1week later,Daehyun gave you a call the night before..

You : Yeoboseoyo? 

Daehyun : (Y/N) ah~ 

You : /smile/ Oppa..

Daehyun : (Y/N) ah..what are you doing ?

You : Talking to you and lying on my bed~ 

Daehyun : You know what am I doing?

You : What?

Daehyun : hugging the bear you gave me on our 1st monthsary ..

You : aww..:') /started crying/

Daehyun : Hey Baby..are you crying?Don cry ok?

You : Oppa..Im gonna miss you..how can I not cry?/sniffing/

Daehyun : Im coming over ! 

You : NO Oppa ! Dont come ! 

Daehyun : Wae? 

You : /speechless/

Daehyun : Im coming over in 10mins! Wait for me ! /He hang up/

You put your phone away and started crying non stop..but you stop after that because you realise Daehyun will worry and he will not go for tomorrow meeting at TSentertainment..You stood up infront of your mirror and fake a smile to hide your feeling..

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10mins later,

Daehyun rang the door bell and you ran up to open the door for him..

Once you open the door,Daehyun suddenly hug you!

You : /hug him back/ Oppa,Im ok..

Daehyun : I feel that you are not ok at all../ your hair/

You : Im really ok ,Oppa..<3 

Daehyun :/let you go/ /touch your cheek/ Baby..

You : Ya?

Daehyun; I wont leave you because of my dream..Im thinking of staying as a ordinary person..

You : /look at Daehyun/ Oppa! Im really ok! Dont give up your dream because of me! 

Daehyun : (Y/N) ../hold your hand/

You : Oppa..it ok..

Daehyun: ok..no matter what happen i will be there for you../kiss your forehead/

You : ok Oppa..

Daehyun hug you another time and kiss your lips..

Daehyun: Im going home now..anything text me or call me ^^ 

You : Ok..^^ <3 

Daehyun kiss you forehead and headed home..

After you close the door ,you went up to your room and started crying..

You open up your diary and started writing,"

xx/xx/20xx 

Dear Diary,

Today is the last night Daehyun I could see Daehyun..His leaving as Trainee in TSentertainment tomorrow..

We were talking on the phone and when I started crying,he came over my place and comfort me..He told me that he wanted to give up his dream because of me..I wanted to tell him to stay but it his dream to become a singer..I told him that everything was gonna to be fine and he can dont worried about me and go be a trainee..

I wanted to tell Daehyun to stay with me..but I also want him to fulfill his dream..Instead of telling him to stay..I ask him to go..

Did I do anything wrong?

Oppa,I wanted you to stay beside me soo badly but I cant let you..forgive me..someday you will understand it..

After you finish writing,you started crying ..

(TO BE CONTINUED)