“I had a very strange dream when I was unconscious. I felt that there was a little child that called out for me. I could sense that child presence. How cold it hands was when touch mine. It was all white back then. When I looked back to see that child, it disappear. What is wrong with me? What is this? Is it some kind of sign to me? I don’t even have an answer.”

“Ji Ah..Ji Ah..could you hear me?”Hyang Min called out for Ji Ah slowly.

Ji Ah opened up her eyes slowly. She could saw the flash of light right after she opened her eyes. There were only Hyang Min there.

“Where am I?” asked Ji Ah.

“Don’t you remember? You passed out just now. You had some bleeding back then..”

Before Hyang Min could even finished her words, Ji Ah shot up from lying on the bed and rubbed her belly and then she grabbed Hyang Min’s arm waiting for an answer.

“Your baby is save..but there were two problem now..and I don’t know what to do..”

“What is it?”

“Lu Han..he..” Hyang Min tried not to secured her eyes with Ji Ah but her expression already told her the truth. Ji Ah couldn’t believed by herself.

“You told him right? You told him when I said to you to never ever mention about this to him!”

“What do you expect from me when you were in a critical condition right there. He even forced me to spit out the truth..I just..couldn’t lied to him anymore.” Hyang Min make a pitied faced.

Ji Ah pulled her hair till the back of her neck. She was in the dead end now. She believed that Lu Han will probably angst with her right now.

“Did he knew that the baby was save?”

Hyang Min could only shake her head meaning she didn’t told him yet. Ji Ah let out a sighed of relieved.

“Just said to him that I had a miscarriage..I’m sure he won’t get his hand on my life anymore.” Said Ji Ah without any doubt.

“This is another lying that I had to follow right? Oh for God sake Ji Ah! Don’t make me like this! It’s killing me! You know I was the baddest liar in this whole planet!” Hyang Min begging for Ji Ah consideration but unfortunately for her, Ji Ah already ‘deaf’ her ears.

“What the other news you want to tell me?”

“Ah about that..I think now I won’t felt guilty if you want to have an abortion.”

“I don’t get it. What do you mean?”

“The thing is..well when I check up on you..I’ll find that the bleeding that you have earlier was more worse that I could imagine.”

Before Hyang Min could finished her words, she massaging her forehead, don’t know how to tell Ji Ah.

“You are wasting my time Hyang Min. Just said the truth!”

“I know this is my fault to not checking you up properly..you had an ectopic pregnancy.”

“What do you mean by that?”

“It’s mean that your baby is growing outside from the uterus. If you didn’t abort it now, it will only bring risk to you. I already contact with the doctor that will be in charge for your surgery..I told him to make it in this nearest time. So please take care of your health for this time being.” Hyang min forces a smile carved on her face to cheer up on Ji Ah.

Ji Ah just turned her face towards the large window right in front of her. What decision should she make? Ji Ah can’t think about it anymore. The dream she had just now what was the meaning behind it?. Which one should she choose? Her career? Her family name honour?And Luhan....

“Bo Mi ahh Bo Mi ahh wake up already!”So Ra shouted right at the center of her ears.

“Unni! Just gave me a few minute can’t you? I’m tired..” Bo Mi  pulling her blanket back to cover up her face.

“Just where have you gone last night with him? You come back home very late you know? I was so damn worried.”

“Just a mere dinner unni...”

“A normal dinner until late night? You better don’t do anything over than that!”

“What do you mean unni?”

“Well..you know what I mean...right?”

Bo Mi who was irritated with So Ra who was worried too much, gave up and at last get up from her bed and went to the toilet without saying any words. She brushed her teeth and washed her pale white face. Then, she tied up her hair before she went out from the bathroom, just to find out that So Ra was not in her room anymore.

“Where she had gone? Is she making the breakfast today?”

As she was walking lazily around her room, suddenly her phone ringing, asking her to pick up the phone. It was Luhan.

“Yup Yoon Yoon here!”she said excitedly but Luhan voice break all of her excitement at once.

“Do you have some time? Let’s grab something to drink..I need someone to talk to right now.”his voice was weak.

“Sure. Just gave me a few minute.” Bo Mi said without asking for more explaination.

Bo Mi put away her phone and sat in front of her make up table, comb her hair neatly, put some foundation and then she went to her wardrobe to take her jacket.

“Unni, I’m outta here. Call me if anything happened!” Bo Mi closed shut the door quickly before So Ra could caught her.

