She Loves Me...
In L♥Ve With My Roomate Boyfriend
Chapter 32 - She Loves Me...
Taemin heard noises coming from her room. Worried, he slowly approached her room. But he stopped when he heard this unbelievable statement:
"God please... Make me stop loving him. Stop making Taemin the only man to my eyes... Stop making me loose a beat of my heart everytime i see him... Give me my life and my breath back..." She paused again and sighed. "Taemin-ah... I hate you because I love you..."
Taemin froze with the shock. His heart stopped and his skin was burning. It felt as if he saw a ghost. No kidding. He didn't know how to survive this shock. This was it for him.
Taemin POV
My name.
She. Said. My. Name...
Twice.
She hates me...
Because she loves me...
She Loves me...
She Loves Me...
She Loves Me? God...
I hold my chest so that my heart won't jump out.
So this is how it feels ...
But why do I not felt like this with Eun Mi?
My heart does not know yet how to handle this feeling ...
I breathe deeply, again and again ...
Am I crying?
No One's POV
Next Day
"Here's your coffee." Miri handed him a cup of coffee with milk before sitting at the table with him.
"Komaweoyo..." He thanked. Before taking a sip of his coffee he glanced her. She was drinking her coffee while reading and writing something on her notebook.
He looked at her again. Her face was serene. She was so beautiful to his eyes. He wanted to say something but his heart was squeezing inside not letting him talk.
"Eun Mi is returning today." Miri plainly said.
"Yes, she is..." He coughed. "I'm going to pick her up later." Taemin replied with his voice almost fading.
"Hm... I miss her." She said stopping what she was doing and looking at her notebook with lost eyes.
Taemin turned his eyes to his coffee and took another sip before hurriedly getting up from the table.
"I should go now."
"Wait!" Miri packed her stuff and then placed the two coffee cups in the sink. "Let's go together. I'm leaving too."
"This early?" He asked confused.
"Ne. I have to deal with some papers at school." Her look sligtly changed, and she bit her lips while finish packing her stuff.
Taemin got puzzeld but he chose to not ask again and ignore. It was nothing. He thought.
They left the apartment and Taemin called the elevator.
Noona neomu yeppeo~
Replay Replay Replay~
Miri's phone rang.
"Hello?" She answered and she started to speak French. (A/N: she is going to speak French but I'll put it English. I'm no French girl here so I won't write french. Maybe I'll put one or two easy french words in italic just give the feeling.) "Eomma? I mean maman? Oui... I sent you the message just now. Nothing happened! I just want to! No! It's not like that. It's not an impulsive act! Mom you won't understand! Yes it was stupid of me to come, I KNOW! Please mom just understand my will. Merci... I'll talk to you later when I buy the ticket... Désolé maman... Adieu."
Taemin not understanding a thing kept staring at the door. An the elevator's door opened.
What he knows is that she was talking to her mom. But not the subject. Her afflicted and stressed voice worried him.
"What happened?"
"Hum... Nothing big!" She quickly said nervous.
They walked to the door and Taemin opens the door for her. Miri, a little surprised, looked at Taemin and then outside and she walked out nervous.
"Ko-Komaweoyo..."
"Well good bye." She said.
"Yeah... bye."
They started to walk in opposites directions. Their steps were slow and fearful. They wanted so bad to look behind.
Miri was the first one to have the attitude.
She stopped and turned to Taemin who was still walking. She sighed and bit her lips. In her eyes tears were easily forming. And her heart was soring. A lot.
She then turned back and with heavy heart took her way again.
Taemin stopped and looked behind, at her.
He kept watching her leaving.
He decided that he had to confess.
Still not knowing where to find the courage.
He had to find the right time... And talk with Eun Mi...
Should he do it today? She's coming back today...
Too rushed?
Maybe...
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So this is it for this chappie :P
short? yeah... sorry...
I want to retain of doing long chaps :P
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and again and again and again
Nuh eh maleh ddo sok a weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla
Lol i had to sing 2PM's Again and Again :P
And well... I wanted to let every body know why chose the song "Nothing Better By Jung Yup" For Miri's and Taemin's first theme!
Well First! It's because i like it.
Second is because I ADORE it.
Third is because I LOVE IT!!!!
And fourth... Well find out by yourself reading the lyrics.
Nothing Better By Jung Yup
It always appeared before me
Your face, I remember
My heart that stopped short
You spitefully took my disfunctional heart
And with your bright smile
That's how you easily opened my heart
It's true, that is how I became your man
All my unpleasant memories, I no longer recall
Because the hand that holds me tight
Is as warm as spring
And now like a dream my heart
Has gradually stopped by your side
Without awakening for a single moment,
I dream an endless dream
And now like breathing,
If you were to always rest by my side
If you were to always remain this way
Nothing better nothing better than you
Nothing better nothing better than you
And now like a dream, My heart
In your embrace, is held still
Without awakening for a single moment,
I dream an endless dream
And now like breathing,
If you were to always rest by my side
If you were to always remain this way
Nothing better nothing better than you
Nothing better nothing better than you
Nothing better nothing better than you
No I'm not being a spoiler :P Yes this song describes them :) Please keep reading to find out why I REALLY put this song. ;)
Annyeong!
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