they don't know is that it requires sensitivity and discipline.  I know one day I can act again, and while waiting for that day to come, I will continue to hone my skills.

“Uhmm Bommie I also enrolled in pole dancing” After trying belly dancing in Busan, I got interested in trying pole dancing. During our New Evo tour, we were supposed to do a pole dance during the song I Hate You. But being the awkward self that I am, I ended up only holding on the pole. So, now I am challenging myself. I want to grow as an artist and as an individual. So in order for me to grow I am getting out of my comfort zone and exploring different horizons.

“Yah, I want to enroll also Santokki. Bring me to your dance class when I got back. I miss you Dara, please take care of yourself okay.” We said our goodbyes after almost three hours of talking in the phone. I wonder how much will be Bom's phone bill this month.

I check my planner and saw the circled date. A bitter smile appeared on my lips. Few days from now it was supposed to be our fifth year anniversary if only he didn't broke up with me. I didn't notice the tears that escaped my eyes upon remembering him. No Dara, don't go there. You are going to be over him soon. Stop crying over him. You have a brighter future waiting for you, a future without him. I heard my inner self consoling me.  I close my eyes and prepared to sleep.

Loud music, blinding lights, sweaty bodies dancing on the dance floor, stinky smell of alcohol and cigarette. I let out a heavy breath and look around me. I am surrounded by people I know, people who claims to be my friend. These people, they are the who’s' who in music and fashion industry. There was a period in my life where I have always wanted to meet famous people, I have always wanted to be famous myself.

After few years of hardwork, few years where I've shed sweat and blood, I am now very famous. Everybody knows G-Dragon. Everyone knows the famous leader of Bigbang. I am now friends with all those famous people and many are dying to get close to me. I look at the people around me and I feel nothing but emptiness.

I took out my phone from my pocket and stared at it. I stared at it hoping that someone will send me an SMS. I was waiting for the image of the yellow envelope to appear indicating that I have received SMS, because I know someone who loves to send SMS. I know someone who loves to send long messages and gets mad when you ignore her message.

I was looking at my phone waiting for it to ring. I was waiting for her song to play on my phone because it indicates that she was trying to call me. I was longing to hear her sweet voice. Her sweet voice that calms me whenever I feel restless due to the pressure that mu job entails. My eyes are getting dry because I don't want to blink even for just a second. I'm afraid that I might miss the one that I am waiting for. I just stared at it but nothing happens.

I close my eyes trying to pretend that I am not in this place. I close my eyes and my mind drifted to a place where all I can see is her beautiful face. I close my eyes and I was brought back to the times when she is mine. I close my eyes and I was brought back to the times when her smile is only for me.

I felt someone s their arms around me. I let my eyes close and pretend that it was her arms that are holding me right now. Her arms, I wonder how those tiny arms were able to make me feel so secure. Whenever I am enclosed in those tiny arms, I felt like nothing will go wrong.

I felt someone hold my hands. So I just pretended that it was her hands that are holding mine right now. Her hands, her smooth hands, I can't even explain the feelings I feel whenever we are holding each other’s hand. Whenever she holds my hands, she always gives me assurance and stability. Whenever she holds my hands, I feel like I will never get lost. I feel like we will always find the right way.

I felt someone lean over me and I was able to smell her. If I can only bottle her scent, I definitely can stop making music now because I will surely be a rich man now. She smells of everything that reminds me of pure comfort. Just a sniff of her scent calms my weary soul.

I felt someone kiss my lips. Her lips, yes her lips always feed my hungry soul. Her lips that speaks of nothing but  honesty and sincerity always has the power to inspire me of gazillion ideas that even other genius can't think off. The taste of her lips will put the makers of chocolates and candies into shame. Her lips which I am dying to have a taste of it again.

I open my eyes and I saw a pair of brown eyes looking at me. Her eyes speak a thousand words. Her eyes that shows kindness and unconditional love, her eyes that shows compassion and understanding. Her eyes that shows how beautiful her soul is.

I focus my eyes and saw that the person in front of me is not Dara. It was Kiko, yes it was just Kiko. I tried to remove her arms that were clinging around me but she won't budge.

“Please Kiko, please let go of me.” I told her in my cold voice. She looks so irritated with what I said.

“Why are you so grumpy? Come on the night is still young, let’s have some fun.” She took my hands as she helps me stand up.

“Kiko, I said no.” I told her vehemently.

“, what is your problem? Why are you acting like this? Are you being like this because of that girl?” I refuse to look at her.

“I'm right? You're acting like a complete loser because of Dara right?” An unbearable pain suddenly grip my heart when I heard her name. I refuse to look at Kiko.

“ you G-Dragon, why are you still thinking about that ing girl. She left you already damn it.” Kiko is getting too much attention now.

“ forget about that , GD, forget about her.” My mind suddenly went blank when I heard her call Dara a .

This girl Kiko, she will always be a reminder of how I left Dara. She will always be a reminder of how I hurt Dara. She will always be a reminder that I hit Dara because of her. She will always be a reminder that Dara is no longer with me.

An uncontrollable anger suddenly took over me. I saw the bottles in our table and started trashing them.

I flipped the tables and started throwing away all the things within my reach. Not contented with it, I went to the glass wall and started hitting it. I hit it until blood started trickling on my fist. I hit it until pain started assaulting my senses.

I felt someone trying to restrain me. I turned around and started hitting them. I was definitely out of control. I want to let out all the angst that I am feeling right now. I hit them until somebody finally had the guts to hit me on my face. I saw stars floating around before falling on the ground. Before passing out I saw Dara's face again looking at me. I saw the look in her eyes when she stumbled on the floor after I hit her. I saw the look of disbelief, pain and betrayal flashed her eyes. Before unconsciousness finally took over me, I heard myself whispered something hoping that it will somehow eased the pain that I saw in her eyes.

“I'm sorry Dara, I'm sorry baby girl.” 

Author's note: I don't know what I have written in this chapter. My mind is in total chaos today. I've been lurking in twitter yesterday and I saw these tweets. She didn't mention any names but I know that she is talking about DG. Her tweets includes betrayal, using someone and ending. My instinct has never failed me once. My appler heart is slowly dying.

Shout out to all the JAEDARA shippers, I hope Jae will finally have the guts to follow Dara back. And are there any DARAGON shippers reading this fic?

On a brighter side, let me express my gratitude to all my lovely subscribers and readers. Thank you for leaving your comments. It brings me joy knowing that someone is enjoying my story. Lastly, I apologized for the typo and grammar error, I just a nugu writer here.

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