“Bo Mi! You just come back and now you are out....what I’m going to answer this time?”said So Ra alone.

“Why did you want to meet me here?” Bo Mi sat right in front of Luhan. His eyes were lethargic.

“What should I do now Bo Mi? It’s all my fault...”his voice was sorrow and tears began to flow at the end of his eyes. Bo Mi took off her shades and walked to him.

“Yah Luhan. This is not you. Tell me what...”

Luhan grabbed her waist and hugged her tightly. He cried like it was the end of the world. Bo Mi become speechless. All she could do right at that time was just making him felt more better.

“It’s okey Luhan. Just cried out as much as you want. I’m here. I’m here.” She said swiftly.

"I can't live without her. I just can't!"

“So it was like that. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okey. Just if I didn’t make her angry at me, all of this thing won’t be happened.” Luhan told every single thing to Bo Mi. His hand kept touching the hot cup of coffee.

“Don’t blamed it all on you. Just think it as your unlucky fate. Plus you never knew she was pregnant right?”

Luhan just shook his head and then he raised his head up and set his eyes right with Bo Mi’s eyes.

“How could I faced her now? It must have left her a big impact too. Surely she will never forgive me for the rest of her life.”

“She would forgive you Luhan.”

“You didn’t knew her well Bo Mi. She can’t accept any lose or mistake. She was a very hot tempered lady.”

“About the losing thing...I think I absolutely agreed with ya..” Bo Mi take a sip of hot coffee before her phone ringing.

“Ah..wait a minute...”the screen showed the name of the caller. Annoying Panda.

“Hello..what kind of dream did you have that you called me this early?”

“Why? I can’t woke up early? Is it very strange?” Tao replied with a cynical tone.

Bo Mi just rolled her eyes before she began to continue her words.

“Anyway...why did you call me? If it isn’t something important, i’ll hung up now.”

“Geez. Were your schedule packed today? Let’s go visit someone today.”

“Did you have so much time to spend? Just last night we already met..”as she was talking her eyes run to see Luhan. He just smiled to Bo Mi and used his hand gesture to say “just go with him” before he get up from his seat and walked out from the coffee shop.

“I shouldn’t make Bo Mi felt burden because of me.” He walked slowly at the side of the road with his foot kicking a small rock. Out of the blue, someone get a grasp of his arm.

“Let’s go meet your ‘beloved’ Ji Ah” Bo Mi said to him with a bright smiled carved on her small face.

“But didn’t you..”

“That annoying brat? I already get rid of him. I said my schedule was very very very packed today that I can’t even have a break.”

Luhan already giggling just by hearing her excuses. Bo Mi felt very relieved to see Luhan bright faced again. The one she knew.

“People called their boyfriend 'Oppa' but look at you, 'annoying brat'?And aren’t your lie were a little bit over for someone like him to fall for it?”

“Love could blind it all.” Bo Mi laughing with her hand hold tightly Luhan hand. Luhan could felt the warm of her heart. The feel that he didn’t received from Ji Ah.

“Are you ready?”

Luhan let out a big sighed.

“As you could see..”he answered, short. Without waiting any more second, Bo Mi slide the door opened and she pushed Luhan into the room. Ji Ah couldn’t hide her surprised when seeing both of them in her room.

“Yah! What the heck are you doing here Bo Mi!” Ji Ah began to shout at her. But unfortunately, Bo Mi already put both of her hands closed her ears at the first hand.

“Did you really fall sick Ji Ah? Your mouth are as loud as usual.” Bo Mi supposedly making her more annoyed toward her.

“Ah..I bought all of the fruit that you didn’t like so that you could get ‘better’ faster. Don’t expect me to take care of the work that you can’t make it.”

“Just shut your mouth up and get out from here, Yoon Bo Mi! Your presence only make my condition more worsen than it already had. And you too, please get your out of here!” Ji Ah pointed her finger right toward Luhan who was only standing far from her since they just rushed in into her room. Bo Mi turned her face to the place that Ji Ah pointed before she could even realised about it.

“Ah I almost forgot about you. Didn’t both of you are the sweet couple? What with this quarrel?” Bo Mi pretended that she didn’t know even a single thing.

“Don’t get into my business Bo Mi! Just what are your intention actually?”

