Awkward and Heartbroken
Why Do I Love You ?
Gui Gui's POV
I turned to look at the guy that said "here" when the name "Aaron Yan Ya Lun" was called
My eyes were widened
i hung my headphones around my neck and i couldnt breath
Aaron?
No.. No...
GG: -shouts out loud- NO!
i slammed my hand on the tabel and Aaron looked at me wide eyed
A: G..gui?
I looked down at him and apoligized to everyone
GG: Sorry, i cant-- im not feeling well!
i dashed out the room and told Xiao Gui to meet me at the front gate.
Me and Xiao Gui went over to the cafe a block away from campus... starbucks^^ (i loves starbucks)
XG: What do you want?
GG: Im not sure...
XG: Well... hot or cold either way im paying.
GG: Good point. Ill just get a hot chocolate
XG: Woah. well.. ill get a macchiato.
We told the clerk our orders and Xiao Gui handed his card to pay. I sat down at a table while he paid and he soon came to going me. i was fiddling around with the peices of paper on the table.
XG: Something the matter?
GG: No... its just--
Worker: I got an order for a... Ghost?
GG: No way.
XG: Hm?
GG: You used ghost?!
XG: Why not?
GG: Ha your a dork
he got up and grabbed our drinks and headed out
soon a couple walked in holding hands
it looked...familiar.
Suddenly the couple came in and all of us froze...
A: Gui?! -looks at Gui-
GG: Aaron?! -looks at Aaron-
XG: Hebe?! -Looks at Hebe-
H: Xiao Gui?! -Looks at Xiao Gui-
All: You--! -points at the other-
All: What the Hell!?!?!?!
We all sat down on the tables outside
There was an awkward silence the whole time...
I tried so hard not to look up at Aaron nor Hebe...
I gripped Xiao Gui's Hand hard.
Aaron's POV
I looked only at Gui Gui the whole time. She looked different.
My best friend thats been with me through it all...
I took a sip of my coffee and looked the other way
Wu Ying Jie... Ha... You've gotten prettier... smarter.
i missed you... alot...
what happened over the past year?
I really do love you its just... i--
I cant tell you...(poor baby x] )
Gui Gui's POV
I knew he was watching me... thoughts flooded through my mind.
Instant flashbacks of my cuts were replaying
the pain was relived and i almost felt another razor against my skin.
I let go of Xiao Gui's hand and held onto my wrist.
Suddenly my hand knocked over my hot chocolate on me
i was wearing shorts.
GG: Ouch! It Burns!!
i stood up and my legs were burning like crazy
A: Gui Gui!
Aaron rushed to my side and Xiao Gui just sat there panicking.
Aaron grabbed a few napkins and wiped the hot chocolate off my legs almost instantly
i realized that i shouldnt fall for this again and snatched the napkin from his hands.
GG: I'll do it!
Aaron ran inside and begged the clerk for something
i ignored and sat back down
Next thing i knew Aaron came out holding an ice pack
A: Here.
He handed me the ice pack. i pushed it away from me and he got fed up.
Then he offered it again and when i tried pushing it away he grabbed my hand
i couldnt move it, hes too strong
He placed the ice pack on my lap and sat back down.
there was silence again and i was getting cold.
Xiao Gui had no jacket.
Aaron's POV
I saw her shivering from the ice pack on her lap.
I took of my jacket and covered her.
Instead of watchign this show go on any longer i walked away.
Gui Gui's POV
Aaron....
He....
Then i looked at hebe who was in shock that he left her.
GG: Xiao Gui, take her home.
XG: But what about--
GG: I need to make up from the past.
XG: Fine...
GG: You guys seem like theres a past too...
Him and Hebe glanced at each other and they got up and headed for the car.
I took off the ice pack and wrapped the jacket around my shoulders.
I ran all over looking for Aaron until i stopped at a bench. I sat down next to this other guy.
His head was burried in his hands and i couldnt see his face
i sat down and sighed
Guy: Can i have my jacket back?
I looked at the guy and he lifted up his head
A: You done with it right?
GG: Oh... Yeah i--
A: Nevermind. Keep it. Throw it out. Whatever.
He got up and walked away... his figure getting smaller and smaller.
i shot up from my seat and ran after Aaron
GG: Ya lun!
He turned around and i stopped in my tracks
Tears flowed out of my eyes, the most that fell in a year.
GG: Why did you... you lea...leave me so sudden?
I stood there crying and wiping my tears.
A: I...
GG: -crying-
[Aaron's POV]
I was about to wipe away her tears.. and tell her..
but then... i cant.. The real reason she wont forgive me.
Or.. She'll be to upset... and i cant live with this...
i pulled back my hand and watched her cry...
then suddenly... she ran off.
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