There was a time when I felt like true love will never

come to me simply because no one love me the way I

love them. The relationship I had would go in

heartbreaking, ending up with me crying all day.

 “RELATIONSHIP” was a word that really did not mean

anything to me simply because I felt they just did not

work with me. Until I found the perfect person and it

was Kwon JiYong. He honestly meant the world to me I

was truly in love with this man. However, the downfall

of our relationship fell heavily on me. He never showed

me that I can trust him but even it is I truly trust him. He

always does something that can make my heartbreak.

Until I decide to let him go. It was hard for me because I

love him. I always cry all night that sometimes I feel

useless person. I was wondering if he misses me as I

miss him and if he was crying like me but I think he did

not. I expected him to put up with me to say sorry for

being a jerk but he did not. I think he really did not love

me as I love him. As you can see, I lost the man that I

truly love and it is the worst pain to think about me

losing somebody who I thought I could honestly marry,

start a family with, and grow old with and not only that,

someone else will get to have such a special guy. If I

could start all over, I would go back and make our

relationship strong and have staying power to

him;however, this is reality…there is no time machine

that I could use to go back in time. Although I hate to

say it, I have to accept that it is now over and I have to

move on. Still, I hope we will meet again and have a

good start for the two of us.

From the bottom of my heart, I still love you no matter

what...

Park Sandara