“Intention? Never had one. I just ‘coincidently’ around here, so it didn’t hurt much to visit a colleague right?” like nothing happened, Bo Mi just normally took a knife and began to peel the apple skin. She was waiting for Luhan to say a word to Ji Ah, but the atmosphere feel very heavy. Like both of them were mute. Ji Ah didn’t even took a glance at Luhan and so he too.

“It looks like my planned isn’t working like it was supposed to be. T.T” Bo Mi cleared to crack the ‘very-not-good’ atmosphere around them.

“Oppa you’re here!” suddenly Ji Ah took her voice out after a long mute.

“Oppa? Didn’t Luhan was there since then? Don’t tell me...”quickly Bo Mi turned her face just to see what she already expect.

“Very busy huh Yoon Bo Mi? Is this your shooting set?” Tao already stand there with his arm crossed at his chest.

“Why? You didn’t even know your no-good girlfriend was here all the time?” Ji Ah asked Tao.

“I believed she said that she was very busy today. Thought today I want to visit you with her, but the girl named Yoon Bo Mi said she couldn’t make time for me and just call off her phone suddenly. Or did you perhaps could read my mind, honey?” Tao eyes already pierce her face. Bo Mi could feel the chilled aura around Tao. He was definitely angry toward her.

“Well, just drag both of them out from my room oppa. They annoyed me. I need some rest. And Oppa, come back another time to visit me. My mood already wreck because of them” Ji Ah already lied her body on the bed, trying to get some sleep.

“Heh. Even you’re sick you still want to stick like a gum with someone’s boyfriend.”Bo Mi cursing Ji Ah by herself. She felt like she wanted to stab Ji Ah a thousand time with the knife so she will be free from that devil.

“I’m sorry. I’m the one who asked her to accompany me.”Luhan said to Tao.

“Ah. Never mind. I understand. But you know what type of person I hate the most right, buddy?”. Eventhough he was talking with Luhan but his eyes was still on Bo Mi. Knowing it’s not a very good sign for Bo Mi, Luhan end up asking her to leave the room.

“Bo Mi ahh, maybe you should leave now. I’m okey by myself now. I’ll talked slowly with her.”

“You sure you’re okey?”

“Pretty sure. I’ll find the way out from this problem. Anyway thanks for today.” Luhan forcefully carved a smile on his lip.

Bo Mi took her bag and walked fast past Tao. Then, she stopped and turned back to him and drag him out from the room along.

“Released my hand right now at this moment Bo Mi!”Tao said slowly but strictly.

“Are you fool? I was helping them to reconciled and you know what? You ruined it all...’thanks’!”

Tao didn’t have any word to say and just follow her step.

“I know you aren’t asleep yet...”Luhan hold Ji Ah hand and land a kiss on it.

“I’m sorry. I’m really really sorry.”he apologized. Ji Ah get up from her bed and walked to the bathroom but her movement stopped when Luhan hugged her from her back.

“Are you out of your mind Luhan?! Released me at once!”she tried to push away his hand but the more she does, the more tightly Luhan hugged her.

“I can’t let you go. I know I’m the one who want for the break up but I can’t helped myself from thinking of you. I love you. I love you.” He said sincerely.

“Love? You even dare to say that after what had happened in front of my eyes. Obviously you so easily replaced me with some other woman! If you are here just because you’re symphatized with me, then don’t. I don’t need you anymore.”

This time Luhan released his hand from Ji Ah. Ji Ah turned to face him.

“Lets us start a new fresh life.”said Luhan.

“A fresh new start? Are you kidding me? My answer is no. NO!”

“JI Ah please just this time you be considered with me. Okey listen this. I won’t ask you to publicly date me nor ask you to bring me meet your mother. It’s okey if you don’t want marry me. As long as you’re with me, anything will do.”Luhan tried to persuade her but it was useless. She still with her answer.

“My answer is still no. There is no way I could make up with you. I don’t love you and you know that since a long time ago. So what are you waiting for anymore Xi Luhan? Did you want to waste your time with me? It impossible for me. We are over. Really over!”

She went into the bathroom and slammed the door. Luhan knocked repeatedly.

“Ji Ah don’t make like this to me. Please. I’m begging you..”

Ji Ah just stay silent and sedimented on the floor. She pulled her hair to the back and she closed with her bare hand afraid Luhan could hear her crying in there.

“What business you want to do with dying people like me Luhan? I’m dying. I’m going to die before you.”

-to be continued-

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