It's nearing the end of the year. Several idols will be given a month off.

So what? You might ask. Well..

and I will be with them.

I'm not a hair stylist. I'm not their manager. Not an event worker. Diffinitely not any CEO.

Aaron Kwak from NU'EST .

Yes I'm a loΛe. But thanks to him, I am right now in the middle of an ocean WITH idols. No, I am not a sasaeng fan. 

He is my brother. You heard me, I am Kwak ________ .

I am on the deck, spazzing at idols that passes by.

A particular ship that carries only idols 365days. But different idols each month.

When being up close with your idol is a rare chance. And now I have that chance, in fact for a one whole month. 

But they say, time passes fast when you're having fun.

What if, you had one shot, or one opportunity and seize everything you ever wanted in one moment would you capture it?

Or let it slip away?

The opportunity to know him better. The chance to be with him. The shot to give it a go.

But what if there's a rule, the both of you are forbbiden. Will you still go for it? Will you go against, fight for it or let it pass you by, following the flow?

But ;

" He knows better but he can't help it.                                                                                                      " Stop and realize, You can have so much more

I want to tell him but wouldn't that be selfish                                                                                                  Look at me, I'm the one you are looking for

You've been living this way long enough                                                                                                         Blinded by her,  you close your eyes on me

Don't you know the difference?"                                                                                                                      So you still can't see. 

Her love is all he knows."