My name is Lee Kyuhyun. My father and My mother is Lee Hyukjae and Lee Donghae, Everytimes, I always stare at the sky. Very pretty, blues and whites. I always calm when I see sky. I have a bestfriend named Changmin. Kim Changmin. He's my bestfriend but I loves him, I know I might be crazy for loving a namja yet he's your bestfriend. But, what should I do? I really loves him.  I will do anything to be his side, Even if I'm hurt. Hey, Loves make you do crazy things, right?

He always call me when he's in trouble or.. happy. Yes, he has someone he likes. No, loves. He always tells about him infront me. his personality, his kindness, his family, his profiles, anything. I always help him when he need my help, He always ask me how to get to know about him. I always help him even if... my heart hurt so much. I loves seeing Changmin happy. He always happy when talk about him, He always smiles when talk about him, He always flushing when talks about him, He always excited when talk about him, Anything about him make Changmin happy. I should be happy right, seeing my bestfriend happy.

Today, he send me a massage and ask me to come to Seoul Olympic Park. I know he must be talk about him again. It's okay as long as he happy, I will be happy. Even if I'm not sure about that.

"Changmin?",I called his name when I see him sit in chair alone. He turn his body to see me, when he see me he smiles handsomely. I only reply with my smiles too. I going near him and sit beside him.

"Again?",I ask. I know it's not important if I ask 'Why you look happy?'. I already know it's because of him. Only him can make Changmin happy, isn't it?

"Yes! Do you know? He earlier ask me to go on datee!!! In this sundaay~~ Owwhh!! I'm soo excited about it!!",he said. I only smiles and trying to covering my pain at my heart.

"Thats great, Changmin! What will you wear at Sunday?",I ask acting to be excited too. My acting is great, right?

"I don't know. Can I ask your help? Please~ Just this time!",he asking with aegyo. Hey, don't be like that to me. You made me even hurt, Changmin.

"What do you mean by 'this time'? You always ask my help about him, Min. Just wear casual clothes. If you wear expensive clothes it will make you looks weird. It's not like you're going to Party. Isn't it?",I said

"You're right! Thanks Kyu! You're my bestfriend for ever!",he said and hugging me tightly. Can I have a chaces to make you loves me, Min?

"But, Changmin. Did he already accept you yet? He didn't right? I think you should be more careful.. He might be--"

"Why you talking about him like that?! He's kind! He never doing bad things! Don't thinks about him with negative thinking, Kyu! I hated it!",he shout at me. Oh, Min.. Can you know you always make me hurt?

"Hah.. It's useless to tells someone who really stubborn and in loves.",I said in jokking manners.

"Yes, yes, sorry for making you trouble.",he answer in lazy tones but he's smiling

"It's okay. Min, I thinks I should go now.. I-I need go somewhere else..",I said.

"Where? I'll drive you there.",he asking me. I stand up from the chair.

"No, I can go there by my self, Min. It's okay. Just thinks about the date tomorrow! I'll go there by Taxi. Bye!". I said and started walking away but Changmin grab my hands.

"No, Kyu. It's dangerous out there. I'll drive you there.",he said. I only shaking my head.

"It's okay and I will be okay. Don't said anything or I'll never help you.",I said. He's stubborn person after all.

"Kyu, It's only for your own sake! What will happen if that time come again?",he said. That time? Yes, I almost kidnapped. That time when I was 14 years old. When I almost reach my house, Someone kidnapped me. Thanks to Changmin who help me that time. I'm a weak and sick person after all.

"That will never happens again. Never.",I said annoyed because he's becoming annoying. C'mon, I still can protect my self at least. I know I'm a weak person, But what? I'm a genius person. I still can fight them with my brain. When Changmin always like this, I always feels that he loves me but, That's impossible. He even never know that I loves him. He's plain but little ert at the same time and a genius person like me.

"Okay then, Be careful, ne?",he said. I only nod my head and leave him alone. God.. Please.. Give me some times, I know I will die. I know. So please.. At least..

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Make him loves me.