My mother once told me: ''Only do things, you won't regret later on.''

Well, I regret more than just one thing I have done in my life. Great start so to say.

My father always told me: ''If you are good at something, charge people for it.''

At least I followed one of my father's words of advice and maybe he's proud of me now. Even if I don't think he would be, because my job isn't the most honorable or most favoured by parents. I guess my father would faint in heaven, if he knew what I was charging people for.

My name is Kim Minseok - but you can call me Xiumin - and my passion is dancing. I'm lucky to be able to do what I love in my job; the minus is, that I lose my clothes in the progress of dancing. And my nights mostly end with smelling like men I don't know, lying in a bed with tousled and dirty sheets, sweaty skin and some cash on the bedside table. 

This is my life. I don't love it but what can I do if I don't want to end up on the streets with no food. ''With no food'' is the major part in that sentence. It's a lame excuse, I know but sometimes life isn't so unfair. Sometimes life throws you random bits of candy and if you are not too blind to see it, you might have some luck.

Even if you are a stripper in one of the most luxurious nightclubs in Seoul.

My bit of candy is named Kim Joonmyun and instead of money, he gave me love.