I took a deep breath and laid down on my bed.

My mind drifted off to the guy I bumped into on the street.

"Ugh" I grabbed my pillow and shoved it on my face.

Stop. Stop, thinking of him I thought.

His face appeared in my mind, he had sunglasses on.

"Why can't I stop thinking about you?!"  I got up and went outside to clear my mind.

I kept on running non-stop.

It didn't help at all, before I knew it I was lost.

My eyes widened.

"I'm so stupid" I whispered to myself.

"Hello, there."

It took me a while to realize the voice behind me.

"Are you here to try out, come on in."

"Uh, what?" I said

"SM try outs"

". . . Ohhh" I realized the big sign on the building 'SMTOWN'

"Come on in" I was pushed by a person behind me and ended up inside.

"Excuse me" I went back outside.

Should I...

I stood there transfixed, thinking if I should actually try out. . .

"I can do it. .!" I tried to convince myself and went inside.

There was a long line that went all the way out the door, luckily I wasn't the one in the back.

Even then, I had thoughts of not doing the try outs.

" Next!"

I introduced myself and stood there answering their questions.

"What are you going to sing for us today?"

The room went silent for a little.

"I got it!" I yelled intensely.

"I will sing and dance to Hello by Shinee."

When I finished they glanced at me and look down at their papers.

"Any other song that you would like to sing?"

I sang once again this type I sang a song by Urban Zakapa, I hate you.  

"We will inform you later, make sure to check your phone once in awhile"
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"I'm back grandma" I trembled by the thought of the audition.

I hugged my grandma and sat her down the couch.

"Grandma, I tried out for the auditions and-"