I looked around and saw Myungsoo standing there singin that song. He looke just at me... Our eyes met.. I'm lost in his eyes...
He finished the song... "Hye Mi-ah~ I'm sorry~" he said sad. *flashback: "Oppa! Please come to me! I need you..."
a girls voice said. "Hye Mi-ah~ I'm sorry~." a boys voice said.* This voice... It's... It's the same.. I looked at him...
He came down to me... standing in front of me... "Why-why is it your voice in my head? Why do I always hear... y-you saying...
I'm sory? Why?" I asked confused, shocked and nearly cried. "I told you... I can't say it to you. You have to find out yourself..."
he said. I just looked at him... Suddenly tears started to fall... How could that be? Why is his voice in my head? Why does his
voice always says I'm sorry to me? I bursted out into tears... Suddenly I felt a hug from a stranger it was like a hug from someone
who cares about me... "Why?" I asked so weak that it was just a whisper... 

The next morning I woke up and looked into the mirror... Even with little sleep.. nearly no sleep I still don't have any dark circles...
Why's that like that? 
I took a bath and lied there for I think 100years... But it were just 30 min.. What should I do the next few hours? I felt so empty...
I went out to get some fresh air... It's sunday... So no school... I think it's about 09.30am now.. I went to the park... I like that park...
It's awesome... but I can't be there to long because of the sun... I don't like the sun... Mihyun even told me once that I'm a vampire...
at that thought I had to smile... I went further.. away from the park.. I just went straight forward... I reached a bridge... It looked so
beautiful... I went further and leaned forward to look at the water under it... *flashback: A girl is standing there... she ties to jump
of the bridge... A boy came at the right time... He pulled her to him and she couldn't jump... They feel together on the ground 
and the girl's hea hitted the ground.* What's that? The girl...That happening... that's me... That was that one day.... After everybody
left me... and I was alone.. that day... I tried to die... but... who is that boy which save my life? I don't know... I can't remember his face..
Who was that? I just wanted to go home and sleep... I went home... I laid down onto the bed.. I remembered about the time where
my parents die... The time where I started to be alone.. Where I nearly throwed away my life... i cried... the whole night... I fall asleep...

It's monday... I woke up.. but didn't felt like going out... so I staye home.. Eating... Crying... Sleeping... days passed... I didn't went out of my house... Just lived while eating... breathing... sleeping... My phone rang the whole days... but I didn't pick up... my school also 
called and I told them that I didn't felt well and they understood... Suddenly someone knocked at the door...

and how ist it? >___<

sarang hae ♥